Day 79 - One Point at a Time (How Reality Works)

Day 79 - One Point at a Time (How Reality Works)

Note - read the self forgiveness out loud

We can get worked up in our minds with many points to face

Especially if you were bold enough to make the 'life list' yesterday

Here is the point:

Reality is physical, it works with 1+1 moment by moment, one point at a time

If we try and do multiple things at once, this introduces stress, friction etc.

So its a skill to be here, be present, its very simple

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a child I naturally did things from a state of presence, one thing at a time, I didn't have a mind that could dart around from point to point operating at quantum speed, I was present and HERE, and at some point I changed and my innocence of expression was converted into a corrupt mind, that I am now here walking through

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find motivation and energy from feeling 'busy' in my mind with all of the 'things I gotta do'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the power in putting 'pen to paper' (physically or digitally) and to sit down and get all the things out of my mind, 1 point at a time - this is powerful because its me as life directing myself, placing into WORDS what is within me, and thus I can process the information into an effective step by step plan to not have to overthink it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe its too stressful to write down a list and thus I react to the process of processing the information in my head into living words, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to miss the fact that if I don't actively work on processing the information into living words - that I hold myself back and in a state of consequence and time looping, yet WHEN I do this effectively I am freed up able to move through life with ease

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the moments from childhood and teenage years where I was imprinted by the system with the chaos program of 'here is what a 'good system slave' does' and in those moments I missed them, and then accepted and allowed the stress of the system to scramble me from a innocent expressive human being into a system slave, worried about my grades, 'fitting in' and all sorts of mental bullshit just to try and survive in the system

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to trust myself within writing down the points to forgive, and the points to take action on, and within this, to trust my ability to just 'do it now' and start, and within my starting point being here to act in a way that is best for all life, that I can trust my ability to get the things done, to 'stack the wins' in terms of accomplishing the things that I can see in my self honesty is best to do

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that bringing forth points of realization every day is an essential aspect of me living my purpose, and this is where genuine pride comes from where I am able to be proud of my self and moving self and the world forward, because in my self-honesty I have my location point and as I do this to the best of my ability, it opens up new potential for all 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that 'thinking' about the points I have to do that the thinking is productive, when in reality the processing of the points, looking at it and taking it ONE POINT AT A TIME this is the actual resolution of the overwhelm in my mind

I forgive myself that I had not seen the obvious - that just like my breath is one breath at a time, seeing the next point to do, and focusing on the point, this is the way I deal with reality and work with reality

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to see and STOP my addiction to trying to do too many things at once, where I had tricked myself into believing that I am 'productive' when I focus on many tasks, getting high on the energy of the conflict 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to miss the obvious that as self-forgiveness is one letter at a time, one word at a time, this is the accumulation of moving reality forward when done in self honest self expression and as this - I am working with reality, integrating my expansion into greater responsibility and abilities 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that reality works one point at a time, there is a pace to reality, its not 'hyper quick' like the mind yet when done steadily it creates lasting change because the structure is integrated - much like when I develop a new skill, it takes time to integrate, yet once its here it then is part of me as who I am

I commit myself to develop the skills one point at a time, to stand as the integration of these skills, and as this stacks up I become a director within my reality and reality overall, so that the evidence is verifiable that I have indeed integrated this skill

I commit myself to show that if I feel resistance - self honesty is needed

I commit myself to enjoy the process of taking things one point at a time

I commit myself to whenever I'm overwhelmed, to remind myself to breathe, to acknowledge my capacity has been overloaded, and as I return to breath I can forgive and act in a way that keeps moving my life forward

I commit myself to show that one year of being present, bringing forth points of realization every day, sharing this process, taking responsibility point by point, that this is the guide for me to have the most effective year yet, exponentially more 'powerful' than any year I had previously because I have accumulated who I am into a force of nature that can be a node in the network of life and thus spread the principle of what is best for all through each action I do

I commit myself to walk the cutting edge of time point by point, one thing at a time

I commit myself to use my notebooks, my computer, my ways of recording words/data/information and as this - USING WHAT IS HERE to have a system by which I capture the necessary words, I then make time to process them and take action

I commit myself to use what is here as a living being here with my body and everything around me to be the best I can be, to share more effectively, to constantly make it the best day yet, and to measure my impact by the amount of other people I can support in taking on their full responsibility and living their fullest potential, as this is best for all and my living of this is integrated one point at a time

Enjoy

Day 84 - Self-Forgiveness

Day 84 - Self-Forgiveness

Today I'm gonna write self forgiveness on self forgiveness for a few reasons, I've been getting many of you reaching out for help. I also consistently find myself pushing my 'edge' of what's possible, and within this, there is more AWARENESS coming from me, so I am becoming aware of more points to forgive.

Let's dive in. As always read this out loud

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to forgive myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that forgiving is only possible to forgive others, but not myself 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that only God has the power of forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that others are worthy of forgiveness, but not me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that being forgiving is being for giving, that life is for giving - for giving of myself to others in the way that I would want to be given to - for example with asking great questions, being present, showing a sense of respect, of care, of sharing what is important, for pointing out 'blindspots' and teaching lessons, all of these are things I can give IF I am for giving, but I cannot TRULY give if I am not forgiving of myself.... Within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to be honest about that fact that there is corrupted programming and beliefs inside me that I have to forgive and thus if I'm not actually forgiving myself consistently and creating a momentum within my self-forgiveness every day, then I am sharing from this corrupted 'starting point' 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to delude myself to believe that I must have fully forgiven myself of every single point ever, in order to then be able to give real value to others, the 'amount' of forgiveness I have done is less important, relative to the daily moment by moment intention of self honest self forgiveness as who I am, because as I live these words - Self Honest Self Forgiveness - and these are living words within me, this supports me to be here with another person and walk together as equals real time, because reality changes one point at a time through being fully here together 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that in any moment, whether I can't fall asleep, or whether I'm just walking my dog, or whatever I find myself doing provided I am alone, that in those moments I can sound self forgiveness

I realize that within myself one of the most profound moments of my life was when I found self forgiveness years back there was a night I couldn't fall asleep, I decided to just start trying self forgiveness like a muscle. I forgave random things that popped up. After about 20 minutes I lost track of time and I felt like I had peeled a multi-dimensional onion within my conscious mind and thus accessed my beingness that started to shine through my subconscious and conscious mind, it was life changing for me, and I suggest you do the same. Go on a self forgiveness rampage until you clearly see what the value is in self-forgiveness, then do it again and again. I have heard stories of this guy Bernard who was one of the people who explained this point specifically, how to do it, that he would do Self-Forgiveness for hours and hours at a time, day after day after day, for YEARS. And the ability one unlocks with that is something that each of us can find out for ourselves

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the excuse of 'I don't know what to forgive' is just a mind-glitch, where our mind pretends that our realness is hidden, in reality just start - for example: I Forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize what I need to forgive, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not make time to forgive myself, I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to prioritize distractions instead of what actually moves me forward as a being, that can understand that forgiveness is removing the layers of distraction and limitation and opening up me as life who has always been here I just had forgotten... So on and so forth...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that with my partner doing self forgiveness, taking turns back and forth, even forgiving ourselves as 'pretending' to be our partner, can all be ways to practice and move points forward

