Day 89 - Honoring Food

Day 89 - Honoring Food

Yesterday hanging out with Cameron and Katie we butchered a cow. I had never been part of this process before.

It was enlightening and challenging

Here are some pictures

The aftermath dinner :)

Chopping it up

Hanging out

Me and Cam afterwards

I wonder if we replace the heart emoji with a real heart if that would ground us into reality more...

Continued:

I have had to kill animals before on our homestead but never that big of an animal. 

It required moments of bravery and doing the thing, because once you're committed to it, there's no 'back door' you go ahead. That was valuable for me, and seeing how we did it within the starting point of honoring the life in the cow, the purpose of why they had the cow, and seeing it all the way through.

I see in our modern world we have become SOFT. 

This life of convenience, where we eat our 'microwave burgers' but don't take part in the processing or the slaughtering of the animal.

Then even if you try and be 'vegan' because you don't wanna kill an animal, you still participate in a system that kills plants which are living, which disrupts ecosystems, kills bugs, all sorts of death happens from our system and our current way of living.

As a man I see this is where I can make a change and do my part.

This is where kindness comes in. 

And a genuine effort to live in the best way, in alignment with life, realizing that as humans we need food, so how do we create this system in the best way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid seeing the full picture of creating food that ends up being consumed by me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can't learn new things, I can't learn HOW to prepare the meat AND do it in a way that's best

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the gross nature of animals and humans, where there are aspects of raising animals and preparing them to become food that is not pleasant, so I had avoided it, at a COST and thus limiting myself in my actual effectiveness as a human being

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to categorize humans into types of humans, like you have the ranchers, the farmers who do all the dirty work, then you have the business people who sell it, meanwhile dividing up our entire system into silos that create a breakdown in our network of trust as humanity, where I don't trust 90% of the food out there, ultimately leading to a breakdown of our world

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that for thousands of years humans have lived more closely to the raising and killing of animals, and this can be perfected into a way that minimized suffering and maximizing life flourishing

I realize that learning the ranching/homestead way of life has a level of fundamental support for me to respect life, take life more seriously and ultimately HONORING life

I realize that I appreciate food even more from learning how the process works, and holding the intention to do it in the best way

I commit myself to be an example of what an effective farmer/homesteader/rancher can be like, between myself and the others in the Self-Perfected community who are committed to recreating the systems to be best for all, in a way that honors life in all forms

I commit myself to raise my kinds in a way where they can appreciate food, the interconnectedness of where food comes from, and to have an accurate view of the world

I commit myself to show what's possible with our world, where animals, plants, human beings can all have the best for all relationship, and we can discover the actual best way to create food, live alongside nature and understand this from a young age through the mass re-education of the children of the world to have living principles

Everyone - UNDERSTAND the system we live in

Bring awareness to each step and we can purify this system to one that honors life in all forms.

Its each of us taking the responsibility to do our part and work together

Day 88 - Life Expansion

Day 88 - Life Expansion

Today I was going to write about being grateful. I had the blog post up yesterday and began to write, but I got side tracked by responsibilities of being a dad. 

I will still touch on gratefulness - 

I will weave that in combined with a life update of how I am expanding.

Currently I am in Texas writing this from Cameron and Katie's living room.

I woke up before everyone else so I finally had time to write my blog. 

The past 2 days involved packing and driving 14 hours.

We're back here for a few days to get the full download on our next level, including stepping into raising large animals (we are getting one of their cows in the spring) and potentially pigs, also for the next level of everything we are doing with Self-Perfected, TechnoTutor and being the source of change for the world.

So much turmoil in the world. I know its Christmas morning right now, and there are kids waking up today with no food, or waking up in a situation where they have no family, or waking up being trafficked.

Its easy to say 'no today is a great day let's celebrate Jesus was born!' but for me - to honor who Jesus was and how he lived, is to focus EVERY day on bringing about a world of equality that is best for everyone.

It's not to judge people as 'bad' who are sitting around in their nice home, with their christmas tree and their traditions to enjoy the Christmas holiday. I have fond memories as a kid having that. But as I grew up I have seen the brutality of our world, and what Jesus was actually talking about. And I see Christmas has become a Psy Op (Psychological Operation) on the masses. It takes the pure message of Jesus - truly love your neighbor as yourself, and converts it into consumerism, extreme 'highs' and 'lows' I mean they even call it the North Pole, its polarizing in its very nature, and Santa is an anagram for Satan. 

