Day 3 - Best for All (Part 1)

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

It makes sense that having a world that would be best for all, would be the best focus for us to all have

Creating a world, and creating systems, where all of life is honored

Where every child has a life of dignity no matter where they are born

And that you would be OK switching places with anyone

Because currently - as of September of 2025 - this is NOT the case... not yet

Its a seed that has been planted over the past ~15 years... this idea of best for all. It goes back centuries in the phrasing of 'give as you would like to receive'... but it has not hit critical mass.. yet.

And yet its becoming reality...

But more people need to realize this...

So let's create it, through letting go of the patterns that are holding the current system and paradigm in place

So the best can emerge, for us and for all the generations to come

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe its not possible to change the world to be best for all

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that its impossible to know what is best for all

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to react to the idea of best for all

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to fear the idea of if something is best for all, then somehow I can't be free to choose what I want to choose

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that best for all is only a fantasy of a utopia that is not possible to be created in this world, because that would require me changing, and other people changing, over years and years, and that very thought can be overwhelming because it requires me to reassess my life, my purpose, and how things came to be

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that humans DO want to experience a better life for themselves and for their kids, generally, as there are exceptions to this, but this basic drive of a human to want to see things evolve and improve, this is already here in much of humanity

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the pattern to immediately jump to extremes, like looking for all the reasons it can't be done, or the exceptions for example - parents who are narcissistic and don't actually want their kids lives better, or people who murder or do evil acts - while that is a concern that does need to be addressed and resolved, immediately jumping into the objection is actually a way we trap ourselves, instead of strengthening our understanding of what actually would be best, so we can chart a course to improve along the way, like filling in puzzle pieces, to this grand puzzle of reality to make it the best it can be

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in the excuse of 'well what if other's don't wanna do what's best'... because the ACTUAL question here is ... Who am I? Will I base my decisions and actions on others (and thus be at effect) or will I be the CAUSE, that causes the effect..

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the basics of best for all, there are simple truths we can agree on like our basic human needs..

Would you want yourself and others to have clean water or unclean water?

Would you rather yourself and others have the best nutrition for your body, or be deficient in nutrition? (you can have a preference if you like steak or being a vegan, there is a lot to unpack here... but we want the best for each here to have a nourished body and we can 100% figure this out if we focus on it)

Would you rather every kid born in this world to have a home and shelter? or have to live outside exposed to the elements?

Would you rather every kid be born to grow up having a clear understanding of every word, every concept, and thus an effective vocabulary/education? Or would you rather have kids be missing some words, and have to depend on 'experts' outside themselves or be able to be emotionally manipulated by words and ideas because they don't have the ability to reason for themselves

ALL of this is possible. But it will require putting our focus and attention on creating this, finding the win-win, finding the common ground and creating together, but it starts with the individual who can take this on and hold these points, stepping into positions of leadership and responsibility, as a transition team going from the old world, to the new world, one based in the principle of equality and oneness as what's best for all

And it will require all of us to be self honest, and see where we have emotional bias, limited definitions of words, and still participate in abdicating responsibility

Continued....

Day 59 - "Living My Best Life"

Day 59 - Living My Best Life

Read the self-forgiveness out loud

There's this phrase that floats around online, typically its a picture taken of a peak moment and the caption is 'out here living my/our/their best life' something like that

And while I enjoy seeing that now break into the collective consciousness... 

I wonder what the life looks like when it doesn't have an Instagram filter on it, or in the 99.9% of the other time when that person is not making that piece of content

This has been an interesting path as I've used the internet to spread this message of self-forgiveness, self-perfection, creating the world to be best for all, and doing my best in fully earnest to live my best life

And I know how fuckin hard it is hahaha

There are the moments (early on) where you have that thought of 'giving up' just 'go back into the system'

There are challenging moments, unexpected things happen

There is the system as well that will attack, the system in peoples heads where they see you act different and they attack your character and attempt to smear your reputation, whether through gossip or to your face

And there is the resistance one feels to actually stepping out of the matrix, seeing what you GENUINELY want to create, what WOULD be your best life, and to be bold enough, to live the word COURAGE to get yourself walking in that direction. Its a process to do. 

So this 'living my best life' idea is taken by the system to look like someone basically being on vacation, having fun, carefree etc.

For myself - because ultimately it all comes back to self-honesty, I can see that living my best life is a blend of various factors, but the underlying bedrock of the entire foundation is my set of principles I stand as and the agreements I've made (based on living these principles)

Because even though I am just one person that is enough, as I live my fullest expression, that supports the others around me to live their best self truly

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to become disgusted with the system, how everything that is good and pure in the world had been corrupted. Fake food, fake characters, fake conversations, fake social media, all resulting in a mediocre shit existence for all of us, and within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the anger and annoyance I have seen with seeing how fucked up the system really is, that that anger can be used and converted into support to change myself, or I can loop in it and burn myself up. The choice is mine and the choice is for each of us to make as when one has awareness and sees the insanity of our system - like the small example of 'we have enough food for all of us' yet kids are dying every day from hunger... this is insane and thus me living my BEST life is in the context of this fucked up system, I can't ignore this system

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not reconcile the extreme of how atrocious reality is for so many, and even for myself in my mind where I commit atrocities on my own self through self judgment, self hatred, self neglect, beating myself up, going to war with myself, this is all an internal process that I can release through self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application over time, so that way I can live my best life - not as an idea or theory - or just in a moment when I 'smile for the camera' but a fundamental LIVING my best life in each moment, in the challenges, no matter what the external situations are, I can convert anything and direct it to what is best for me and for all

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in the thought of 'doom' that the world is so doomed I just gotta survive for myself and 'live my best life' like with the emphases on MY, within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize its gotta be all caps -- LIVING
MY
BEST
LIFE

