Day 95 - Fit In

Day 95 - Fit In

I was reminded of the quote today 'You are the average of the 5 people you spend the most time wit'

I will also touch on 'fitting in'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am limited to 'being the average of the 5 people I spend the most time with'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look at the people around me and to judge them for their level of success in the system

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself within the context of my success in the system

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that judging myself and judging others, like I am a judge in the court of my mind giving sentences to the characters, that this is a 'valid' use of my time and energy, when in reality the only necessity is for me to right myself through writing and living words where my self-honest self-corrective application is the proof of my process

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to obsess over fitting in, looking to outside validation to see whether I am successful

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to care about fitting in, from the starting point of not wanting to feel bad for being excluded from the group 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not question where my desire to fit in comes from for real

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blindly believe the story that back in the day we were in tribes and if we were cut out, we would die, this may or may not have been true - the only relevant factor is that community IS essential in human life, as we are social creatures, interdependent, so my purpose is to create the best culture and best group that encompasses all humanity, as we are all one big group and THIS is the group to 'fit in' to within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that fit is to be redefined as my ability to fit in my location point, coordinated with all others, as the optimization of our individual and collective potential

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the brainwashing program of 'survival of the fittest' to be a worthy principle, when survival as the starting point is going to be limited. I am here to truly live, not just survive

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not push the boundaries of what is possible as creating the change of the culture so that the group here that will support me, as I will equally support the group - IS here. We have the group founded in principles as Self-Perfected the living word of humans becoming self-perfected, equal and one living the best life creating heaven on earth. This is the mission, this is the purpose, this IS what it means to fit in as humanity as life manifest here 

I realize that as I continually apply myself within my process, more and more people will join us

I realize that human beings here are waking up to varying degrees

I realize that me as LIFE has the opportunity to get through to them

I realize that my relationships do affect me, and I affect my relationships, as the evolution of the phrase 'you are the average of the 5 people you spend the most time with' as the transformation of myself and all those connected to me into a coordinated group that raises what average actually means

I realize that average must become principled, where the average human on planet earth adopts the principle of best for all, self awareness, self-perfection, self-honesty, self-responsibility, giving as we would like to receive and honoring life in all forms

I realize that this is possible to be the change I want to see in the world

I realize that in my relationships I can become even more effective at helping people break their brainwashing to realize that as they are willing to step away from their old life, their old relationships, that there is an entire network of support as Self-Perfected is here to play this role as the community we have all actually sought out. It's HERE... and thus...

I commit myself to share Self-Perfected even more effectively

I commit myself to distribute the right content, the right tools and the right message every single day

I commit myself to shock myself and the world with what is possible for one human being to do as living fearlessly sharing

I commit myself to show that I do 'fit in', but not in the old system way, but in the NEW system way, the LIVING SYSTEM where I fit in as my location point within and as equality and oneness where I stand as absolute self-responsibility in my position as we purify the system that is here

Day 94 - Standing to Falling Ratio

Day 94 - Standing to Falling Ratio

I just got off the Self-Perfected Podcast Episode 278 and this point is abundantly clear

For those of you walking this process - you have moments where you have STOOD UP and directed your life

And you have had moments where you have fallen

You will have to determine that within your self-honesty. Use the group for cross-reference because especially early on you can fuck with yourself and 'think' you are standing but not really. Because it has no physical effect

So this is the point:

Figure out lets say if there are 7 days a week, in how many of those days have you STOOD

Have you stood up for the principles

Have you directed others

Is it 1 day a week?

Is it 7 days in a row, like a 'hot streak'?

Here's some self forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to delude myself into my conscious mind thoughts and to not get clear understanding of what is actually happening in my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid looking at the data, the results and the proof - and to clearly define what the 'results' are that I am looking to create in my life specifically with my impact I am here to make in the world with influencing others to walk their process and be part of changing the system

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to OVER-focus on data, thinking that I need metrics for every single thing in my life in order to make any substantial progress

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize the best for all balance, between all the polarities within myself of hyper focusing on 'numbers' or hyper avoiding 'numbers' and thus the proof of how I am standing - and within all of this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize there is a basic filter I can commit to have installed within me as living words - as the statement that "In each breath, and thus in each moment, I am committed to stand, and I will either be standing up and a source of responsibility, or I will be in a point of abdication, and thus my standing can be quantified"

I commit myself to stand as the quantification of my process which is a simple marker that - How many days did I self-honestly STAND versus not stand. This will be a process of self-honesty and not getting 'lost in the tendency to over complicate my life' like my mind loves to do

It's an internal reference and filter I am committed to live, where at the end of each day I can ask myself - did I actually stand?

What did I learn from today?

Where did I fall?

Where may I fall?

And within this I commit myself to live the accumulation of the result of me having an ever increasing standing to falling 'ratio' where I can perfect where Each day I stand, and ultimately in each breath I stand, and thus strengthen myself, others and ultimately purify the system through me as LIFE being here directing each moment