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how powerful it is to model self forgiveness to my kids, and to teach them as well even if its a simple statement we say together or they repeat like 'I forgive myself for allowing myself to be frustrated' 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that initially this process starts with forgiving the conscious mind, and over time the subconscious personalities and emotions begin to surface, and as those are worked through the unconscious behaviors and trapped points within the body begin to emerge, and ultimately we can forgive as equality and oneness as life, and using the blogs such as Heavens Journey to Life and Creations Journey to Life as reference points to read daily and support, like one uses 'training wheels' to learn how to ride a bike, this is like a self guided rocket ship to self forgiveness, except instead of us taking a 'ride' out 'there' somewhere... its actually a direct route to HERE, just gotta remove/forgive the layers

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that its 'too long' or 'too big' of a task to read self forgiveness day after day, when in reality this endurance I build up becomes one of the most valued words I can live, where the endurance and consistency becomes the proof of who I am for myself and for all

I realize see and understand that forgiveness must be given to myself, and the act is so simple, it starts with being for giving to make the actual statement come out of my mouth

I realize that self forgiveness done within self honesty allows for self awareness and the insight of what to do, then as the realization statement and the commitment statements I can thus open the opportunity to live in a new way that is aligned with what is actually best for all life instead of my pre-programmed self interest

I commit myself to continually do a self forgiveness rampage whenever needed, where I speak and speak and speak the forgiveness until the point is clear

I commit myself to support others in their journey, to build this muscle of self forgiveness so we can change collectively, as individuals

I commit myself to make self-forgiveness popular, and main stream, so that over time every last human can understand this and live this, however short or long that takes

Day 67 - The Rite of Passage

Day 67 - The Rite of Passage

Read the self forgiveness out loud 

Yesterday I forgot to add - and it fits in perfectly...

As a boy becomes a man, there is a decision they make as to who they are, who they will be and how they will act.

And upon the decision being made, life will then reformat itself in accordance with this new decision and intention. And within this - situations will arise that can appear like a test, to see if you will walk through it or if you will fall and go back to 'boyhood' ignorance.

A man will WELCOME the test.

(and this is really for anyone, man or woman, but yesterday I was specifically writing about men being 'raised up' will need to make the decision that they will live from a new code of conduct and welcome the test to thus prove they will live it)

And so this is the brief story of how I had to use a cinderblock to decapitate a rooster yesterday.

Interesting enough... the point on being kind vs. being nice.

An example I often give when asked about 'kind vs. nice' is if you have an injured animal you know is gonna die. What is the kind thing to do? 

The 'nice' person lets it suffer. They cower/hesitate/avoid. The 'kind' thing is to face the point and put it out of its misery.

So I walked out in the evening to do the chicken chores, and I notice one of my roosters looked dead on the ground. Looks like he defended the hens from a predator, which I am grateful for.

I go up to him with a shovel to pick him up and toss him in the back woods.

I notice in that moment he is still flinching.

I think 'damn... I gotta take this guy out'

For a moment I contemplate how to do it. I got a shovel, I have my gun in the house.. I decide the best move is I have a cinder block right there, so I do it swiftly. 

That moment was not pleasant. But if I were that rooster, and I were there in agony, I would want a swift exit like what I delivered. 

And that is an example of me doing the kind thing.

It was an example of me as who I have become, a man that wasn't raised to do this sort of thing, but this is who I have built myself to be. 

I've learned to build myself from scratch, one moment at a time, the little decisions accumulate. 

And I've engineered an environment around me with our homestead and our local responsibilities - the best environment, where I have tests every day.

And to be clear - I see some people abuse the idea of 'tests', they constantly feel like they need to prove they can 'pass a test'. That is idiotic. I am referring to the fact that when a decision is made truly, the world reshapes around this, its resonance and intention. So AS this new decision, I will walk it thoroughly, and if I need to prove something, such as that I will do the kind thing even if its unpleasant or inconvenient, of course I'll prove it and do it.

Homestead living has shown me that, there will be tests all over. Who will I be in the test? - this is what matters.

Now of course ideally that wouldn't have happened, where I had to kill the rooster - but that coyote or fox also has to eat and it came after our flock. 

So there's a common sense equilibrium here that has to be reached. 

My goal is minimize suffering and ensure the animals can thrive for as long as they live, and to also live my life in a way where I can make the maximum impact in the collective world system, because my job is not to sit and watch my chickens all day. 

Being a man is being able to see all of this and make decisions.

For me as a kid - I was not raised to understand responsibility fully. I didn't have the vocabulary and comprehension to see the value of this for myself. Not blaming my parents, it literally wasn't possible without the tools. 

I wish I had a 'rite of passage' of some sort. But this is something I have had to gift to myself over and over. The living of my decision to be a man, and as a result of this decision, the opportunities arise where I will have the test, and thus I can prove I can pass the test.

And this leads me into my blog which is the rite of passage

I'm just gonna go in on the self-forgiveness as this is needed:

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the rite of passage is essential for a man to walk through - its essential because at a certain point one must decide for oneself who one will be - its a decision one makes and as any real decision it will be tested in reality

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the word passage is the passing from one state to another, the previous state is who one was born as and the programming given to them, yet on an individual level one must decide who they will be

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that a 'rite of passage' must be some 'big deal' like in cultures where the boy must go do a difficult task or go on a quest. In reality the rite = right, comes from the same root as the word right meaning to take something that is incorrect and make it correct - this is the journey to life one must undertake as themselves, for themselves and for all 

And passage is a passing from one state to another. So this ultimately is the transition from being a consciousness robot, programmed from the environment, to taking the decision to stand as a set of principles. 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to fantasize about a 'rite of passage' needing to be a high energy experience, like the ancient mystery schools or the rituals in a secret society, thinking that one must have an initiation and get all the 'secrets' - in reality what is needed is the decision to change, the tools to sustain the change, and the verification of the change so one can truly be a +1 to society

I commit myself to create the change in the culture so the rite of passage is adopted, where each young adult can be aware of this process, to go from being a programmed human that has accepted their worldview, to a conscious decision to be a creator, to be aligned with the principles 

I commit myself to within myself welcome the tests, to enjoy the tests, as each time I make a decision to take on more responsibility I will prove to myself what I can handle

I commit myself to change the culture to one of honor and respect where the respect is based in the living principles, the rite of passage is for a boy to prove himself as a man where he honors and lives in a verifiable way - that he lives the principles

I commit myself to do my best to make everything right, meaning the best it can be, and to stop at nothing 

Day 88 - Life Expansion

Day 88 - Life Expansion

Today I was going to write about being grateful. I had the blog post up yesterday and began to write, but I got side tracked by responsibilities of being a dad. 

I will still touch on gratefulness - 

I will weave that in combined with a life update of how I am expanding.

Currently I am in Texas writing this from Cameron and Katie's living room.

I woke up before everyone else so I finally had time to write my blog. 

The past 2 days involved packing and driving 14 hours.

We're back here for a few days to get the full download on our next level, including stepping into raising large animals (we are getting one of their cows in the spring) and potentially pigs, also for the next level of everything we are doing with Self-Perfected, TechnoTutor and being the source of change for the world.

So much turmoil in the world. I know its Christmas morning right now, and there are kids waking up today with no food, or waking up in a situation where they have no family, or waking up being trafficked.

Its easy to say 'no today is a great day let's celebrate Jesus was born!' but for me - to honor who Jesus was and how he lived, is to focus EVERY day on bringing about a world of equality that is best for everyone.

It's not to judge people as 'bad' who are sitting around in their nice home, with their christmas tree and their traditions to enjoy the Christmas holiday. I have fond memories as a kid having that. But as I grew up I have seen the brutality of our world, and what Jesus was actually talking about. And I see Christmas has become a Psy Op (Psychological Operation) on the masses. It takes the pure message of Jesus - truly love your neighbor as yourself, and converts it into consumerism, extreme 'highs' and 'lows' I mean they even call it the North Pole, its polarizing in its very nature, and Santa is an anagram for Satan. 