Wherein LIVING is the day to day breath by breath application of standing here within the moment, as the moment, directing the situation within self honesty and self responsibility, fully living the best I can

MY where my means my part of the whole, I am one with all and equal with all, and thus as an individual expression of all, this is MY life yet within self-honesty it is ME as Equal as ALL, where if a single kid still goes to bed hungry, or a single kid is still sold into sex trafficking, I am not honestly living MY best life, because they are me in another life, and I can actually do something about it, therefore I commit myself to realize the I/MY words are living words of the collective, and I can do MY part and really see what's possible for one human AND a group of people to do as equals here dedicated to changing the system so its best for all

BEST meaning in self-honesty and common sense, looking at what is best in the situation, wherein what would create 0 negative consequence for all life involved. And this is something we figure out together starting with realizing we all have basic human needs, and we can and need to create systems that allow our needs to be met - starting with education is the point I see is best for me to focus on, and uniting the community that cares about this, to take the action and resonate this into the world

and LIFE meaning the substance we are - the thing that was given freely to us - to honor this in a way where no bullshit at the end of the day if I were to die and look at my life, being the judge of my life, I could say - You actually cared, you deserve more of this, because you cared about life within yourself AND all equally.

This is the way I see Living My Best Life is possible

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a child we have a pure life expression of innocence, and over time the system had corroded this in us, yet with having children now and having enough support and community, we can support the kids to retain this life innocence expression AND have the worldly wisdom through building vocabulary so the kids can show us what's really possible as they live their best life - reach out if you want examples of this - we have a community of genius kids living their best life

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to equate 'living my best life' with just getting rich, being able to travel, see the world and fuck around - this is not truly living our best life because one knows DEEP DOWN that someone has to work to clean that pool you swim in, someone has to be in that kitchen, working long hours so you can eat your room service. Its not to say we can't have these things... but who are WE within it, are we going to just accept a system built on modern-day slavery to money and debt? Or are we here to WITHIN THIS to change it all, make the best of every day and ultimately re-invent the system so its best for all

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as I've walked the journey to life, its the red pill, and I can't untake the red pill. Even if I try and suppress it, even if I try and ignore it, its here as truth and the truth cannot be stopped. The red pill is the awareness that self-perfection is possible, that we can thus perfect the world, by figuring out the dynamic balance as equilibrium that is best for all and through a real LIVING education, having a full grasp of language, creation, human dynamics and the mind + system its actually possible

I realize that living my best life is up to me. to SHOW what that looks like, in the 'happy' moments and also through the challenging moments - all of it matters, and to share from my real practical application of using these tools and this way of writing to stand as an example of what it looks like to live my best life

I realize that living my best life is so fun and such a gift that me as LIFE will be FOR GIVING to share this with all who can hear and all who will listen

I realize that 'living my best life' is not some future idea/picture in my mind, it is in each breath, am I living the fullest potential IN THIS MOMENT in my self honesty. Am I going in the direction of being on 'team life' and being my best self? ridding myself of the fears, doubts, limitations? Or am I time looping, spiraling only to fall on my face...

I realize that there is a finite amount of time I have in this life - and every day I delay on truly living my best life, walking this process - is a day that goes by and it actually gets harder

I realize that its easier to just take it one point at a time, to use the support of the group and to be my best self daily because as I walk this it makes it easier and more possible for others because I can be a reference point of support and there is a group resonance effect

I realize that because there is a finite amount of points to walk through - its not infinite - that this is also a reason to be glad and find a way to enjoy the moments as much as possible, because we CAN get it done

I commit myself to confirm that I am living my best life in all ways to the fullest extent

I commit myself to embrace the forgiveness of when I fall short - to give myself grace YET within self honesty get myself back up and keep walking and sharing

I commit myself to show within living my best life, even if others get triggered by it, over time its a seed that is planted and it will sprout within them so they can have the self-honest moment of 'who am I?' and thus begin the process of seeing who they will be in this world.... because if we think we are only here for a 'temporary experience', versus we are here as custodians of this earth and we can take responsibility to create a world we would like to be part of, we would like to come back to, THIS is the real purpose here. 

So let's live our best lives and create the world to be a place we would be honored to come back to

Day 24 - Your Wish is Your Command

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

There is an audio series called 'Your Wish is Your Command' and it has helped me in my life progression yet it was a training that I would use to justify many limitations. 

This is not a fault of the audio - this is a result of me having ineffective vocabulary and reasoning ability, trapping myself in a limited understanding.

In the audio there is an explanation of Law of Attraction, that when one actively chooses to feel good now, and one engineers their life to be one where they feel good, they will thus attract more things that cause one to feel good

I have had many moments of realization of how Law of Attraction works, and have seen many positive experiences in my life, thus allowing myself to give merit to this. And its not 'wrong' its just not seeing the full picture.

While this is helpful to understand things like Law of Attraction or how to focus my mind, and that what I focus on I can create... if my starting point is off, it will not actually be the best outcome. 

I find that generally for myself and most people - if I feel good I tend to be more effective, yet I had used this to justify my actions and choose the easy thing over what is best for all.

And I've also had VERY clear evidence of times I didn't choose the thing that felt good, but I chose the best option, and ultimately I am eternally grateful for making THAT choice instead of going based off of my feelings which were pre-programmed anyway to keep me enslaved to the desires of the system in its current form

Within this all I get to live the principle of 'investigate everything and keep what is best'.

This training is helpful for learning how to succeed IN the system, as law of attraction is a force in our world.

Yet - I'm not here to only succeed in the system, I am here to change the system

I realize that while Law of Attraction is the realization of the oneness of reality, where what I focus on will grow, if I don't check my starting point, it is able to be abused to the neglect of the principle of Oneness AND Equality. 

The elite of our world for centuries have used concepts like Law of Attraction, feeling good and effectively focusing thoughts.. YET it can be used to the detriment of others. 

