Day 11 - Standing Up

Today Charlie Kirk died. He was shot. Millions of people will see this clip.

I respect the fact he wanted to see America thrive - this man spoke out and stood up to create the change he wanted to see in the world. 

He had a wife and two kids.

This hit me deep. I went to the Turning Point event this past year to see the operation he had created. 

Now this seems to be a turning point for USA and for all.

People are reacting massively to it. Many saying 'a line was crossed' here.

I remember back when I was a child witnessing the footage from 9/11

Tomorrow is 9/11, 24 years later from the initial terror attacks.

We are on the brink of social upheaval, what many are calling a civil war.

The right and the left are not able to see eye-to-eye with this current paradigm.

And there are many forces at play that make it impossible to know the true story of what happened, both today and with these past events that strike terror into people.

Earlier this month there was the mass shooting at a school near me. And just today apparently there was another school shooting.

The world is currently in chaos, and its accelerating.

Yet - for myself, within ALL of this, I still choose to stand.

Stand for the change of the system, the change of the world.

Thank you Charlie for speaking out and showing what one man can do to bring awareness to important issues.

Willing to put his life on the line....

The fact now millions of people will witness him being killed..

And people reacting to it.

This is the time for stability and to be a beacon of common sense, where we can see the extent to how far things have gotten out of control.

I will continue to stand for what's best for all, creating genius children, creating the mass movement of all willing to stand up to take full self-responsibility, sort out the system and make the world be the best place it can be.

Otherwise we time loop collectively, throw ourselves into another war, destroy ourselves... I cannot allow that to happen. I know I am only one person, but I am connected with thousands worldwide, and we can be the change we want to see in the world.

Now to bring it back to self...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe acts of terror will be a normal thing in our world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to terrorize myself with my own mind, my own inner battles, harming myself holding myself back from speaking up and standing out

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that amidst all the chaos, the acceleration of the world, there IS no one person in control, we are all co-creating this, and there is opportunity here for us to reach solutions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear holding positions of leadership

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what the world has become

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that one person, well coordinated, firmly rooted in principle, can have an effect like a chain reaction to the entire world

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe humans are too evil to course correct

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that systemic change starts within myself, through self-forgiveness, and as I walk this effectively, the inner change creates the outer change

I realize that our world is not currently best, and this is all the reason I need to stand up and be the solution

I realize that though I may have moments of fear, that courage is needed now more than ever

I realize that I can breathe and live the word courage, I can share and help those around me aligned in principle to share more effectively than ever before

I commit myself to stand up and speak out for what is best for all, creating systemic solutions to education, to our culture, to our collective values, to our political system, our media and our money system, all of these areas are intertwined and its my living commitment to be the solution and walk these new systems into reality for the rest of my life

I commit myself to show myself what is possible as I apply myself and never give up

I commit myself to cherish each breath to the best of my ability

I commit myself to make the most of my life