Day 88 - Life Expansion

Day 88 - Life Expansion

Today I was going to write about being grateful. I had the blog post up yesterday and began to write, but I got side tracked by responsibilities of being a dad. 

I will still touch on gratefulness - 

I will weave that in combined with a life update of how I am expanding.

Currently I am in Texas writing this from Cameron and Katie's living room.

I woke up before everyone else so I finally had time to write my blog. 

The past 2 days involved packing and driving 14 hours.

We're back here for a few days to get the full download on our next level, including stepping into raising large animals (we are getting one of their cows in the spring) and potentially pigs, also for the next level of everything we are doing with Self-Perfected, TechnoTutor and being the source of change for the world.

So much turmoil in the world. I know its Christmas morning right now, and there are kids waking up today with no food, or waking up in a situation where they have no family, or waking up being trafficked.

Its easy to say 'no today is a great day let's celebrate Jesus was born!' but for me - to honor who Jesus was and how he lived, is to focus EVERY day on bringing about a world of equality that is best for everyone.

It's not to judge people as 'bad' who are sitting around in their nice home, with their christmas tree and their traditions to enjoy the Christmas holiday. I have fond memories as a kid having that. But as I grew up I have seen the brutality of our world, and what Jesus was actually talking about. And I see Christmas has become a Psy Op (Psychological Operation) on the masses. It takes the pure message of Jesus - truly love your neighbor as yourself, and converts it into consumerism, extreme 'highs' and 'lows' I mean they even call it the North Pole, its polarizing in its very nature, and Santa is an anagram for Satan. 

It's become used as a manipulation tool for kids to 'be nice' not 'naughty', abandoning principle at every step of the way.

I used to LOVE christmas. It was so fun being away from school, getting toys, then having a whole week from christmas to new years so I could hang out with my friends, play with my new toys, then also do something fun for new years. That was the highlight of my entire year...

But as I began in this process - writing/righting myself to Life I saw how that made my entire year subtly negative, in a polarity, that I look forward to Christmas as the 'crescendo' of everything. 

YET the whole time I didn't even try and LIVE what Jesus was talking about. To me - I call that hypocrisy.

If I were Jesus I would be so pissed at the Christmas-Industrial Complex

So today for me to wake up in Texas, having no snow. No Christmas lights, no 'presents' but actually surrounded by the core people in my life who see the message of Jesus as something we are ACTUALLY here to live. To fundamentally create the change of the system, to build our relationships and our world in responsibility, awareness, oneness, equality as what is best for all this is a cool way to ring in the 'holiday' time of the year.

So to bring this full circle to the top

I like the word Grateful - Great Full

I see how in my life, walking this process, there is a polarity I become aware of - that every word in my life I have used from the starting point of polarity.

For example - Grateful = good, not grateful = bad, but hidden within this is the 'be grateful because if not you could lose it all, thus FEAR' and 'not grateful = bad' = GUILT you 'should' be grateful for what you have because there are starving kids in Africa (that whole program)

I see why those programs exist, but this process as Righting through Writing means to actually redefine the word so I can live it as who I am as a source of Expansion of Life.

I see how I have abused gratefulness over the years, basically as a way to justify fear, and want to 'appease' the system like Oliver Twist in that scene where he gets the soup and says 'please sir may I have more'

So for me, the moment I realized what grateful actually is - was 6 years ago nearly to the day, I visited Cameron and Katie for the first time in Houston where they used to live. I remember for 5 days I got the download on how to raise the most effective kids in the world. How to have an effective marriage, what it means to walk this process. What is Desteni really about, and how DIP Lite is life changing. How to really use TechnoTutor to rebuild my foundations and become a master of business. At this time my e commerce company was making about $12k a day in revenues as well. And I was STILL talking about the REAL stuff, not letting that impede on my LIFE EXPANSION. Because Me as LIFE knows its not ONLY about success in the system its about purifying the system.

So at the end of that time with Cameron and Katie 6 years ago, I remember saying 'thank you I am so grateful for this time in your home and learning from you guys. *and then it hit me like a tidal wave of realization* I said And I don't mean I'll just 'say' thank you and pay it lip service. I am going to SHOW YOU I am thankful and grateful by actually LIVING this change and getting more people here to this process. This was the inception of realizing grateful = GREAT FULL. I had to cultivate the greatness within me, my beingness that is this ever-expansive source of self as life substance, here, and calibrate my mind to what is best for all. And live this in my actions every day.

And I recall that was a moment I made a decision to live great-fullness, which was Life Expansion. Me taking this little spark of life and cultivating it to expand more and more and more.

So this is full circle here 6 years later, because last time I didn't have Jessica here. Last time I didn't have 2 kids. I didn't have a homestead. I was still a fledgling entrepreneur. I had just realized how TechnoTutor changed my life because it helped me get really good at making money in e commerce but also with sharing it with people I had already brought 4 people on board by that time and I had only done the business for 2 months.

I saw a glimpse of what's possible. But now here it's full circle, but its not a circle, its a spiral. 

I am in a way new spot, as who I am, as what I realize, as my responsibilities, as my influence.

It reminds me of a phenomenal article by Bernard and I'll quote it here. If you want the full thing here it is, its worth reading again even if you've already read it. It makes more sense as time goes on. 

the same stuff will repeat till you had enough of your preprogrammed self acceptances–then you will start dropping and letting go until only you remain–this is your point of power in your world–then you will find yourself giving direction and sorting out your world quickly–so–if your world is not sorting out and remain the same–you haven't got your current location within your world yet

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why is this important– because each that find their location–find their power and honesty and we are all equal and one to what we become or allow

so–if you are equal and one to you where you are now–no matter who or what placed you there–you are empowered to change the situation—and you will as you will not accept anything less in your world—if you accept some form of enslavement or emotional turmoil or manipulation or fear—you are not at your location within the “grid” of the placement of creation and thus the honesty and forgiveness not effective enough—easy guideline

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Now—when you establish your location—you will without feeling—in an inner silence –direct your world and all that you defined yourself by—will disappear—and new events will step forth—each event will have two points—sometimes very tempting points—to either expand your self-expression in awareness or take you back in the same entrapment—sex, position, money, success, feelin­gs,etc is used for this

So—what to do—as you have then found your equality and oneness point—in yourself—you start moving yourself and see what you have allowed in your world as your equality—blame is useless—fixing it is all that works—so –you fix it—in every breath—till your immediate world is what you are equal and one with—and so you expand—like a Fibonacci spiral—expanding into greater influence—no-one get more influence power than based on equality and oneness as it is for all as one—the influence the world understand is dislocated and thus beings stop existing as their defined selves at death

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What is fascinating is that within this process of locating and expanding self—you will always be equal and one with what you either become or allow

So—we are each only responsible for ourselves and according to application we will be part of the establishment of oneness as equality in creation—so—we will determine and face the truth of ourselves—alone as an inner journey we reflect outwardly in our world

So to close out today's blog - Life expansion comes from Great Fullness. If you don't know where to start then YES be grateful for where you are, truly. Because its what got you HERE. Yet do not accept it as all you can be. Forgive the fears. See your reality sort out quickly - as the cross reference point is obvious.

Join us in changing the world. Give this as a christmas gift to yourself. We will either fight for this old system that abuses the message of Jesus - turns it into corporate consumerism slop - or we can redefine it as who we are - as a DAILY living of the messaage of equality, oneness, giving as we would like to receive, changing the world system to reflect this in every way as what is best for all. 

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