Thus - Self Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prioritize 'feeling good now' over taking self responsibility to direct every situation within stability

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prioritize feeling good without realizing the detriment of how limited my emotional biases had made me. What am I basing my 'feeling good' on even? My pre-programming... Which is not actually helpful.

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that feeling good is an outflow that one can experience, not a principle worthy of living by

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to fear that if I live by the principle of what is best for all, that I somehow won't feel good, when in reality it actually produces a lasting sustained feeling of happiness knowing that the outcomes of what I am doing is creating a situation on earth that is actually supportive to everyone

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every time I have made the best choice, sometimes the thing I really didn't want to do, that there is a benefit in this beyond prioritizing how I feel

It's me maturing as a being, not just prioritizing my own wants needs and desires, but prioritizing common sense as what's best for all

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to fall for the trap of wanting to 'feel good now', not realizing that actually doing the best thing in each moment to the best of my ability, being willing to PROCESS OUT the negative in my life and in our world, that this will produce the outflow that is best, and accordingly what I RESONATE will thus resonate with more of the same beyond the energy games of the law of attraction

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to prioritize my own desires over that which is best for all, holding this old system in place where I can justify not doing certain things because it doesn't feel good

I realize that there is power in realizing the oneness of reality, that what I focus on will tend to materialize

I realize that feeling good now is an OUTCOME that I can enjoy but not a worthy priority

I realize that the Law of Attraction is trumped by Oneness and Equality as what is best for all

I realize that I can investigate everything and keep what is best

I commit myself to use the Law of Attraction and the ability to manifest reality within the context of FULL self responsibility to thus change reality to make it best for all, to investigate myself every last part and decide, what am I accepting and allowing, and what will support me in my journey to LIFE

I commit myself to calibrate my emotions and how I feel to what is best for all

I commit myself to use the current system to change the system to ensure every child can thrive, that we have a money system where all life can be a life of dignity

I commit myself to utilize the power of visualization, effectively focusing and utilizing the oneness of reality, to also bring about the EQUALITY of reality where each human life matters and can be honored by redesigning our system to ensure it is best for all

I commit myself to purify every last program and word within myself to purify what I resonate and thus what I create equal and one, so we may unlock a whole new level of reality where all are EQUAL and realize we are equally CREATORS

Day 18 - Life is Not a Game (Part 3 - Conclusion)

Day 18 - Life is Not a Game 

As always read these out loud otherwise it'll just be a mind game with no real physical power behind it

The past few days I've been writing about game theory and the fact that Life is not a game. We have enslaved ourselves into believing the game, believing the more money I make, the better my survival chances, the more shit I can buy blah blah blah

Fuck that. 

I realize I can enjoy LIFE, the wonderful things that are here, YET I do not need to fall into the trap of the game

I can clarify who I am in each moment.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allow myself to realize there are two types of games according to game theory, there are infinite games and finite games

 

An infinite game is where the rules are vague and there is no clear end. The goal is to continue playing the game. 

Example - being healthy or having a great relationship - the goal is to keep expanding it. There is no end point per se.

I find a game is where there is clear rules in a clear end , clear winning, and losing

Example - sports, political campaigns - the goal is to win and defeat your opponent

Within this...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allow myself to not realize that changing the system to make it best for all is actually an infinite game because even upon changing the system, there will be factors at play that require the principle of prevention to be adopted where we can be proactive and ensuring the system stays the best it can be, ever expanding

For example - we create systems so effective we ensure every child is rescued from sex trafficking. The principle of prevention is that we create a system so effective that we ensure no child is ever sold into sex trafficking again. We never regress back.

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my brain and mind had been hardwired for goal-seeking, which can be labeled as a game, yet doesn't need to be. Where the goal/reward/punishment system can be released, and principle can be the baseline I live by

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself did not realize that the gamification of our society has poisoned our minds into seeking reward and attempting to avoid punishment, creating a wake of destruction 

I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allow myself to realize that the only real reward is the expansion of the principle of what is best for all as life - that is the reward in itself. It is the journey and the destination, and once realized this is better than any 'winning of any game'

I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allow myself to realize that there is a time in place for games and it’s able to be fun, yet the starting point within each moment, no matter what I do, the starting point is what matters

When and as I notice myself participating in the dichotomy of win versus lose, I will stop and I will breathe

I realize that in life - valid action is one that supports all of life winning 

I realize that any time I harm another I harm myself and limit myself

I realize that game theory, well it sounds clever, is a justification pattern of separation and it is just a theory 

I realize that to take game theory to its common sense conclusion would actually mean that a win win-win is required, call it enlightened self interest, which implies you actually care about what is best for all life because you realize fundamentally that you are part of everything there is no separation

I realize that human nature can change through self forgiveness, self commitment, and aligning ones vocabulary and principles to what is best for all

I realize that this journey will take time and it is worth it 

I realize that I can use my brain and mind, my reward/punishment system I was programmed with, to use it to transcend it

I realize that I must stop the war within if I want to see world peace 

I realize that to create true prosperity for all we must re-envision how we relate to each other, and how we relate to ourselves WITHIN ourselves

I commit myself to play my role in creating the best world starting with myself yet equal, and one influencing those around me to unite in principle 

I commit myself to redefine game theory as the constant dedication to find the 1+1 win win win solutions as life and that counts as a point and I will enjoy the dopamine/reward of getting points for this, but I don’t do it because the dopamine it’s just a nice outflow AS I transcend the old systems within me

I commit myself to change the system so that it honors what is best for our life realizing that this is the infinite game, able to last forever in eternal expansion when done correctly

I commit myself to expose every last part of myself that cares about my self interest over what is best for all, and to correct every last program so I can be a living example of the world I want to see

Day 28 - POV (Point of View)

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

Over the past few years this concept of "POV" also known as "Point of View" has emerged in the collective consciousness

What an interesting point to unpack and correct

Because right now the typical POV is 'look out for myself only'

Yet... where does this lead us?

