Day 51 - Rant

Day 51 - Rant

Note - Read the self-forgiveness out loud 

 At times in life one must just rant

But not from a starting point of blame or anger

Rather as a starting point of clarity and processing

So here will be a rant and the value of it is you can see effective ranting that can be converted into self-forgiveness, self-realization and self-correction

I see this point naturally emerged today and I write these blogs real time. There is no 'script' for this its real time daily bringing forth points of realization of what is REAL in the moment. Walking the journey to life.

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to redefine the word rant - from the system definition where a rant is one complaining and venting, with no intention of solution -- to here the redefinition where the rant is me as life readily expressing what is here, what's on my mind, formulating the thoughts with the intention of SOLUTION

I realize that today there have been over 1000 thoughts crossing my mind, I've been on calls, been in meetings, building a business, hanging out with my wife and kids, applying myself, learning new data of the state of the world, sharing my message, having fun, doing chores, SO many things... Who am I within it? 

There are moments where I can falter and trip up into my mind

Yet those are becoming more and more fewer and far between

The breath and the moment support me to be here and clear

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when one can truly unlock the power of a rant - it is able to serve as a platform to get clear on what is most important, I can use the page whether digital or physical on paper, to get the thoughts from the storm of my mind, focused into the physical which is what matters - literally its the matter of our reality 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that much like the body absorbs food every day, sunshine, water, all these essentials, then in processes this into effective energy to be used toward a purpose (if I have decided that of course), in the same way I can take the information that floats around in my head, and the bombardment of information coming in from social media, my phone, my email, from other people, from driving in traffic, the advertisements, the data of the environment, the EMFs, ALL of it.... and I can convert it, as who I am is life itself. The rant is the initiation of me getting this information that is here and to BEGIN directing it

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the self trust that comes from this recognition of the power of the rant, that in any moment I can pick up my phone or laptop or a paper and pen and WILL myself to formulate the thoughts effectively into words, this conversion of 'energy' and chaos into order through words, which are structured symbols with meaning, this is the real meaning of creativity where I can take what is here and then create it into a coherent whole, where the information then goes from something I react to - to something I can create with, that can be of value to me and to others

I forgive myself that i had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that a rant doesn't always need to be shared, what needs to be shared is something that has intention and to WHY I am sharing it - as that clarity I can thus be a valuable resource for others and become a +1 for life, as my intention and principle I live by is giving as I wiould like to receive, I am not here to just accept bullshit rants from others, my intent is to help someone USE a rant, but with purpose and structure to move their life FORWARD to creating the best version of themselves, after all that is the point of all of this, to optimize and make better and better - which specifically means creating the world and our reality to be one that is honoring of all life, one where each human can have the best life, and is not impeded by the system or circumstances around them

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that ranting is a waste of time, where it indeed used to be in my life, I used to rant and circle around the issue not actually getting ot the root, but at times the rant can be an effective tool to move myself forward in processing the information within me that is stuck, and once done effectively, the words on the page as a giant blob of text can then be reviewed and point by point one can pick apart the rant as data that can now be forgiven within self, as self is able to change and release the old through self-forgiveness, self-realization and self-commitment - YET the self forgiveness process is not going to be effective if one doesn't actually SEE The points to forigve. The rant is a tool in this

I realize that the rant can be a helpful tool for me and for others, really an essential tool, to get the mind OUT on paper, to have it be manifest so it can thus be directed

I realize if I don't rant, and if I just use the old version of ranting which is complaining and blaming, only more problems will compound

I realize that within definiing the problem, when done with awareness and principle, the solution will emerge and the goodness can flow from this. Its a process

I commit myself to use the rant process for myself to continually level up and be the best version of myself

I commit myself to take maximum responsibility for my ranting and to get every last part of myself out onto paper, to see it, to have the context of my life be clear so I can genuinely move myself forward and be a valuable resource to others so they can also share their ranting with me and I can help them in the way I see I am able to real-time in the moment

I commit myself to continue to use my blog to support the others bold enough to take the journey to life, to work through their mind/programming and take full responsibility so they can stop creating the old patterns that cause misery, and create MORE of the effective patterns that generate the best life for themselves and for all, this is the purpose and I will continue to use and LIVE the word RANT in the best way possible