It's become used as a manipulation tool for kids to 'be nice' not 'naughty', abandoning principle at every step of the way.

I used to LOVE christmas. It was so fun being away from school, getting toys, then having a whole week from christmas to new years so I could hang out with my friends, play with my new toys, then also do something fun for new years. That was the highlight of my entire year...

But as I began in this process - writing/righting myself to Life I saw how that made my entire year subtly negative, in a polarity, that I look forward to Christmas as the 'crescendo' of everything. 

YET the whole time I didn't even try and LIVE what Jesus was talking about. To me - I call that hypocrisy.

If I were Jesus I would be so pissed at the Christmas-Industrial Complex

So today for me to wake up in Texas, having no snow. No Christmas lights, no 'presents' but actually surrounded by the core people in my life who see the message of Jesus as something we are ACTUALLY here to live. To fundamentally create the change of the system, to build our relationships and our world in responsibility, awareness, oneness, equality as what is best for all this is a cool way to ring in the 'holiday' time of the year.

So to bring this full circle to the top

I like the word Grateful - Great Full

I see how in my life, walking this process, there is a polarity I become aware of - that every word in my life I have used from the starting point of polarity.

For example - Grateful = good, not grateful = bad, but hidden within this is the 'be grateful because if not you could lose it all, thus FEAR' and 'not grateful = bad' = GUILT you 'should' be grateful for what you have because there are starving kids in Africa (that whole program)

I see why those programs exist, but this process as Righting through Writing means to actually redefine the word so I can live it as who I am as a source of Expansion of Life.

I see how I have abused gratefulness over the years, basically as a way to justify fear, and want to 'appease' the system like Oliver Twist in that scene where he gets the soup and says 'please sir may I have more'

So for me, the moment I realized what grateful actually is - was 6 years ago nearly to the day, I visited Cameron and Katie for the first time in Houston where they used to live. I remember for 5 days I got the download on how to raise the most effective kids in the world. How to have an effective marriage, what it means to walk this process. What is Desteni really about, and how DIP Lite is life changing. How to really use TechnoTutor to rebuild my foundations and become a master of business. At this time my e commerce company was making about $12k a day in revenues as well. And I was STILL talking about the REAL stuff, not letting that impede on my LIFE EXPANSION. Because Me as LIFE knows its not ONLY about success in the system its about purifying the system.

So at the end of that time with Cameron and Katie 6 years ago, I remember saying 'thank you I am so grateful for this time in your home and learning from you guys. *and then it hit me like a tidal wave of realization* I said And I don't mean I'll just 'say' thank you and pay it lip service. I am going to SHOW YOU I am thankful and grateful by actually LIVING this change and getting more people here to this process. This was the inception of realizing grateful = GREAT FULL. I had to cultivate the greatness within me, my beingness that is this ever-expansive source of self as life substance, here, and calibrate my mind to what is best for all. And live this in my actions every day.

And I recall that was a moment I made a decision to live great-fullness, which was Life Expansion. Me taking this little spark of life and cultivating it to expand more and more and more.

So this is full circle here 6 years later, because last time I didn't have Jessica here. Last time I didn't have 2 kids. I didn't have a homestead. I was still a fledgling entrepreneur. I had just realized how TechnoTutor changed my life because it helped me get really good at making money in e commerce but also with sharing it with people I had already brought 4 people on board by that time and I had only done the business for 2 months.

I saw a glimpse of what's possible. But now here it's full circle, but its not a circle, its a spiral. 

I am in a way new spot, as who I am, as what I realize, as my responsibilities, as my influence.

It reminds me of a phenomenal article by Bernard and I'll quote it here. If you want the full thing here it is, its worth reading again even if you've already read it. It makes more sense as time goes on. 

the same stuff will repeat till you had enough of your preprogrammed self acceptances–then you will start dropping and letting go until only you remain–this is your point of power in your world–then you will find yourself giving direction and sorting out your world quickly–so–if your world is not sorting out and remain the same–you haven't got your current location within your world yet

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why is this important– because each that find their location–find their power and honesty and we are all equal and one to what we become or allow

so–if you are equal and one to you where you are now–no matter who or what placed you there–you are empowered to change the situation—and you will as you will not accept anything less in your world—if you accept some form of enslavement or emotional turmoil or manipulation or fear—you are not at your location within the “grid” of the placement of creation and thus the honesty and forgiveness not effective enough—easy guideline

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Now—when you establish your location—you will without feeling—in an inner silence –direct your world and all that you defined yourself by—will disappear—and new events will step forth—each event will have two points—sometimes very tempting points—to either expand your self-expression in awareness or take you back in the same entrapment—sex, position, money, success, feelin­gs,etc is used for this

So—what to do—as you have then found your equality and oneness point—in yourself—you start moving yourself and see what you have allowed in your world as your equality—blame is useless—fixing it is all that works—so –you fix it—in every breath—till your immediate world is what you are equal and one with—and so you expand—like a Fibonacci spiral—expanding into greater influence—no-one get more influence power than based on equality and oneness as it is for all as one—the influence the world understand is dislocated and thus beings stop existing as their defined selves at death

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What is fascinating is that within this process of locating and expanding self—you will always be equal and one with what you either become or allow

So—we are each only responsible for ourselves and according to application we will be part of the establishment of oneness as equality in creation—so—we will determine and face the truth of ourselves—alone as an inner journey we reflect outwardly in our world

So to close out today's blog - Life expansion comes from Great Fullness. If you don't know where to start then YES be grateful for where you are, truly. Because its what got you HERE. Yet do not accept it as all you can be. Forgive the fears. See your reality sort out quickly - as the cross reference point is obvious.

Join us in changing the world. Give this as a christmas gift to yourself. We will either fight for this old system that abuses the message of Jesus - turns it into corporate consumerism slop - or we can redefine it as who we are - as a DAILY living of the messaage of equality, oneness, giving as we would like to receive, changing the world system to reflect this in every way as what is best for all. 

Join us - Connect with me here

Day 66 - What Does It Mean to Be a Man? (Part 3 - Conclusion)

Day 66 - What Does It Mean to Be a Man? (Part 3 - Conclusion)

Upon the past 2 days of writing on 'what it means to be a man' I had a few more insights to bring this point to completion

I am part of a men's group called the Self-Leaders Club and we have a mastermind discussion every 2 weeks. 

If you are a man who wants to be held to a higher standard, to be a leader in the world and bring about the change we need, hit me up I'll teach you how you can join.

On this discussion I got feedback the past 2 blogs helped a lot of the guys

Also as I heard this, it became evident there are 3 other points to bring through, and I will give context for each

1 - Niceness is a disease, Kindness is the cure

2 - A real man honors their agreements that are built on principle

3 - Self-Trust as equals is what emerges as the backbone of the new world

Now point by point

1 - Niceness is a disease, Kindness is the cure

Yesterday I was at our local mastermind group. My colleague Pedro and I have run this group for 5+ years. He does an excellent job running the main discussion and we utilize the group as a way to unite the people who want to change their lives, and align their 'success' with real purpose

In the discussion, Pedro was bringing through the 'cost' of being nice, of avoiding conflict, of not actually confronting the things in your life.

He asked a question that made me stop and ponder ... and I've been looking at it all weekend. He asked 'what has your niceness cost you'?