What does our POV look like if we keep only caring about ourselves... 

Will we even have a world worth living in over the next few decades?

What if we change our POV and make it best for all?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the point of view of my ego to run rampant, prioritizing my self-interest over anything else

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to neglect the gift of having a life, of even having a POV here as a human being, where I had come into this world and corrupted what's here through participating in patterns of neglect, abuse and destruction

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every day the collective consciousness is a rampant entity of programs that is evolving into new vocabulary such as POV and other slang, that actually gives us an indicator into what we are all accepting and allowing

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to redefine POV to realizing that I am here as LIFE itself, embodied in one point as my human body/being, yet made up of trillions of cells and interconnected with everything in totality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that who I am as a being is one who is able to create the BEST out of whatever situation I find myself in

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that all of us have our own point of view, and we can honor our differences yet create common ground as we are all in this together

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that part of the reason certain people or artists are fascinating to me is that they have a unique point of view, and I can learn to work alongside and coordinate each of our points of view, so we can have a collective view of the world and sort out what's going on here

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my point of view is dependent on my vocabulary, as my vocabulary is HOW I see the world

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that it is essential for us to create equal vocabulary, equal understanding if we seek to have a common point of view that can actually benefit all of us

I realize that point of view is an inherent part of our reality, where each of us are localized as one individual point YET within the greater context of the whole

I realize our collective and our individual vocabulary will be our imprisonment OR our liberation

I realize that the collective consciousness has words that emerge, and there is value in reflecting on and redefining these words so the words are LIVED in alignment with what is best for all of life

I realize that my point of view has changed as I have been walking my journey to life, and as I continue to speak self forgiveness and share, this supports others points of view to evolve and expand to see all of life able to emerge here

I realize that my point of view was sculpted through the system to trap me in self-interest only, missing the fact that what's best for all is actually best for me as well equal and one

I commit myself to refine my point of view through purifying my words and sounding self forgiveness every day

I commit myself to share my point of view so it may help others expand their point of view to transcend self interest

I commit myself to expand my point of view to incorporate the language of the collective consciousness so each word may be defined and used in a way that supports life

I commit myself to utilize the point of view of others so I can see what they value and support them to realize they can achieve what they want in life provided its in alignment with what is best for all life

Day 6 - Unity within Community

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

Community, relationships, isolation, tribal mentality, being alone, being together...

All of these are ideas and words that are not in alignment with what's best currently.

Let's change that 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not see the word UNITY in community

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not want to be around others 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to take others for granted

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I spent much of my life building my relationships and friendships off of a 'give and take' equation where I would subconsciously just try to take from relationships, focusing more on my survival instead of actually working together and supporting another

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can figure everything out on my own

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that coordination amongst community can create super powers, specifically when we are united in purpose and in principles (specifically the principle of what is best for all and the 13 seen here in Self-Perfected), there is a subconscious coordination that is a cohesive force that allows each individual to be accountable to their best version of themselves, and this is best for me and best for them, thus best for all

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I don't need to consistently pour into my relationships

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not hold others to the standard I want to be held to, such as when someone commits to something, and they fall short, that instead of calling them out at times I will hold back and not bring it to their attention, which is really just me living self-interest and fear and doubt

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that relationships and community built in agreement of the principles, that this community will synchronize in a way that allows for a group resonance to emerge that has influence and strength at a level never before seen in humanity, as the principle of equality and oneness had not fully been embraced until here

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not see that self-perfection is impossible on one's own, and requires the group, because self is part of the whole, and thus implies other human beings, and within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed self and community perfection, the refining of ourselves, showing up in the best way, accumulating 1+1 as each individual aligning themselves with what's best and as a community adding 1+1 new people to the group, and this group itself is self-perfection in action

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to get lazy and not prioritize the growing and strengthening of the community, specifically the self-perfected community, of which we are all ABLE to be part of, yet the measure of how consistently I show up, how much I share, how much I GIVE, how much I focus on adding to the group, this is a measurement of me becoming self-perfected

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in tribal psychology, believing that I must make sure my tribe survives and the other tribes do not take 'what is ours' failing to realize the obvious, that effective education, effective communication, and realizing the abundance that is here, we can create systems so all are able to be provided for, and we can unlock the greater tribe/team which is life itself, which we are all part of

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prioritize trying to feel special and unique, instead of realizing my uniqueness IS inherent in the fact I am a human being, I have a certain skillset and signature of who I am that CAN contribute to the group, and the real focus ought not be on the differences that make me feel like I have a unique status and perception of me, rather what is unique is my ability to give of myself to others, and in that giving, finding out the real secret to life

When and as I notice myself participating in NOT being an equal in the community, I stop and I breathe

I commit myself to show that I can be both whole within myself, and also part of the whole group, as Ken Wilber coined the term a 'holon', which a whole and part of a whole simultaneously, like in the word hologram or holograph.. 

I realize that community is always going to be part of life, why not make it the best?

I realize that community is a chance for me to really see who I am and what I am made of. Will I share and raise the collective potential? or will I hold back?

I commit myself to raise our collective potential, to show up as my best, to honor myself AND honor all

I commit myself to be worthy of being an example for others to follow

I commit myself to raise my kids and the future generations to understand the principle of equality and oneness as what's best for all so this is natural to them and they can innovate our understanding of what society and culture looks like, what the collective values and principles can be, and with an effective education and communication ability we actually unlock a whole new level of reality, as we work together as a group and have a coherence that has never before been seen

The community I refer to is Self-Perfected. Join us each Friday we do a hangout on Zoom at 6 pm EST/5 pm CST. Make time for it. Give and contribute. And you may just get everything you ever wanted and THEN SOME MORE

Day 2 - Signal or Noise

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

There is a concept called 'signal vs noise'

The best way I understand it is imagine you have a cell phone and you are trying to call someone

If the signal is low, or not effective, you will not be able to speak clearly

Or imagine you are at a very loud party and trying to talk with someone. 