It's become used as a manipulation tool for kids to 'be nice' not 'naughty', abandoning principle at every step of the way.

I used to LOVE christmas. It was so fun being away from school, getting toys, then having a whole week from christmas to new years so I could hang out with my friends, play with my new toys, then also do something fun for new years. That was the highlight of my entire year...

But as I began in this process - writing/righting myself to Life I saw how that made my entire year subtly negative, in a polarity, that I look forward to Christmas as the 'crescendo' of everything. 

YET the whole time I didn't even try and LIVE what Jesus was talking about. To me - I call that hypocrisy.

If I were Jesus I would be so pissed at the Christmas-Industrial Complex

So today for me to wake up in Texas, having no snow. No Christmas lights, no 'presents' but actually surrounded by the core people in my life who see the message of Jesus as something we are ACTUALLY here to live. To fundamentally create the change of the system, to build our relationships and our world in responsibility, awareness, oneness, equality as what is best for all this is a cool way to ring in the 'holiday' time of the year.

So to bring this full circle to the top

I like the word Grateful - Great Full

I see how in my life, walking this process, there is a polarity I become aware of - that every word in my life I have used from the starting point of polarity.

For example - Grateful = good, not grateful = bad, but hidden within this is the 'be grateful because if not you could lose it all, thus FEAR' and 'not grateful = bad' = GUILT you 'should' be grateful for what you have because there are starving kids in Africa (that whole program)

I see why those programs exist, but this process as Righting through Writing means to actually redefine the word so I can live it as who I am as a source of Expansion of Life.

I see how I have abused gratefulness over the years, basically as a way to justify fear, and want to 'appease' the system like Oliver Twist in that scene where he gets the soup and says 'please sir may I have more'

So for me, the moment I realized what grateful actually is - was 6 years ago nearly to the day, I visited Cameron and Katie for the first time in Houston where they used to live. I remember for 5 days I got the download on how to raise the most effective kids in the world. How to have an effective marriage, what it means to walk this process. What is Desteni really about, and how DIP Lite is life changing. How to really use TechnoTutor to rebuild my foundations and become a master of business. At this time my e commerce company was making about $12k a day in revenues as well. And I was STILL talking about the REAL stuff, not letting that impede on my LIFE EXPANSION. Because Me as LIFE knows its not ONLY about success in the system its about purifying the system.

So at the end of that time with Cameron and Katie 6 years ago, I remember saying 'thank you I am so grateful for this time in your home and learning from you guys. *and then it hit me like a tidal wave of realization* I said And I don't mean I'll just 'say' thank you and pay it lip service. I am going to SHOW YOU I am thankful and grateful by actually LIVING this change and getting more people here to this process. This was the inception of realizing grateful = GREAT FULL. I had to cultivate the greatness within me, my beingness that is this ever-expansive source of self as life substance, here, and calibrate my mind to what is best for all. And live this in my actions every day.

And I recall that was a moment I made a decision to live great-fullness, which was Life Expansion. Me taking this little spark of life and cultivating it to expand more and more and more.

So this is full circle here 6 years later, because last time I didn't have Jessica here. Last time I didn't have 2 kids. I didn't have a homestead. I was still a fledgling entrepreneur. I had just realized how TechnoTutor changed my life because it helped me get really good at making money in e commerce but also with sharing it with people I had already brought 4 people on board by that time and I had only done the business for 2 months.

I saw a glimpse of what's possible. But now here it's full circle, but its not a circle, its a spiral. 

I am in a way new spot, as who I am, as what I realize, as my responsibilities, as my influence.