I was raised to 'be nice'.

I am from Minnesota, where we literally have a phrase called 'Minnesota Nice' its where people are pleasant, even if it means they'll be in silent despair, but they'll say 'hey I'm doing great'.

What I realized is that niceness has cost me massively. Not just money (even though I would likely have made over $1M more at least in my journey as an entrepreneur if I had been more direct) but really it has cost me relationships, where I would not actually SERVE the person by telling them the KIND thing.

For example = nice is when you don't tell someone they have bad breath. Kind is when you call it out (with tact and candor of course, because you actually care about the outcome, not just making the other person react)

So as I had been reflecting on this over the weekend, the phrase popped in my mind. Nice is a disease. Kindness is the cure.

Niceness is caring more about your own feelings and how you are perceived... where KINDNESS is the cure - meaning it is the word that when it is LIVED - you can support others for real, unconditionally

And thus the living commitment emerged in me of Kindness - at a whole new level. And the realization that a MAN is KIND. A boy will hide behind 'being nice' to play a charade. Fuck that. Its selfish and against what I stand for.

I can be respectful, and help the other person actually change - by being KIND and saying what needs to be said. Because if I were the other, that's what I would want.

Thus - a Man is Kind.

Point 2 - A real man honors their agreements that are built on principle

I heard the phrase today from my other colleague Borys, on our Self-Leaders call, quoting our other colleague Avery with the true statement that - a boy can only turn into a man when they are in a committed partnership.

I agree 100%

It may hurt, but hey - refer to point 1 about kindness.

If you are a single guy, you can only go so far alone, and you can only go so far by 'dating around' and being a playboy. You don't have anything REAL to commit to long term.

I have noticed with my wife, since being married and having our relationship built on agreement of principle that there is an intimacy that develops, where you have trust, you can share feedback faster, you can learn and iterate faster, and you build together. It allows you to see your own bullshit faster, and is a practice ground for HOW you will show up in the world.

So thus point 2 - a MAN honors his agreements. And in order to have that, you need the agreement in order to honor it

This is backed up by yet another point I saw this weekend, I was listening to a podcast on John D. Rockefeller. I do not look 'up' to this man, but I see he was an effective entrepreneur in the system and I do live by the principle of 'investigate all and keep what is best'.

Rockefeller said that the measure of a true man is one who honors his contracts/covenants.

There is something to this that we had lost in the modern world.

Now days where people can post bullshit online, leave some rage bait comments, talk shit online, there is a lack of HONOR in our culture. This creeps in where now people make commitments and don't honor them.

We say 'i'll be at the party' and then don't even show up, or even TEXT to say 'hey I can't make it'.

We have lost the value of our word

And that is detrimental to society and each of us.

Because think about it - if I make an agreement with my friend, or even with myself to say - I will be at the gym tomorrow at 9 am. Then I don't show up... I literally broke my word, my bond, my agreement.

Then at the same time I could say something like 'this year I will make $1M in my business'. 

On a resonant level, and even on a conscious level, how the fuck am I supposed to be able to take that goal seriously when I can't even get to the gym on time?

And don't even get me started on showing up late. Its so normal for our culture to say 'I will be there at 1 pm. Then show up late. Not even acknowledge it. This corrodes self-trust and trust between us...

So - A real man will honor their agreements.

Point 3 - 3 - Self-Trust as equals is what emerges as the backbone of the new world

Let's look at the word backbone - 

We are all each individual parts of our collective body/being as humanity

For example - imagine my heart didn't trust my brain, didn't trust my liver to 'do its thing'. I would be dead fast.

There is a mutual trust that must emerge.  But it doesn't come from 'blindly' trusting another

It comes from each of us trusting ourselves, having our operating principles, and then over time accumulating trust, and all of the benefits of this.

When a man does each of these (from my blog yesterday and today)

- Provides in the best way

- Protects in the best way

- Is KIND and doesn't succumb to niceness

- Honors his agreements, based in principle (specifically these principles, not the ray dalio bullshit system principles)

- And develops self-trust

This is a man.

This is a man I will be able to work with, to walk side by side, as we create the backbone of the new world. 

We are the skeleton/structure/foundation of the world.

Imagine the MAN/MASCULINE is the structure of the home. We keep what's inside safe. We weather any storm. We are always here. Always present.

The FEMALE/FEMININE is the energy within the home. It makes it a nice place to be, a place that is nurturing.

Ever been in a single guys apartment? There's a mattress, maybe a desk... MAYBE 1 picture on the wall. Its simple.

When a woman is involved, its nice. There's nice couches, a blanket, some decorations.

We need both.

But this blog is specifically to make it clear - this is what a man is - how I see it and for all to see.

There is one bonus step I'll address...

It's called the 'Rite of Passage'

In cultures around the world, forever - there has been known the phrase.

Women grow up, men must be raised up.

Women naturally mature

Men must have some form of decision within them, where they transition from boy to man.

I'm not advocating we need to bring back some Agoge shit from 300 or a lion hunt in the wild.

It's simple, its a declaration to walk the journey to life, to live the principles and to welcome the test that comes with it. Life is intelligent, we ARE life. 

Life has a way of testing us - as ourselves. Sounds 'meta' but its not. Its us as life proving to ourselves we are the living words we say we are. We are sentenced by our sentences. 

So the 'rite of passage' is this undertaking, where one can thus 'visibly live the principles' and be an effective member of our world as their role as a man.

I will elaborate more tomorrow

Bonus - the rite of passage (will elaborate more tomorrow)

Day 59 - "Living My Best Life"

Day 59 - Living My Best Life

Read the self-forgiveness out loud

There's this phrase that floats around online, typically its a picture taken of a peak moment and the caption is 'out here living my/our/their best life' something like that

And while I enjoy seeing that now break into the collective consciousness... 

I wonder what the life looks like when it doesn't have an Instagram filter on it, or in the 99.9% of the other time when that person is not making that piece of content

This has been an interesting path as I've used the internet to spread this message of self-forgiveness, self-perfection, creating the world to be best for all, and doing my best in fully earnest to live my best life

And I know how fuckin hard it is hahaha

There are the moments (early on) where you have that thought of 'giving up' just 'go back into the system'

There are challenging moments, unexpected things happen

There is the system as well that will attack, the system in peoples heads where they see you act different and they attack your character and attempt to smear your reputation, whether through gossip or to your face

And there is the resistance one feels to actually stepping out of the matrix, seeing what you GENUINELY want to create, what WOULD be your best life, and to be bold enough, to live the word COURAGE to get yourself walking in that direction. Its a process to do. 

So this 'living my best life' idea is taken by the system to look like someone basically being on vacation, having fun, carefree etc.