The words you speak, and the words you hear from them, this is the signal. The background noise is just that - its NOISE.

So what is the signal to focus on?

What is the noise that distracts?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that sounding out self forgiveness is the release of the noise in my head, the signal that when focused properly, actually strengthens myself and my clarity of mind, being and body

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the journey of me walking from a pre-programmed robot, distracted by my mind, feelings, emotions and thinking, that this is the noise, and the journey of walking to ME being HERE, this is the signal worthy of my focus

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the common sense, that as I walk through the matrix every day, the storm of noise both within and without, that as I breathe, and as I speak self forgiveness and honor my self-commitment statements, this is my guide, my compass by which I can navigate this reality

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the core signal that matters is common sense, as spelled out in the 13 principles 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to trap myself in patterns of recurring participation where the starting point in the moment was not aligned with what's best for all, and thus the outflow consequences from that moment continue creating from that same starting point, compounding the accumulation of consequence, thus making more noise I have to sort out later

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in a single breath, I can make a decision, as the breath is the signal that re-establishes me here as awareness, and from this point of awareness, this can compound and accumulate into me as a self-aware human that can choose what is best in each moment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be intimidated by the idea of being the steady signal of life for me and for others, fearing the responsibility of change and the unknown of what exactly will show up, thus creating a perpetual state of noise out of a fear of showing up and fully being me...

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have become addicted to noise

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become numb to noise

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to wire my nervous system and my hormonal system to the constant stimulation of the world, constantly pulling my self into a reactive pattern to the noise of the world

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can remove this reactive nature of myself, through breathing, through self forgiveness, through reprogramming my thoughts and internal words, and thus establishing myself as a clear signal for my self and for all

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the basic definition of signal, that it is a sign, a mark, which is really a point that is placed here in reality, that me as the signal serves as a +1 in reality, I am part of everything, and in each moment I will either contribute to the noise of the world, and thus be a wasted life, or I will live as a signal of life, able to direct and move reality in a way that is supportive for all life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what I will find when the noise stops

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the reaction of others when they encounter the signal I am transmitting

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every single word I have ever learned has a ratio of signal to noise in it, where a clear word is a clear signal to reality, of an accurate definition of the word that is aligned with the best outcome for reality, for example - love - as a clear signal means to act in a way that supports the highest expression of oneself and the other, where the faulty definition, which is just chaotic noise, is that love is a mystical feeling that comes and goes, and we abuse it for holidays and consumerism like valentines day and buying candy and flowers, while the rest of the time we don't actually live up to our ideal

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is too hard to redefine all of my words, to purify them and make them a clear signal of what is best for all. I have tools for this, and it just takes consistent discipline every day to change and reap the benefits for myself and for others. As I change, others benefit from this as well. The clearer the signal (From my words, my principles, my actions), the better the effect on others. This is truly Living Words

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the principle of self honesty is the signal that is always here, within me, I know if I'm BS'ing myself or not, and the self forgiveness and self correction is the guide to purify my signal so I can help others cut through the noise

When and as I notice myself participating in the noise, I stop and I breathe

I realize that the noise is a result of a programmed reality where the starting point had not been what's best for all

I realize that the noise is chaos and a distraction from what is able to be brought forth, as the principle of life as equality and oneness, yet its on ME to direct my self in each moment to bring it forth, nobody can do it for me

I realize that as I've begun to purify my signal I send to the world, there are moments where it is so clear, as people are magnetized to me, situations unfold in perfection, new people who I have been intending to meet, they come in and we connect right away. Its how I found my wife, its how I found my business partners and my best friends, this signal as life is clear and it can be amplified with more of us walking together in alignment. This is how resonance works

I realize that the signal I am transmitting as the 13 principles, and aligning my words/vocabulary to be best for all, this signal is in alignment with life itself and there is support here I am able to tap into, being supported by life instead of fighting life

Thus I commit myself to daily notice where I get pulled away from the signal that is best

I commit myself to breathe in the moment and forgive, when I notice I am trapped in the noise

I commit myself to support others to strengthen their signal, by supporting them to look within themselves in self honesty and with self responsibility, to establish what they stand for, and we work together to transmit this into the world through our thoughts, words and deeds

I commit myself to show that I can go all the way, being a clear signal for the world especially in this time of chaos as the world system is collapsing and reformulating, the world system can be created IN our image, so what will we decide? I decide to live my commitment to be the signal, to help others cut through the noise, and thus have the most effective living breath by breath, day by day until the world reflects this back perfectly, and then to keep making it even better

I commit myself to establish myself as sound, in all the best definitions of this word, to purify the noise and signal of the world into one cohesive unit

Day 5 - Best for All (Part 3)

 Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

Continued from Day 2...

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that there are phases to changing the system to make it best for all

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that currently in September of 2025, the United Nations states that still 25,000 children die EVERY DAY from hunger

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to be OK with this... not through consciously thinking 'that's ok' but through my ACTIONS, my unconscious automated desire to only care about my own survival and that of my immediate family, failing to realize that by me not sorting out my own life, AND intending to use my life to sort out these bigger problems, like the genocidal level of abuse happening through our neglect of not creating sustainable food systems.... that in this failure to sort it out, I am complicit in it through accepting it and allowing it.. unless I now change and speak out and honestly be part of the solution

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to go into paralysis analysis when looking at the state of the world and the problems we need to solve like hunger, the corrupt political system, the greed, the money system, the wars, the mental health crises, getting clean water to people, city planning, waste management, how we raise kids, and so much more... yet the solution is able to be spelled out

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the basic building blocks of our world is vocabulary, which is words, everything is words, and we understand reality through words, we create reality through words, and therefore the education of ourselves and especially our kids is the root of all issues. 

