Day 79 - One Point at a Time (How Reality Works)

Day 79 - One Point at a Time (How Reality Works)

Note - read the self forgiveness out loud

We can get worked up in our minds with many points to face

Especially if you were bold enough to make the 'life list' yesterday

Here is the point:

Reality is physical, it works with 1+1 moment by moment, one point at a time

If we try and do multiple things at once, this introduces stress, friction etc.

So its a skill to be here, be present, its very simple

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a child I naturally did things from a state of presence, one thing at a time, I didn't have a mind that could dart around from point to point operating at quantum speed, I was present and HERE, and at some point I changed and my innocence of expression was converted into a corrupt mind, that I am now here walking through

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find motivation and energy from feeling 'busy' in my mind with all of the 'things I gotta do'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the power in putting 'pen to paper' (physically or digitally) and to sit down and get all the things out of my mind, 1 point at a time - this is powerful because its me as life directing myself, placing into WORDS what is within me, and thus I can process the information into an effective step by step plan to not have to overthink it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe its too stressful to write down a list and thus I react to the process of processing the information in my head into living words, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to miss the fact that if I don't actively work on processing the information into living words - that I hold myself back and in a state of consequence and time looping, yet WHEN I do this effectively I am freed up able to move through life with ease

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the moments from childhood and teenage years where I was imprinted by the system with the chaos program of 'here is what a 'good system slave' does' and in those moments I missed them, and then accepted and allowed the stress of the system to scramble me from a innocent expressive human being into a system slave, worried about my grades, 'fitting in' and all sorts of mental bullshit just to try and survive in the system

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to trust myself within writing down the points to forgive, and the points to take action on, and within this, to trust my ability to just 'do it now' and start, and within my starting point being here to act in a way that is best for all life, that I can trust my ability to get the things done, to 'stack the wins' in terms of accomplishing the things that I can see in my self honesty is best to do

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that bringing forth points of realization every day is an essential aspect of me living my purpose, and this is where genuine pride comes from where I am able to be proud of my self and moving self and the world forward, because in my self-honesty I have my location point and as I do this to the best of my ability, it opens up new potential for all 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that 'thinking' about the points I have to do that the thinking is productive, when in reality the processing of the points, looking at it and taking it ONE POINT AT A TIME this is the actual resolution of the overwhelm in my mind

I forgive myself that I had not seen the obvious - that just like my breath is one breath at a time, seeing the next point to do, and focusing on the point, this is the way I deal with reality and work with reality

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to see and STOP my addiction to trying to do too many things at once, where I had tricked myself into believing that I am 'productive' when I focus on many tasks, getting high on the energy of the conflict 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to miss the obvious that as self-forgiveness is one letter at a time, one word at a time, this is the accumulation of moving reality forward when done in self honest self expression and as this - I am working with reality, integrating my expansion into greater responsibility and abilities 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that reality works one point at a time, there is a pace to reality, its not 'hyper quick' like the mind yet when done steadily it creates lasting change because the structure is integrated - much like when I develop a new skill, it takes time to integrate, yet once its here it then is part of me as who I am

I commit myself to develop the skills one point at a time, to stand as the integration of these skills, and as this stacks up I become a director within my reality and reality overall, so that the evidence is verifiable that I have indeed integrated this skill

I commit myself to show that if I feel resistance - self honesty is needed

I commit myself to enjoy the process of taking things one point at a time

I commit myself to whenever I'm overwhelmed, to remind myself to breathe, to acknowledge my capacity has been overloaded, and as I return to breath I can forgive and act in a way that keeps moving my life forward

I commit myself to show that one year of being present, bringing forth points of realization every day, sharing this process, taking responsibility point by point, that this is the guide for me to have the most effective year yet, exponentially more 'powerful' than any year I had previously because I have accumulated who I am into a force of nature that can be a node in the network of life and thus spread the principle of what is best for all through each action I do

I commit myself to walk the cutting edge of time point by point, one thing at a time

I commit myself to use my notebooks, my computer, my ways of recording words/data/information and as this - USING WHAT IS HERE to have a system by which I capture the necessary words, I then make time to process them and take action

I commit myself to use what is here as a living being here with my body and everything around me to be the best I can be, to share more effectively, to constantly make it the best day yet, and to measure my impact by the amount of other people I can support in taking on their full responsibility and living their fullest potential, as this is best for all and my living of this is integrated one point at a time

Enjoy