For myself - because ultimately it all comes back to self-honesty, I can see that living my best life is a blend of various factors, but the underlying bedrock of the entire foundation is my set of principles I stand as and the agreements I've made (based on living these principles)

Because even though I am just one person that is enough, as I live my fullest expression, that supports the others around me to live their best self truly

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to become disgusted with the system, how everything that is good and pure in the world had been corrupted. Fake food, fake characters, fake conversations, fake social media, all resulting in a mediocre shit existence for all of us, and within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the anger and annoyance I have seen with seeing how fucked up the system really is, that that anger can be used and converted into support to change myself, or I can loop in it and burn myself up. The choice is mine and the choice is for each of us to make as when one has awareness and sees the insanity of our system - like the small example of 'we have enough food for all of us' yet kids are dying every day from hunger... this is insane and thus me living my BEST life is in the context of this fucked up system, I can't ignore this system

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not reconcile the extreme of how atrocious reality is for so many, and even for myself in my mind where I commit atrocities on my own self through self judgment, self hatred, self neglect, beating myself up, going to war with myself, this is all an internal process that I can release through self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application over time, so that way I can live my best life - not as an idea or theory - or just in a moment when I 'smile for the camera' but a fundamental LIVING my best life in each moment, in the challenges, no matter what the external situations are, I can convert anything and direct it to what is best for me and for all

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in the thought of 'doom' that the world is so doomed I just gotta survive for myself and 'live my best life' like with the emphases on MY, within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize its gotta be all caps -- LIVING
MY
BEST
LIFE

Wherein LIVING is the day to day breath by breath application of standing here within the moment, as the moment, directing the situation within self honesty and self responsibility, fully living the best I can

MY where my means my part of the whole, I am one with all and equal with all, and thus as an individual expression of all, this is MY life yet within self-honesty it is ME as Equal as ALL, where if a single kid still goes to bed hungry, or a single kid is still sold into sex trafficking, I am not honestly living MY best life, because they are me in another life, and I can actually do something about it, therefore I commit myself to realize the I/MY words are living words of the collective, and I can do MY part and really see what's possible for one human AND a group of people to do as equals here dedicated to changing the system so its best for all

BEST meaning in self-honesty and common sense, looking at what is best in the situation, wherein what would create 0 negative consequence for all life involved. And this is something we figure out together starting with realizing we all have basic human needs, and we can and need to create systems that allow our needs to be met - starting with education is the point I see is best for me to focus on, and uniting the community that cares about this, to take the action and resonate this into the world

and LIFE meaning the substance we are - the thing that was given freely to us - to honor this in a way where no bullshit at the end of the day if I were to die and look at my life, being the judge of my life, I could say - You actually cared, you deserve more of this, because you cared about life within yourself AND all equally.

This is the way I see Living My Best Life is possible

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a child we have a pure life expression of innocence, and over time the system had corroded this in us, yet with having children now and having enough support and community, we can support the kids to retain this life innocence expression AND have the worldly wisdom through building vocabulary so the kids can show us what's really possible as they live their best life - reach out if you want examples of this - we have a community of genius kids living their best life

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to equate 'living my best life' with just getting rich, being able to travel, see the world and fuck around - this is not truly living our best life because one knows DEEP DOWN that someone has to work to clean that pool you swim in, someone has to be in that kitchen, working long hours so you can eat your room service. Its not to say we can't have these things... but who are WE within it, are we going to just accept a system built on modern-day slavery to money and debt? Or are we here to WITHIN THIS to change it all, make the best of every day and ultimately re-invent the system so its best for all

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as I've walked the journey to life, its the red pill, and I can't untake the red pill. Even if I try and suppress it, even if I try and ignore it, its here as truth and the truth cannot be stopped. The red pill is the awareness that self-perfection is possible, that we can thus perfect the world, by figuring out the dynamic balance as equilibrium that is best for all and through a real LIVING education, having a full grasp of language, creation, human dynamics and the mind + system its actually possible

I realize that living my best life is up to me. to SHOW what that looks like, in the 'happy' moments and also through the challenging moments - all of it matters, and to share from my real practical application of using these tools and this way of writing to stand as an example of what it looks like to live my best life

I realize that living my best life is so fun and such a gift that me as LIFE will be FOR GIVING to share this with all who can hear and all who will listen

I realize that 'living my best life' is not some future idea/picture in my mind, it is in each breath, am I living the fullest potential IN THIS MOMENT in my self honesty. Am I going in the direction of being on 'team life' and being my best self? ridding myself of the fears, doubts, limitations? Or am I time looping, spiraling only to fall on my face...

I realize that there is a finite amount of time I have in this life - and every day I delay on truly living my best life, walking this process - is a day that goes by and it actually gets harder

I realize that its easier to just take it one point at a time, to use the support of the group and to be my best self daily because as I walk this it makes it easier and more possible for others because I can be a reference point of support and there is a group resonance effect

I realize that because there is a finite amount of points to walk through - its not infinite - that this is also a reason to be glad and find a way to enjoy the moments as much as possible, because we CAN get it done

I commit myself to confirm that I am living my best life in all ways to the fullest extent

I commit myself to embrace the forgiveness of when I fall short - to give myself grace YET within self honesty get myself back up and keep walking and sharing

I commit myself to show within living my best life, even if others get triggered by it, over time its a seed that is planted and it will sprout within them so they can have the self-honest moment of 'who am I?' and thus begin the process of seeing who they will be in this world.... because if we think we are only here for a 'temporary experience', versus we are here as custodians of this earth and we can take responsibility to create a world we would like to be part of, we would like to come back to, THIS is the real purpose here. 

So let's live our best lives and create the world to be a place we would be honored to come back to

Day 54 - Stress

Day 54 - Stress

Read this out loud

Also make a 'word web' on stress to unpack it for yourself

I used to have a lot of stress in my life, and most of it actually came from my mind being maxed out - overthinking, over worrying, letting my mind run wild

Then as I began to clarify the word stress it became liberating

I realized stress is necessary - not overstress, not killing myself from being in adrenaline-maxed mode, but stress just means 'to emphasize a point'

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not clarify me relationship to the word stress

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize I can redefine WHO I am as stress as a living word

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to associate stress as a word with maximum energy attached to it and images of a human who is contorted and distraught with the overwhelming survival pressures of our world

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize I can redefine and reprogram words

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to automatically assume stress meant the feeling of overwhelm

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to the feeling of stress where my body is in tension and out of whack from equilibrium

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to slowly kill myself by maxing out my body with tension and thinking - believing that more thinking, more 'intellectualizing' would solve my stress problem, not realizing that forgiveness and redefining the word was actually the solution I was looking for

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that learning how to create money is essential to be able to liberate oneself from the pre-programmed money system that is survival based, and that within me creating more money I have got myself 'ahead' in the system YET as who I am as life as one who cares about others, just 'breaking free' financially for myself is not actually my goal, its a step in the process yet I am here to help others learn to do the same and ultimately change the money system over time

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that small amounts of shocks and physical stress is helpful for the body, like being in the cold, or going in a sauna, or doing a workout - as long as WHO I AM within it is clear, the shocks to my system create anti-fragility where I get stronger from each shock

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to create a blog highlighting this important word Antifragile which will be my blog tomorrow as this word - when lived with clarity - is eye opening and one sees that they are capable of SO much more than they thought or imagined, and stressors can be a gift when one can direct themselves within it. We are not meant to be comfort-creatures living on our couch, but we are also not meant to be slaves to stress just stressing ourselves and obsessing over things like 'fitness' and 'biohacking' both of these are extremes at the opposite end - the best for all BALANCE in the middle is one who lives the word stress as 'what to emphasize' and to push oneself to new levels and accumulate new abilities and bodily strength so that one may do MORE as living self-responsibility and self-perfection

I realize that stress means to emphasize something

I realize that stressors in the world right now are massive and overwhelming for many, and the idea that 'they gotta just figure it out' is bullshit, I didn't figure this out on my own, I had others HELP me to see the common sense of re-educating myself and re-establishing my physical and mental abilities to effectively navigate the world - and as one who cares and lives the principle of 'give as I would like to receive' I realize I CAN be a resource to others and I can share, even as I learn this skill of sharing and supporting others it can be 'stressful' at times YET I trust my ability to grow and expand and learn from the attempts I make, to become the best I can be at sharing and supporting