Note - the actual definition of education is every single word one can spell, comprehend and process. School is not education, its a memorization game and a conditioning of children into conformity with this old system. Its on the parent to reach out and get help with ensuring a child can become educated, and have a sound mind. Reach out for the exact tools to do this, its 100% possible for every child and it will blow your mind what's possible for a 5 year old to actually comprehend and communicate

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that when one actually has an effective education and can change their programming, its possible to see how to make more money, and get oneself out of survival pressure and have a surplus of money that can be utilized to fund the things we want to see in the world, instead of just using money for consumerism and funding the old system designed to prey on our desires through things like alcohol, unnecessary shopping, and distracting experiences

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that upon changing education for each kid and adult, 1 by 1 - the next outflow of positive change is the spreading of this real education for more and more kids every day, that this results in a change in our culture - our collective agreement, behaviors and what we value

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as the education and culture shifts, and we have more and more people seeing common sense, valuing common sense, speaking about this at a grass roots level and automating new behaviors rooted in common sense, that then over time as we have a critical mass, we can step into positions of authority in the system such as politics at all levels, and utilize the power of the group, and group economics to fund the changes we need to see

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that with 1 million millionaires for example, we can get politicians into office and begin to speak out and implement the change, and as we step up there of course will be people who don't see the vision yet, who fight for their limitations, and so the media apparatus will be utilized as the 'war for the mind' where many of us see the common sense, but it takes time to get that to spread to more and more, and thus we need more people with money and positions of RESPONSIBILITY working together as ONE group - united in principle - to play the role of the creation of the new system, one that honors life and doesn't need to abuse and feed off human energy just to keep going.. 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as we can make the policy changes, as we change the collective consciousness through media, and through millions of us globally all working together, raising our kids with these principles, ensuring as many of us as possible have an effective vocabulary and programming that ultimately the outcome of this is we re-evaluate the money system, as this money system had become the ultimate slave master of our reality, the fact we have a Federal Reserve that prints money with interest, and thus we have a debt-based system people work their ENTIRE LIFE in service of, where we can thus transition this system into a creative-based system by changing the laws, where the value of money is changed so that money honors life instead of being a scarce resource we sacrifice our lives to.... wouldn't that be the best to change the money system? 

And I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to look at the people in the world who I think are 'too far gone' that 'they won't ever get this'... because at one point in my life I was also so far out of alignment, but ANYTHING can change... and we can over time create this new system and sustain this system and go from a life where we are 'reacting' to everything, to a life where we are able to prevent issues from happening, in a way that honors life, maximizes TRUE personal freedom, a life where we actually MATURE as human beings, and we can experience a level of reality and harmony we have never seen before. I realize THIS is a worthwhile commitment and way to live my life..

I commit myself to figure this out together as we go

I commit myself to show that a mature human will agree we need to change the system, and be humble enough to realize we must work together and change the system through 1 - education, 2 - culture, 3 - politics and responsibility and 4 - changing the money system. Its simple. We just need to do the necessary steps daily.

I commit myself to show that even as one person doesn't have all the solutions, one person can play a monumental role in the community and the collective evolution

I commit myself to honor the fact that we get one life, and this life IS a test to see... are we gonna just be on earth to consume, and fight for our own opinions and our own desire to be 'right', to justify our limitations and try and 'survive until we die', or are we going to LIVE until we leave? 

I commit myself to raise my children with this principle of best for all and the education of how the world system works, how systemic change must happen, to learn from history, but to also learn from all domains of life such as geopolitics, culture, entrepreneurship, science fiction, self development, science, mathematics and all domains so we can investigate everything and keep what is best

I commit myself to understand that a child is programmed primarily in the first 7 years of life which builds their entire inner architecture of the world, and after age 7 the mind is formed, and unless one specifically has the tools to get back to that 'natural learning ability' state, one is thus built on a foundation that will be limited. The good news is, there are ways to re-open this ability and change the foundational programming at any age. Reach out to see how this works in detail.

I commit myself to show that its COOL to take self responsibility, to be on TEAM LIFE as a +1 for all humanity and all living things

I commit myself to show that common sense will develop and we will figure out the details, yet the INTENTION is to make this change, and even if this is the most challenging thing ever... its worth it

I commit myself to live so effectively, that if when I die I come back on earth, and I am born into a random body, that I lived this life so effectively that 'future me' as the random kid born into the lottery of earth, will have a chance to actually change, to actually reap the reward of the efforts done so far... because imagine that... imagine when you die, instead of flying off somewhere to heaven far away... you actually get a review of your life to see... what did you do? WHO WERE YOU? Did you allow yourself to get distracted and forget about the very message of Jesus which was to give as you would like to receive? and to GENUINELY do that to the best of your ability? Or did you try and get a 'get out of jail free card' like in Monopoly... only to now go back, be put back in a new body to learn this exact lesson... that we collectively need to sort out reality and honor each other for real

Would you rather swap places at random, with a random human and have their life? Seriously look up the stats on the average human, how many suffer, struggle, how many kids are sold into sex trafficking, how many kids go to bed hungry or are abused... OR would you rather use this one life, humble yourself and realize true greatness, is creating the world to be best for all and working together to achieve the greatest mission ever...