It reminds me of a phenomenal article by Bernard and I'll quote it here. If you want the full thing here it is, its worth reading again even if you've already read it. It makes more sense as time goes on. 

the same stuff will repeat till you had enough of your preprogrammed self acceptances–then you will start dropping and letting go until only you remain–this is your point of power in your world–then you will find yourself giving direction and sorting out your world quickly–so–if your world is not sorting out and remain the same–you haven't got your current location within your world yet

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why is this important– because each that find their location–find their power and honesty and we are all equal and one to what we become or allow

so–if you are equal and one to you where you are now–no matter who or what placed you there–you are empowered to change the situation—and you will as you will not accept anything less in your world—if you accept some form of enslavement or emotional turmoil or manipulation or fear—you are not at your location within the “grid” of the placement of creation and thus the honesty and forgiveness not effective enough—easy guideline

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Now—when you establish your location—you will without feeling—in an inner silence –direct your world and all that you defined yourself by—will disappear—and new events will step forth—each event will have two points—sometimes very tempting points—to either expand your self-expression in awareness or take you back in the same entrapment—sex, position, money, success, feelin­gs,etc is used for this

So—what to do—as you have then found your equality and oneness point—in yourself—you start moving yourself and see what you have allowed in your world as your equality—blame is useless—fixing it is all that works—so –you fix it—in every breath—till your immediate world is what you are equal and one with—and so you expand—like a Fibonacci spiral—expanding into greater influence—no-one get more influence power than based on equality and oneness as it is for all as one—the influence the world understand is dislocated and thus beings stop existing as their defined selves at death

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What is fascinating is that within this process of locating and expanding self—you will always be equal and one with what you either become or allow

So—we are each only responsible for ourselves and according to application we will be part of the establishment of oneness as equality in creation—so—we will determine and face the truth of ourselves—alone as an inner journey we reflect outwardly in our world

So to close out today's blog - Life expansion comes from Great Fullness. If you don't know where to start then YES be grateful for where you are, truly. Because its what got you HERE. Yet do not accept it as all you can be. Forgive the fears. See your reality sort out quickly - as the cross reference point is obvious.

Join us in changing the world. Give this as a christmas gift to yourself. We will either fight for this old system that abuses the message of Jesus - turns it into corporate consumerism slop - or we can redefine it as who we are - as a DAILY living of the messaage of equality, oneness, giving as we would like to receive, changing the world system to reflect this in every way as what is best for all. 

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Day 87 - Strength

Day 87 - Strength

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want an easier way instead of seeing how the challenges in life actually strengthen me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into blame in a tricky situation, instead of maximizing my responsibility, taking a deep breath and being grateful for the challenge at hand

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take the 'strengthening' to an extreme opposite polarity, where I create unnecessary struggle in my life because I believe I must suffer to grow, so within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that focus on priority is #1 as starting point, and from here, welcome the challenge. It is stupid to welcome challenge for no reason, we only have one life here, am I going to waste it just doing difficult shit with no clear purpose?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate strength with the physique and outward appearance of a man or woman, how much they can 'lift' with their body. Real strength is a more like tree, interconnected with all life, always giving, always maximizing itself in its fullest purpose.

Ultimately its not any 'image' its a human being fully self-realized, but to get there requires a strengthening of my understanding of how life works in fact, and LIVING it here through my moment to moment actions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as someone who is only capable of so much, as if there is a limit on my ultimate growth, not realizing seeing and understanding that in each moment there is a maximum potential and as I find this, it opens up my next level through the Law of Accumulation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make a 'challenge' something detrimental to me, because I go into thinking about it, which actually drains my physical energy thus making the challenge something that harms me, all by my own self-doing, as I know better because I have self forgiveness and the ability to correct myself 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be present through my day, where I have the day 'ahead' of me, and the thoughts that will pop up in how I think/feel about the day ahead, then AS I progress through the day and then by the END of the day, as I actually walk through it all, I realize that I always end up being grateful for facing the points, going full on through my day

I realize that to actually be proud of myself, to have a sense of real self respect and self love, this comes from me doing the difficult shit that advances my purpose and process

I realize that as I stay grounded in my breath, and do new things, there is the feedback mechanism so any failure that is grasped in awareness becomes a valuable source of insight and ultimately strength within me

I realize that our culture is not yet valuing real strength, as a standing up, facing one's fears, being part of the solution for the change of humanity. Right now 'strength' is going to the gym and looking strong, yet on the inside being weak in our real MATURITY of actually caring for our fellow humans, through looking at the real root of the problem which is education and holding on to our ineffective programming. 