I realize that there is a fundamental re-education needed in each human where one can redefine words so automatically one goes to the empowering life-giving definition of the word, and not the system-definition which is clouded with images and feelings that limit oneself

I realize that small stressors and shocks to the system, when done with clarity on who I am, can help one forge themselves into a better version of themselves

I realize that extreme survival pressure as placed on us by the system is not the best way the system can be

I commit myself to do everything in my power in my lifetime to change the system, through changing education within myself and within others so one can realize how capable they really can be as a human being

I commit myself to help others realize the power of redefining words as our reality is created from the words and the definitions we hold about them - change the words, change the world

I commit myself to remind myself any time I feel 'worked up' or 'overwhelmed' to BREATHE as the breath is the point to emphasize as it grounds me back into reality where immediately I can see the solution and thus not have to experience 'overwhelm'

I commit myself to support the community of Self-Perfected as the ones who are walking this journey to show what's possible to change the culture, to change education, to utilize our skills and money and influence to change the system, 1 person at a time as equals as full self-responsibility, and this is a fun 'stressor' AKA emphasis-point that I am committed to bringing forth in my lifetime so we can create a world far better than what we had accepted and allowed 

Day 5 - Best for All (Part 3)

 Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

Continued from Day 2...

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that there are phases to changing the system to make it best for all

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that currently in September of 2025, the United Nations states that still 25,000 children die EVERY DAY from hunger

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to be OK with this... not through consciously thinking 'that's ok' but through my ACTIONS, my unconscious automated desire to only care about my own survival and that of my immediate family, failing to realize that by me not sorting out my own life, AND intending to use my life to sort out these bigger problems, like the genocidal level of abuse happening through our neglect of not creating sustainable food systems.... that in this failure to sort it out, I am complicit in it through accepting it and allowing it.. unless I now change and speak out and honestly be part of the solution

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to go into paralysis analysis when looking at the state of the world and the problems we need to solve like hunger, the corrupt political system, the greed, the money system, the wars, the mental health crises, getting clean water to people, city planning, waste management, how we raise kids, and so much more... yet the solution is able to be spelled out

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the basic building blocks of our world is vocabulary, which is words, everything is words, and we understand reality through words, we create reality through words, and therefore the education of ourselves and especially our kids is the root of all issues. 

Note - the actual definition of education is every single word one can spell, comprehend and process. School is not education, its a memorization game and a conditioning of children into conformity with this old system. Its on the parent to reach out and get help with ensuring a child can become educated, and have a sound mind. Reach out for the exact tools to do this, its 100% possible for every child and it will blow your mind what's possible for a 5 year old to actually comprehend and communicate

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that when one actually has an effective education and can change their programming, its possible to see how to make more money, and get oneself out of survival pressure and have a surplus of money that can be utilized to fund the things we want to see in the world, instead of just using money for consumerism and funding the old system designed to prey on our desires through things like alcohol, unnecessary shopping, and distracting experiences

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that upon changing education for each kid and adult, 1 by 1 - the next outflow of positive change is the spreading of this real education for more and more kids every day, that this results in a change in our culture - our collective agreement, behaviors and what we value

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as the education and culture shifts, and we have more and more people seeing common sense, valuing common sense, speaking about this at a grass roots level and automating new behaviors rooted in common sense, that then over time as we have a critical mass, we can step into positions of authority in the system such as politics at all levels, and utilize the power of the group, and group economics to fund the changes we need to see

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that with 1 million millionaires for example, we can get politicians into office and begin to speak out and implement the change, and as we step up there of course will be people who don't see the vision yet, who fight for their limitations, and so the media apparatus will be utilized as the 'war for the mind' where many of us see the common sense, but it takes time to get that to spread to more and more, and thus we need more people with money and positions of RESPONSIBILITY working together as ONE group - united in principle - to play the role of the creation of the new system, one that honors life and doesn't need to abuse and feed off human energy just to keep going.. 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as we can make the policy changes, as we change the collective consciousness through media, and through millions of us globally all working together, raising our kids with these principles, ensuring as many of us as possible have an effective vocabulary and programming that ultimately the outcome of this is we re-evaluate the money system, as this money system had become the ultimate slave master of our reality, the fact we have a Federal Reserve that prints money with interest, and thus we have a debt-based system people work their ENTIRE LIFE in service of, where we can thus transition this system into a creative-based system by changing the laws, where the value of money is changed so that money honors life instead of being a scarce resource we sacrifice our lives to.... wouldn't that be the best to change the money system? 

And I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to look at the people in the world who I think are 'too far gone' that 'they won't ever get this'... because at one point in my life I was also so far out of alignment, but ANYTHING can change... and we can over time create this new system and sustain this system and go from a life where we are 'reacting' to everything, to a life where we are able to prevent issues from happening, in a way that honors life, maximizes TRUE personal freedom, a life where we actually MATURE as human beings, and we can experience a level of reality and harmony we have never seen before. I realize THIS is a worthwhile commitment and way to live my life..

I commit myself to figure this out together as we go

I commit myself to show that a mature human will agree we need to change the system, and be humble enough to realize we must work together and change the system through 1 - education, 2 - culture, 3 - politics and responsibility and 4 - changing the money system. Its simple. We just need to do the necessary steps daily.

I commit myself to show that even as one person doesn't have all the solutions, one person can play a monumental role in the community and the collective evolution

I commit myself to honor the fact that we get one life, and this life IS a test to see... are we gonna just be on earth to consume, and fight for our own opinions and our own desire to be 'right', to justify our limitations and try and 'survive until we die', or are we going to LIVE until we leave? 

I commit myself to raise my children with this principle of best for all and the education of how the world system works, how systemic change must happen, to learn from history, but to also learn from all domains of life such as geopolitics, culture, entrepreneurship, science fiction, self development, science, mathematics and all domains so we can investigate everything and keep what is best

I commit myself to understand that a child is programmed primarily in the first 7 years of life which builds their entire inner architecture of the world, and after age 7 the mind is formed, and unless one specifically has the tools to get back to that 'natural learning ability' state, one is thus built on a foundation that will be limited. The good news is, there are ways to re-open this ability and change the foundational programming at any age. Reach out to see how this works in detail.

I commit myself to show that its COOL to take self responsibility, to be on TEAM LIFE as a +1 for all humanity and all living things

I commit myself to show that common sense will develop and we will figure out the details, yet the INTENTION is to make this change, and even if this is the most challenging thing ever... its worth it

I commit myself to live so effectively, that if when I die I come back on earth, and I am born into a random body, that I lived this life so effectively that 'future me' as the random kid born into the lottery of earth, will have a chance to actually change, to actually reap the reward of the efforts done so far... because imagine that... imagine when you die, instead of flying off somewhere to heaven far away... you actually get a review of your life to see... what did you do? WHO WERE YOU? Did you allow yourself to get distracted and forget about the very message of Jesus which was to give as you would like to receive? and to GENUINELY do that to the best of your ability? Or did you try and get a 'get out of jail free card' like in Monopoly... only to now go back, be put back in a new body to learn this exact lesson... that we collectively need to sort out reality and honor each other for real

Would you rather swap places at random, with a random human and have their life? Seriously look up the stats on the average human, how many suffer, struggle, how many kids are sold into sex trafficking, how many kids go to bed hungry or are abused... OR would you rather use this one life, humble yourself and realize true greatness, is creating the world to be best for all and working together to achieve the greatest mission ever...