I commit myself to be a living example of the principle of what is best for all and to support others in this, seeing that the more that do this, the more that live this, the more effect we have in reality, the more this all manifests

Day 4 - Best for All (Part 2)

Continued from Day 3 

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the simple definition is the principle: 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there is already a whole group of individuals committed to this level of change, and the fact I have the time to ponder this, what a gift, and the more I focus on this, the more I live this principle, the more I open up the way for others who have not been able to consider this

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize there is a set of programs within me that want to be able to choose to do whatever I want, regardless of the consequence, like a spoiled child in an adult body, where its CLEAR what would be the best thing to do, but it is delayed or avoided, within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I can let go of that pattern, and even though it takes time to remove those patterns because they are layered in from decades of life... I see that I actually would rather live a life where I'm in the flow state, getting the right things done, not avoiding, not delaying, rather being a master creator and having fun in the journey... as that WOULD be best for me... and for all those around me

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that part of the principle of best for all includes two key parts that are worthy of deeper reflection: 

1 - Taking into consideration the effects of my thoughts words and deeds.. and ensuring I am living in honor

AND

2 - Fully considering all within the context of creating the best possible outcome...

These are two points that require genuine self change. And it starts with myself first. 

1 - Taking into consideration the effects of my thoughts words and deeds.. and ensuring I am living in honor

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that thinking and participating in my emotions, blindly just letting my mind run and run, that this is not best.. because thinking is not what we were taught as children.. 

Thinking is the automation of our entire vocabulary, characters and beliefs, much of it unquestioned, and thinking is a result of this, its an after effect, and when we run and run the mind, it sucks us dry. Its not needed to think all day long. 

Practical thinking and planning is a great use of the mind, but when the mind runs the human, problems arise.

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the process of self forgiveness as being written here, is a helpful tool to change the mind, to let go of the layers of energy and emotions and limitations I had accepted from an entire lifetime of not questioning the world, that self forgiveness is a tool by which I can clarify who I am, what I will stand for and what I won't stand for

2 - Fully considering all within the context of creating the best possible outcome...

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to be intimidated by the very word 'considering' because as a child I was not even taught what consider actually means

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that considering all requires me to fundamentally upgrade my vocabulary, which is my understanding, my way of seeing the world, as with a limited vocabulary I will be limited in my ability to consider all, and to truly care

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to outsource my desire for true caring - to God - believing that there is some being out there who will take care of everything, he's got it figured out, I don't have to consider anything I just need to 'get by' and 'survive' and someone else will take care of it

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the human body and brain is so much more capable of anything I had perceived before.. that a human being can hold terabytes worth of information in a single gram of our DNA.. and our body can be programmed at a way higher level, into perfection of vocabulary, understanding, and thus our abilities to consider and create the best outcomes unlike anything we have seen before in the past as we can do it intentionally now

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not to realize that science, education and 'modern knowledge' has not effectively got all of us to realize our purpose, which is to actually use our body, our lives, our awareness, to take responsibility and design our lives and the world into a patterning that results in outcomes that honor life and ensure everyone is taken care of. This is the true mark of considering. This is what our worldly knowledge must factor in. 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize the human is programmable, and that as we can deprogram the limitations, and continue to program in effective understanding, what's best for all as common sense, as the living principle of 'give as you would like to receive' becomes obvious, and it requires us to change the internal system within of thinking, thoughts, emotions, words, actions... and then as that is changing, we step up in awareness and sort out the systems of the world

Continued to Part 3 of 3 next....

Day 76 - Skeleton Structure (Part 2)

Day 76 - Skeleton Structure Part 2

This is putting the 'meat' on the bones of the skeleton so to speak. Its creating life anew. Through words. Hey isn't there something about 'in the beginning was the word', and this is how all form came to be? (More about that in a future blog)

Picking up on where I left off - this is the skeleton structure (below) then underneath it I'm gonna copy/paste it again and write out 1 self-honest forgiveness statement and 1 self-honest commitment statement (as all the self-forgiveness should be). 

I am at daycare

I am in the family room watching the TV

I think 'where is my brother'?

I look in the other room

I feel anxious

I think 'I want to see my brother'

I feel scared

I think 'oh no I am alone'

I think 'I don't know where he is'

My stomach feels like a knot in it

I think 'what if he doesn't come back'

My temples feel flush 

I hold my breath

I think 'I want mom to be here'

I think 'what if mom never gets me'

My eyes start to water

I feel fear

I think 'please make this feeling stop'

I stay on the couch

I feel frozen

NOW here is the Self-Forgiveness

I am at daycare

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not understand that wherever I am, I can cultivate the sense of who I am, and thus being in any environment whether at home or daycare I can be ME FULLY

    I commit myself to be myself fully regardless of the environment I am in, and within this commit myself to live my life so effectively that we can evolve daycare into being a best for all solution where kids don't need to be dropped on in environments that aren't supportive to them

I am in the family room watching the TV

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that watching TV had brain washed me into being a trance-induced zombie in my life

    I commit myself to take responsibility for the programming that was implanted into me through my TV watching - which I didn't know any better then at the time but I do know better now so I will use all my programming and convert it to what's best for all

I think 'where is my brother'?

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to look for my brother from a starting point of separation/concern/fear instead of just looking

    I commit myself to use looking instead of thinking, where looking is a practical real physical application of myself instead of a thought which induces a thought-frenzy runaway train within

I look in the other room

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the looking here now came from a fear-based thought, and thus in each moment now as an adult I can breathe, be here and catch the thoughts that are fear based, and instead just use looking and my day to day living to create the best relationships whether with my brother or with anyone

    I commit myself to catch my thoughts so when I take action from the starting point of a thought, to immediately recognize it, breathe, stabilize and continue to be here one and equal and direct myself in the best way I see in each moment

I feel anxious

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in feeling anxious and not direct the anxiety in a way that was best -- (note to the reader, as a kid I didn't know any better, so I do not forgive myself for something unreasonable, rather this writing is to stand in the present moment, forgive the energetic reactions and now live in a new way that prevents future consequence)

I commit myself to breathe through anxiety, and to see where its coming from, and act in a way that is best for all regardless of the feeling of anxiety

I think 'I want to see my brother'

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a kid my 'wanting' to see my brother was innocent, it was me looking for safety and security to ground myself, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look outside myself for a sense of safety and security rather than my own breath and my own self-trust