Real strength is changing ourselves and supporting the change in others to stand up within all of this. I don't give a fuck how big your muscles are, how big is your CARE muscle... that is real strength

I commit myself to be an example of real strength, showing what it looks like to stand up and walk, to push the edge of what is possible, and to make it then easy to create the solution on planet earth

Day 86 - 30 Days of Content Experiment

Day 86 - 30 Days of Content

^^^A sample from my Instagram page, which will be catalyzed here massively each day moving forward^^^

I am putting myself through the test and publicly writing this

From December 20th (Today) through January 20th I am going to be consistently putting my content on my Instagram + across social media

I have had times in the past before I had kids where I had a media machine, and I realize (especially with yesterday's blog on the media-industrial complex) that this is the point for me to create

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the simplicity of making content, where I have the points I see are valuable, and thus just film and do it

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to use 'talking about content' to give me a dopamine rush of a sense of accomplishment, instead of doing it

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that even though I have been consistent with content for the past 5 years, there is a whole new level of output and production which I am 100% capable of doing, but it requires a plan so the content is valuable, and a consistent application, which I am now ready for

I realize that content is a way to get in front of people who need to hear this message

I realize that I have created a life - as who I am with using these tools - that many people want to emulate, I say this humbly yet as a showcase of what is POSSIBLE when one takes on this process, reprograms themselves to be effective with money, relationships and operations. 

- I have created excellent money programming, business acumen and the ability to utilize what's here to create value

- I have an awesome wife and kids, where my business doesn't cause that to be sacrificed

- I've helped create community for thousands of people built in principle

- I've learned how to navigate running a homestead, events, workshops and a place where kids can come and learn and thrive

- I've consistently helped others to achieve similar goals of theirs, to change their programming to sustain the positive change

All of this is here and I need to share this more. For each of you reading this - what is your story, what are your highlights you have, what will you create in months and years to come, and will you SHARE IT? 

Or will we let AI slop and hollywood slop win out, where it drowns out our story? 

I commit myself to make such effective content that awakens people, that brings them into 1-1 conversations about real change, how to improve their lives all around, and to then support each person I can systematically to improve their lives for real

I commit myself to plan ahead and be proactive in my content creation, trusting that I will be more efficient over time

I commit myself to long term embracing the outcomes of this 30 day experiment

My hypothesis is that the 30 days will lead to over 100+ new conversations with people I haven't properly met yet.

I will report back as time goes on, as I am consistent with this blog until the job is done - which is change the system, or until I get too busy because I am in a government position where I don't have time to blog, at which point I'll still be actively making content but potentially in a different form. I will constantly get my living words out to social media and the internet, to spread life and support all to awaken and take responsibility to live the change as the new world is emerging here.

My 30 days of content is me using the system to change the system. And I invite you to figure out what YOUR point is that you can push, for the next 30 days as a catalyst to you living it for ultimately the next 30+ years.

Join in here and if you agree you'd like to see this grow, make sure you watch the videos, like and leave a comment. It helps you show the algorithm that this is valuable and worthwhile.

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Day 85 - Avatar

Day 85 - Avatar 

Read the self forgiveness out loud

I just got home from the new Avatar: Fire and Ash movie. 

Earlier on when I started this process I resisted watching movies because I saw it as a unnecessary programming.

However, over time I have learned to see that watching movies, with a clear starting point as to who I am, why I am watching it, can actually help me walk through points if I am self honest about it.

Within this movie specifically there were quite a few realizations I had, and seeing what is getting programmed into the collective consciousness at this point in time

1 - Seeing the impulsing of how 'bad' humanity can be in terms of destroying a planet

2 - The heightened energetic state when one needs to prepare to defend something important to them - for example in the movie they have to defend their village

3 - The desire for this 'Great Spirit' to be their 'only hope' to save the day

I am not going to write my blog on these in particular, as there were many more points.