I commit myself to be a living example of the principle of what is best for all and to support others in this, seeing that the more that do this, the more that live this, the more effect we have in reality, the more this all manifests

Day 51 - Rant

Day 51 - Rant

Note - Read the self-forgiveness out loud 

 At times in life one must just rant

But not from a starting point of blame or anger

Rather as a starting point of clarity and processing

So here will be a rant and the value of it is you can see effective ranting that can be converted into self-forgiveness, self-realization and self-correction

I see this point naturally emerged today and I write these blogs real time. There is no 'script' for this its real time daily bringing forth points of realization of what is REAL in the moment. Walking the journey to life.

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to redefine the word rant - from the system definition where a rant is one complaining and venting, with no intention of solution -- to here the redefinition where the rant is me as life readily expressing what is here, what's on my mind, formulating the thoughts with the intention of SOLUTION

I realize that today there have been over 1000 thoughts crossing my mind, I've been on calls, been in meetings, building a business, hanging out with my wife and kids, applying myself, learning new data of the state of the world, sharing my message, having fun, doing chores, SO many things... Who am I within it? 

There are moments where I can falter and trip up into my mind

Yet those are becoming more and more fewer and far between

The breath and the moment support me to be here and clear

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when one can truly unlock the power of a rant - it is able to serve as a platform to get clear on what is most important, I can use the page whether digital or physical on paper, to get the thoughts from the storm of my mind, focused into the physical which is what matters - literally its the matter of our reality 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that much like the body absorbs food every day, sunshine, water, all these essentials, then in processes this into effective energy to be used toward a purpose (if I have decided that of course), in the same way I can take the information that floats around in my head, and the bombardment of information coming in from social media, my phone, my email, from other people, from driving in traffic, the advertisements, the data of the environment, the EMFs, ALL of it.... and I can convert it, as who I am is life itself. The rant is the initiation of me getting this information that is here and to BEGIN directing it

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the self trust that comes from this recognition of the power of the rant, that in any moment I can pick up my phone or laptop or a paper and pen and WILL myself to formulate the thoughts effectively into words, this conversion of 'energy' and chaos into order through words, which are structured symbols with meaning, this is the real meaning of creativity where I can take what is here and then create it into a coherent whole, where the information then goes from something I react to - to something I can create with, that can be of value to me and to others

I forgive myself that i had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that a rant doesn't always need to be shared, what needs to be shared is something that has intention and to WHY I am sharing it - as that clarity I can thus be a valuable resource for others and become a +1 for life, as my intention and principle I live by is giving as I wiould like to receive, I am not here to just accept bullshit rants from others, my intent is to help someone USE a rant, but with purpose and structure to move their life FORWARD to creating the best version of themselves, after all that is the point of all of this, to optimize and make better and better - which specifically means creating the world and our reality to be one that is honoring of all life, one where each human can have the best life, and is not impeded by the system or circumstances around them

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that ranting is a waste of time, where it indeed used to be in my life, I used to rant and circle around the issue not actually getting ot the root, but at times the rant can be an effective tool to move myself forward in processing the information within me that is stuck, and once done effectively, the words on the page as a giant blob of text can then be reviewed and point by point one can pick apart the rant as data that can now be forgiven within self, as self is able to change and release the old through self-forgiveness, self-realization and self-commitment - YET the self forgiveness process is not going to be effective if one doesn't actually SEE The points to forigve. The rant is a tool in this

I realize that the rant can be a helpful tool for me and for others, really an essential tool, to get the mind OUT on paper, to have it be manifest so it can thus be directed

I realize if I don't rant, and if I just use the old version of ranting which is complaining and blaming, only more problems will compound

I realize that within definiing the problem, when done with awareness and principle, the solution will emerge and the goodness can flow from this. Its a process

I commit myself to use the rant process for myself to continually level up and be the best version of myself

I commit myself to take maximum responsibility for my ranting and to get every last part of myself out onto paper, to see it, to have the context of my life be clear so I can genuinely move myself forward and be a valuable resource to others so they can also share their ranting with me and I can help them in the way I see I am able to real-time in the moment

I commit myself to continue to use my blog to support the others bold enough to take the journey to life, to work through their mind/programming and take full responsibility so they can stop creating the old patterns that cause misery, and create MORE of the effective patterns that generate the best life for themselves and for all, this is the purpose and I will continue to use and LIVE the word RANT in the best way possible

Day 53 - Resonance (Part 2)

Day 53 - Resonance (Part 2)

Read the self-forgiveness out loud - this one goes DEEP!

I had always wondered why I could be around someone and 'feel' something about them. Sometimes you could feel/sense when someone was lying to you. Other times you could feel if someone had a powerful 'presence'

Other times I would used to call it intuition and a sense that "I need to talk to that person"

Now that I realize fundamentally there are WORDS for this, and there is a energetic system in our world that has programmed us to be energetic slaves, there is so much more context to this that I will unpack in future episodes. For the record, resonance is physical, energy is also physical, but its not the same. Resonance works on physical matter and sound, where energy is a state that matter gets converted into.

More about that later.

For now I am going to stabilize the point of 'resonance' so all of us reading this and doing the journey to life can be more clear on the point:

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to hear words like 'resonate' and 'energy' and to FEEL some type of way about these words, not realizing that this immediate default to feeling just shows me how the words are stored inside me without accurate definitions

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that every word must have a magical feeling to it, that was my old addiction to energy, where I realize now the actual words themselves are physically held in my body, and the best way of holding these words and using them is with complete mastery, a sense of purity, no 'movement' internally needed, rather a creative potential in each word... and THIS is the resonance of the words within me - that can be re-engineered word by word

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that my total 'resonance' as a human, as a being with a body and a mind, is the sum total of my vocabulary, which includes every definition, memory and bit of information attached to the words in my vocabulary/programming, and my resonance can either be in alignment with creating a world where all of life is honored and we create the best possible conditions, or it can be a limitation for me to stay stuck and not live my full potential

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that structural resonance is a physical phenomenon as evidenced in the Civil Engineering discipline, where for example when a bridge is built, the structural resonance must be understood so when a force like wind passes under the bridge, or when a certain amount of traffic and the frequency of pressure from people walking, or vehicles driving on the bridge, that the bridge will be stable enough to absorb the frequencies from the environment and its own physical structure, otherwise it can collapse if this is not understood and built in (look on youtube example of resonance and bridges its fascinating)

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a tuning fork is another example of resonance, its not an 'energy' coming off the tuning fork, its the physical structure of the tuning fork that either resonates in sympathy OR not, with other tuning forks, and this is a indicator as to how our world works

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that we live in a sound/vibration based reality, so what I resonate I will thus resonate with and create. If my programming and resonance is in alignment with money, I will create more money, if its not, I will not - for example

I forgive myself that i had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that this process of writing self-forgiveness is a structural resonance alignment, where if I apply self honesty and the principle of equality and oneness as what's best for all life, the resonance of LIFE comes through and this can be sensed and is evidenced in my life, where things 'work out for me' in a way that doesn't harm others

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that breath is a tool to ground me resonantly, especially if my resonance is activated into a possession such as a 'character' of anger or blame or any other characters still trapped in my resonant programming, and I can use breath to help stabilize YET if this is not reprogrammed, I will time loop. Thus I commit myself to identify every last character within me, every last time loop and ensure it is directed to be the best I can be so there are no points of weakness in my resonance that my ego can exploit

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize how one can hear the resonance in someones voice, and one can begin to pick up on patterns within the person, and this can be used to effectively support others