    I commit myself to show that I have the real safety and security which is self trust in each moment, and the living awareness to stand in the essential positions in our world where I can direct outcomes so that way others don't need to walk this same point of looking to outside sources, where I can be a resource for others so they can see this within themselves that they can be their own authority, they can regulate themselves, we can all do this as equals through effective self education and effective living

I feel scared

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to react to feeling scared, and within this reaction to judge the sense of fear where I label it as the word 'scared'

    I commit myself to walk through any feelings of 'scared' and 'fear' that are left unprocessed from childhood so that I can stand up in this world fearless and able to direct any situation I find myself in, and thus I commit myself to have gratitude for this process to process my past, to see it in a new 'light' and to act in a way where future children do not have to experience unnecessary fear, and they have the tools and process by which to have a life of clarity and common sense

I think 'oh no I am alone'

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in that moment I was alone, I did still have myself and my abilities to move, and even though as a child I wasn't able to break out of this thought-pattern, now here as an adult I can learn from this and direct myself so even as being 'alone' within myself I am alone yet all-is-one so as I can change me, this supports the change for all which is the real purpose I am here to live

    I commit myself to realize that I am alone, yet all is one, so thus we are together alone able to live this in the best way instead of reacting to it

I think 'I don't know where he is'

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to think 'I don't know where he is' from a starting point of fear

    I commit myself to be ok with not knowing everything, yet as self-trust I can always direct myself and figure out any situation to create the best for all solutions to any problem

My stomach feels like a knot in it

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my stomach 'in a knot' sensation is my nervous system experiencing stress

    I commit myself to support myself to breathe during any moment of stress and to live in such a way where I can help convert the stressors of our planet into a life-giving system where distressing situations are prevented as much as possible, and we can learn through enjoyment and alternative ways instead of stress/trauma/limitations

I think 'what if he doesn't come back'

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in the pattern of catastrophizing and making things a worst case scenario

    I commit myself to see each situation for what it is and within that as I observe the situation within myself realizing that I can define each relationship and point in my life in a way where it is a +1 accumulation of life - no matter what it is I can convert any point into a +1 for life if I approach it in awareness, with patience and tenacity

My temples feel flush 

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my physical body will give me signs that are interconnected physically, mentally and that I can use my body as a cross-reference to understand myself better

    I commit myself to use my body as a cross-reference, and to learn from each situation to become even more stable and effective in my walking of my process

I hold my breath

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to hold my breath 

    I commit myself to use my breath as the constant source of life in-flow and out-flow thus never being stagnant, always able to move and direct and create

I think 'I want mom to be here'

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for wanting my mom to be there, as a child she was the primary source of comfort for me and thus in this situation I didn't have her there, and couldn't articulate myself so here and now I can let this go and act anew

    I commit myself to re-parent myself and to be the best parent I can be to see how I can raise my kids to be 100% effective confident co-creators of reality, and to act in a way where I can help change the entire world so all kids can be at 100% effective capacity

I think 'what if mom never gets me'

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to hold onto this fear of 'what if my mom never gets me' where in that moment I can see how that thought would be there but here and now I see how I can direct myself in any situation

    I commit myself to be present, to stop the 'runaway thought train' that turns everything into a catastrophe and to calibrate my mind, my body, my living and my relationships to create a role model family of what is possible so that more and more families can create supportive environmetns 24/7 for their kids, and to redefine adversity from something that legitimately harms/holds back a child, whether intentionally or unintentionally, to living adversity in the best way which is adding words to a child, where a child can prove their effectiveness, overcome limitations and develop strength without having to walk through consequences

My eyes start to water

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that tears are a physical release for the body and this was my body attempting to support me to release the fear build up

    I commit myself to understand my body and how I can physically release stored up programming/experiences/trapped energy so that my body can be a pure vessel/temple for life to come through unadulterated/unfiltered

I feel fear

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to feel fear and react to it, instead of allowing it to pass through me and use it as a learning experience

    I commit myself to welcome the fears where I can thus process them, and to clearly understand for myself and for my kids and for all - that danger and fear are two different things - danger is something that actually has consequence, and needs to be avoided, which makes sense. Fear is a glitch that comes from separation from life and is a denial of self-trust and self-understanding, where fear creates neuroticism - and thus I commit myself to help the world understand this and over time to walk fear out of existence

I think 'please make this feeling stop'

    I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that self-forgiveness, breath and physical application is the ultimate way to 100% remove the feelings that hold us back

    I commit myself to educate the world on how the mind/feelings/emotions and limitations work, so that we can unlock our best expression as individuals and as humanity

I stay on the couch

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to associate the couch with comfort yet a fake comfort, a freezing and an abdication of movement

    I commit myself to in any moment where I feel stuck or like I am resonantly wanting to stay stuck/stay put, to breathe and assess what makes sense and to move - no thinking/overthinking needed just practical living and movement thus creating WAY more in my life and being able to prevent future consequence

I feel frozen

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my nervous system went into 'freeze' mode, and as this freeze I had accepted and allowed the fear of the unknown, until here no further

    I commit myself to prove to myself I have no more fear of the unknown as I can trust myself and I trust that in each moment I can act in a way that is best for all, to assess consequence and determine the effectiveness of my actions, to create a better and better life for me, my family, my kids, our community and ultimately the world so that way we don't need to time loop on fear, we can just get to sharing and enjoying our 'share' of life here

Final step - now its on YOU the reader to do this

Pick a memory, use the previous day as an example of how to do it

And just write

It doesn't have to be 'perfect' rather its a 'muscle' you can build

really its your self-will/spark of life as a being coming through

And as you 'forgive' programs effectively, its a conversion of the energetic program which was stripping away your body/life force/being, and converting that energy BACK into substance, thus you have more power, more ability to create and thus together we have the will power and capacity to change our world.

So what are you waiting for? Just do it