But what I see is more important is this point here:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed us as life as humanity to create a system that is so out of control, layered with consequences of abuse, that we create billion-dollar grossing movies, to illustrate a point of how bad things are, yet within this there is no solution inherently, its just more programming literally impulsing fear -- and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not equalize myself to the hollywood media empire that is able to distribute media on a mass-scale, influencing millions of people through coordination of messaging

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can investigate everything and keep what is best, and within this there is a responsibility to TRULY investigate everything for example how much money DOES it take to make movies, what are the outcomes of these movies, what does it take to create a media operation that can do mass-scale projects to influence the collective consciousness

I forgive myself that I have been accepting and allowing myself to play small and entertain myself with movies and 'feel good' ways of living, while the world actually burns to 'fire and ash' like this movie is showing, and to try and stick my head in the sand and say 'nah its just in the movies that this stuff happens' or 'these movies are just the way they are, where I inherently accept and allow myself in a limited point of responsibility and influence. Fuck that way of thinking. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am just an 'avatar' here on earth, temporarily here as a passive entity, able to just get by half-assing it through life, failing to realize I am life itself as my individual expression here as me and as this realization I can live the change I intend to see in our world, using everything possible to bring about this change

I realize the media empire can change, but its through 1+1 sharing of this process, each one individually doing the self forgiveness, reprogramming ourselves with the tools of change and sharing this through 1+1 and the compound effect of people taking responsibility to reach even more people

I realize that using media to tell a story is an effective way to get people's attention

I realize that part of changing the world involves utilizing what is here as media, as movies, as film and as pushing the cutting edge of the cultural conversation

I commit myself to use my life, my body, and what is here, to ensure that planet earth thrives and we can use these movies of a dystopian future as a warning as to what not to do, and I can step up and show an even better way of living that is 100% possible here

I commit myself to continually get more creative in my expression through media, through these blogs, through my social media, through my youtube videos 

I commit myself to automatically assume more responsibility and prove this to myself, so there is not even a single moment of blame toward the media-industrial complex that is spitting out movies, with a 'vision of the future' left and right

I commit myself to - as I watch movies and assemble the movies I see I would like to watch - to clarify my starting point as who I am as I watch the movie, and see myself in each character, as a living of the principle of 'Investigate All and Keep What's Best' so that I may learn from what is here and use what is here

I commit myself to co-create the media empire that is based in the starting point of what is best for all life, as living words can stretch across space and time and find the people throughout the world using the internet AND in person as a way to get this message to more people

If James Cameron can gross billions of dollars with these films, with his insane work ethic and ability to coordinate, I know I can play my role in the principled movement of equality and oneness as life here, so we can change the system to one of passive entertainment to active responsibility

Day 84 - Self-Forgiveness

Day 84 - Self-Forgiveness

Today I'm gonna write self forgiveness on self forgiveness for a few reasons, I've been getting many of you reaching out for help. I also consistently find myself pushing my 'edge' of what's possible, and within this, there is more AWARENESS coming from me, so I am becoming aware of more points to forgive.

Let's dive in. As always read this out loud

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to forgive myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that forgiving is only possible to forgive others, but not myself 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that only God has the power of forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that others are worthy of forgiveness, but not me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that being forgiving is being for giving, that life is for giving - for giving of myself to others in the way that I would want to be given to - for example with asking great questions, being present, showing a sense of respect, of care, of sharing what is important, for pointing out 'blindspots' and teaching lessons, all of these are things I can give IF I am for giving, but I cannot TRULY give if I am not forgiving of myself.... Within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to be honest about that fact that there is corrupted programming and beliefs inside me that I have to forgive and thus if I'm not actually forgiving myself consistently and creating a momentum within my self-forgiveness every day, then I am sharing from this corrupted 'starting point' 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to delude myself to believe that I must have fully forgiven myself of every single point ever, in order to then be able to give real value to others, the 'amount' of forgiveness I have done is less important, relative to the daily moment by moment intention of self honest self forgiveness as who I am, because as I live these words - Self Honest Self Forgiveness - and these are living words within me, this supports me to be here with another person and walk together as equals real time, because reality changes one point at a time through being fully here together 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that in any moment, whether I can't fall asleep, or whether I'm just walking my dog, or whatever I find myself doing provided I am alone, that in those moments I can sound self forgiveness

I realize that within myself one of the most profound moments of my life was when I found self forgiveness years back there was a night I couldn't fall asleep, I decided to just start trying self forgiveness like a muscle. I forgave random things that popped up. After about 20 minutes I lost track of time and I felt like I had peeled a multi-dimensional onion within my conscious mind and thus accessed my beingness that started to shine through my subconscious and conscious mind, it was life changing for me, and I suggest you do the same. Go on a self forgiveness rampage until you clearly see what the value is in self-forgiveness, then do it again and again. I have heard stories of this guy Bernard who was one of the people who explained this point specifically, how to do it, that he would do Self-Forgiveness for hours and hours at a time, day after day after day, for YEARS. And the ability one unlocks with that is something that each of us can find out for ourselves