I realize that when I speak as Life, from certainty as who I am, that this resonates to others and they pick up my genuineness

I realize that when enough people are resonating the principles of Life - there is a power in this collective field that is created

I realize that the current world system has a resonance, and this collective resonance must be changed to be one that is honoring life instead of honoring money/status over life and caring for human beings

I realize that as I continue to change my resonance through using self forgiveness and reprogramming my vocabulary with TechnoTutor that I become a greater influence in the world, and I arrive at my location point in the system where I can have maximum influence, yet its not about 'me' being special its about grass roots 1+1 getting more and more people to their position of maximum influence and this is how we create a new 'grid' of the earth where we resonate change

I realize that the change of resonance is the seed of the new world, and as we raise our kids with effective and pure vocabulary, where they can learn and grow, they will imprint a new level of reality possible for all of us to have a better life

I commit myself to honor the physical reality, where resonance, sound, vocabulary, words, physicality, energy are all CORE parts of what is going on here, and to correct my foundation so all of these aspects are clear and pure within me to the best of my ability - using self honesty and self forgiveness and self responsibility as my guiding principles by which I make decisions and over time this becomes intentionally automated, so my resonance is one where I as a source of strength for myself and for others, so we can all change even more effectively as more and more understand this

I commit myself to hunt down the words within me that I can tell have a corrupted resonance/definitions to them, to change the words using the word clearing/activating process through TechnoTutor and to prove to myself I am living these words in a new way that is life-giving

I commit myself to speak more to share more and to be the signal to resonate into the world, by 1+1 sharing with others, as we are equals, and the more of us resonating the same principles, the more this carries into the world

I commit myself to show that we DO figure it out, we figure out how to navigate the acceleration of our world system, the collapse of the old system that was based in dishonesty, and we effectively navigate the creation of the new system as done in awareness this time around, with teh starting point of equality and oneness, and that we can put the right people in the right places to convert the old system into the new system where life is honored, we have effective education and ultimately the generations to come show what's really possible for humanity living at a 'higher' evolution compared to what we had been. 

I commit myself to use my words and practice my speaking so I can be the voice of reason, the voice of life, and to bring the life resonance through with others, where they sense the truth of my words and take the responsibility for themselves to grasp everything written in this blog, that way we raise our kids to be the best they can be and create the new world in their image as self-perfection and honoring Life

Day 65 - What Does It Mean to Be a Man (Part 2)

Continued from yesterday...

Being a man is to provide and protect - in the best way for ALL

It requires common sense and creativity in the approach

Let's open up the point

I forgive myself that i had accepted and allowed myself to believe that being a man means I can harm and kill anything that is a threat, and that is the ultimate trump card by which I can win and prove I am a man

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that being a man means I am stoic, and show no emotion, only stability in my expression and never show any weakness whatsoever

Within this I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that it does make sense to be CLEAR when I do share and when I do speak, it doesn't mean I need to 'pretend' I have it all figured out, but its a blend of humility in the obvious fact that I am a human walking my journey to be the best I can be, and so of course there will be steps along the way where I fail, trip and then have to figure it out, and also though, to be a leader, to trust myself and to guide the way in the best way I see how and to build systems around this so that together we can learn faster, and ensure we have outcomes that are best for all 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to belive that a man must look a certain way

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that a man must speak in a certain way

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that being a man - and the human male design, is such that in its best expression is one that is able to focus, to step up and get shit done, and to act in a way that allows for oneself AND for all, to be provided for and protected. This requires strength, wisdom and willingness to take the necessary actions

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that provide means to just care about myself and my bloodline only, where I provide resources to ensure my self, my partner, my kids and my immediate tribe are cared for only... while this does make sense that this obviously needs to be taken care of, only stopping here creates the stupid tribal mentality that has locked us into a techno-feudal state currently in the dynamic of human history, where we are tribes built on identity, enslaving ourselves into a technocratic super system that mines our energy and wellbeing for profit in the hands of a few individuals and corporations - and a REAL man will see this and step up, and do their best to figure out how the hell we can change this system, and dedicate themselves to creating a BETTER solution every single day instead of accepting this mediocre version of reality we have trapped ourselves into

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that providing is JUST about money and resources, instead of seeing that providing is also about being present, supporting people, taking the time to invest my focus into the right points in the system of change, so that I can push points and move people forward, and to also have the self awareness to see where I am stuck, and to ask for help - Providing is more than resources, it is the intentional use of my attention and others attention so we can collectively change our agreements, our standards and thus act in a way where self-responsibility is fully undertaken and thus we can hold a new system in place where the outcomes are one that honors life and ensures everyone has their needs covered, and the education needed to go beyond just basic human survival and actually create the coolest reality possible - as a man I am the structure to help hold this in place so we can change the world, one person, one system at a time

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the word protector has been abused in our society, glorifying the military and violent aspects of it - instead of realizing that a protector is an educated man, who knows how to play the game of the system, understands the implications that we are in a reality where there is abuse, where there are unstable adults and there is a need to have common sense and not just trust any random stranger, yet within this to not live in fear rather to be proactive and focus on what is worthwhile to focus on. For example I could spend 5 hours a day training how to use my guns, how to win in a fist fight, so that if i'm at the mall and someone attacks me I could theoretically win. I could waste my entire life training for that and thus co-creating that... OR I could dedicate my time every day to educate myself and educate others, to build our vocabulary to actually change our way of seeing, to put people into place where they can take responsibility for systems and processes to ensure that our kids are being raised in a way where they don't want to abuse people, where they actually CONSIDER what is best for all.. So that me as a man as a protector, I am part of the transition team. Going from a system slave, to a leader in the system, so eventually we can have a system where we don't need leaders, we just need self-leaders, ones able to work together in equality to make decisions and create outcomes that honor all life

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to glorify men in the system who I think look bad ass, or they act in a certain way or make a certain amount of money, and to think 'wow they are so skilled I want to be like them' yet not seeing all the fortune they made on the backs of an unequal system. Take Jeff Bezos or Elon Musk for example - one could say 'wow those men have really figured out how to crush it, make billions and create 'world changing technology' yet the fact is, Jeff Bezos has millions of people he is responsible for, and ultimately is automating the majority of them with robots. He HAS to - he is playing the game in the system. If he doesn't, someone else will. The old system is a lose-lose. A real man will now SEE this, not go into pity over how fucked it is. Rather just breathe and step the fuck up and say - I will be part of the solution. And then honestly get involved in it. Not just 'be aware' its a problem. But actually MAN UP and be part of the change

I forgive myself that i had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my actions I take every day have an impact on the people around me, the actions I take AND the actions I leave undone. And this accumulates in my life. Will I be proud of the man I become? Or will I have regret?
I know which decision I have made.

I realize the world needs a entire new level of MAN stepping forth

I realize there is already a group of us doing this, and our group is figuring out how to get extremely effective at this

I realize our kids are going to be a key part of the system change

I realize that education and changing vocabulary at the unconscious level -  is the most powerful tool of human evolution

I realize that as a man my role is to provide and protect life - and to share this vision and express myself to the best of my ability every day

I commit myself to show what's possible for men

I commit myself to challenge men when they have no purpose, or a detrimental purpose, to be that influence in their life to call them up to their highest potential

I commit myself to stand in the shoes of all people and things, to not hate the people who play the game and profit off abuse, as hate is not a solution, rather to create solutions where the new system we build makes the old one obsolete

I commit myself to be an example of what the best version of a man can be, and to welcome every step along the way as this is what I was born to do