Day 2 - Signal or Noise

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

There is a concept called 'signal vs noise'

The best way I understand it is imagine you have a cell phone and you are trying to call someone

If the signal is low, or not effective, you will not be able to speak clearly

Or imagine you are at a very loud party and trying to talk with someone. 

The words you speak, and the words you hear from them, this is the signal. The background noise is just that - its NOISE.

So what is the signal to focus on?

What is the noise that distracts?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that sounding out self forgiveness is the release of the noise in my head, the signal that when focused properly, actually strengthens myself and my clarity of mind, being and body

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the journey of me walking from a pre-programmed robot, distracted by my mind, feelings, emotions and thinking, that this is the noise, and the journey of walking to ME being HERE, this is the signal worthy of my focus

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the common sense, that as I walk through the matrix every day, the storm of noise both within and without, that as I breathe, and as I speak self forgiveness and honor my self-commitment statements, this is my guide, my compass by which I can navigate this reality

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the core signal that matters is common sense, as spelled out in the 13 principles 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to trap myself in patterns of recurring participation where the starting point in the moment was not aligned with what's best for all, and thus the outflow consequences from that moment continue creating from that same starting point, compounding the accumulation of consequence, thus making more noise I have to sort out later

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in a single breath, I can make a decision, as the breath is the signal that re-establishes me here as awareness, and from this point of awareness, this can compound and accumulate into me as a self-aware human that can choose what is best in each moment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be intimidated by the idea of being the steady signal of life for me and for others, fearing the responsibility of change and the unknown of what exactly will show up, thus creating a perpetual state of noise out of a fear of showing up and fully being me...

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have become addicted to noise

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become numb to noise

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to wire my nervous system and my hormonal system to the constant stimulation of the world, constantly pulling my self into a reactive pattern to the noise of the world

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can remove this reactive nature of myself, through breathing, through self forgiveness, through reprogramming my thoughts and internal words, and thus establishing myself as a clear signal for my self and for all

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the basic definition of signal, that it is a sign, a mark, which is really a point that is placed here in reality, that me as the signal serves as a +1 in reality, I am part of everything, and in each moment I will either contribute to the noise of the world, and thus be a wasted life, or I will live as a signal of life, able to direct and move reality in a way that is supportive for all life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what I will find when the noise stops

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the reaction of others when they encounter the signal I am transmitting

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every single word I have ever learned has a ratio of signal to noise in it, where a clear word is a clear signal to reality, of an accurate definition of the word that is aligned with the best outcome for reality, for example - love - as a clear signal means to act in a way that supports the highest expression of oneself and the other, where the faulty definition, which is just chaotic noise, is that love is a mystical feeling that comes and goes, and we abuse it for holidays and consumerism like valentines day and buying candy and flowers, while the rest of the time we don't actually live up to our ideal

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is too hard to redefine all of my words, to purify them and make them a clear signal of what is best for all. I have tools for this, and it just takes consistent discipline every day to change and reap the benefits for myself and for others. As I change, others benefit from this as well. The clearer the signal (From my words, my principles, my actions), the better the effect on others. This is truly Living Words

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the principle of self honesty is the signal that is always here, within me, I know if I'm BS'ing myself or not, and the self forgiveness and self correction is the guide to purify my signal so I can help others cut through the noise

When and as I notice myself participating in the noise, I stop and I breathe

I realize that the noise is a result of a programmed reality where the starting point had not been what's best for all

I realize that the noise is chaos and a distraction from what is able to be brought forth, as the principle of life as equality and oneness, yet its on ME to direct my self in each moment to bring it forth, nobody can do it for me

I realize that as I've begun to purify my signal I send to the world, there are moments where it is so clear, as people are magnetized to me, situations unfold in perfection, new people who I have been intending to meet, they come in and we connect right away. Its how I found my wife, its how I found my business partners and my best friends, this signal as life is clear and it can be amplified with more of us walking together in alignment. This is how resonance works

I realize that the signal I am transmitting as the 13 principles, and aligning my words/vocabulary to be best for all, this signal is in alignment with life itself and there is support here I am able to tap into, being supported by life instead of fighting life

Thus I commit myself to daily notice where I get pulled away from the signal that is best

I commit myself to breathe in the moment and forgive, when I notice I am trapped in the noise

I commit myself to support others to strengthen their signal, by supporting them to look within themselves in self honesty and with self responsibility, to establish what they stand for, and we work together to transmit this into the world through our thoughts, words and deeds

I commit myself to show that I can go all the way, being a clear signal for the world especially in this time of chaos as the world system is collapsing and reformulating, the world system can be created IN our image, so what will we decide? I decide to live my commitment to be the signal, to help others cut through the noise, and thus have the most effective living breath by breath, day by day until the world reflects this back perfectly, and then to keep making it even better

I commit myself to establish myself as sound, in all the best definitions of this word, to purify the noise and signal of the world into one cohesive unit