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the excuse of 'I don't know what to forgive' is just a mind-glitch, where our mind pretends that our realness is hidden, in reality just start - for example: I Forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize what I need to forgive, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not make time to forgive myself, I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to prioritize distractions instead of what actually moves me forward as a being, that can understand that forgiveness is removing the layers of distraction and limitation and opening up me as life who has always been here I just had forgotten... So on and so forth...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that with my partner doing self forgiveness, taking turns back and forth, even forgiving ourselves as 'pretending' to be our partner, can all be ways to practice and move points forward

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how powerful it is to model self forgiveness to my kids, and to teach them as well even if its a simple statement we say together or they repeat like 'I forgive myself for allowing myself to be frustrated' 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that initially this process starts with forgiving the conscious mind, and over time the subconscious personalities and emotions begin to surface, and as those are worked through the unconscious behaviors and trapped points within the body begin to emerge, and ultimately we can forgive as equality and oneness as life, and using the blogs such as Heavens Journey to Life and Creations Journey to Life as reference points to read daily and support, like one uses 'training wheels' to learn how to ride a bike, this is like a self guided rocket ship to self forgiveness, except instead of us taking a 'ride' out 'there' somewhere... its actually a direct route to HERE, just gotta remove/forgive the layers

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that its 'too long' or 'too big' of a task to read self forgiveness day after day, when in reality this endurance I build up becomes one of the most valued words I can live, where the endurance and consistency becomes the proof of who I am for myself and for all

I realize see and understand that forgiveness must be given to myself, and the act is so simple, it starts with being for giving to make the actual statement come out of my mouth

I realize that self forgiveness done within self honesty allows for self awareness and the insight of what to do, then as the realization statement and the commitment statements I can thus open the opportunity to live in a new way that is aligned with what is actually best for all life instead of my pre-programmed self interest

I commit myself to continually do a self forgiveness rampage whenever needed, where I speak and speak and speak the forgiveness until the point is clear

I commit myself to support others in their journey, to build this muscle of self forgiveness so we can change collectively, as individuals

I commit myself to make self-forgiveness popular, and main stream, so that over time every last human can understand this and live this, however short or long that takes

Day 83 - Impulse

Day 83 - Impulse

Read the self-forgiveness out loud

We get impulsed every day with so much bullshit currently

For example we see over 4000 ads a day... that is insane

That impulse works its way into our nervous system, through words, emotions, sound, eventually hijacking our LIFE into an abomination.

From here we get side tracked, and some people don't ever see it.

Think of even something as simple as the sounds programmed into our reality.

Go outside... 

Do you hear the low hum of traffic? 

I live in the middle of the country and I STILL hear traffic, airplanes, sounds all over.

Think of every time during the day you hear a 'beep' or a 'ding' it automatically puts you in a passive/reactive state.

Let's take responsibility to change this impulse and develop our self-will to a WHOLE new level we have never seen before.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize how much we get programmed with impulses all day long

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed our world to go to shit because we have automated a system that programs us to further the 'starting point' of the system that has programmed us, a runaway train in desperate need of course correction

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as a programmable being, in a programmable universe, I can change the programming and my environment to be life giving

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as I speak self forgiveness aloud, I am able to convert the trapped energy within my body/nervous system INTO sound and thus release it from my body, provided my starting point is equality and oneness as my body and expressed through self-honest self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that me sharing self forgiveness through writing, blogs, 1-1 expressing to others, this is me planting the seed of life, and much like a seed, one seed (with the right soil and conditions) can generate millions of seeds, which can spread like wildfire through the world 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take the word 'impulse' seriously, where its a force that either causes me to submit, or is a reminder of the work still to be done, I DEFINE IT

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my voice is an impulse for myself and for others, that I can also influence the world and realize my creative power to thus change the system, by getting 1 more person every day to get on board with the purpose - perfect ourselves through education, changing the culture, changing politics and ultimately changing the system (including money and our collective social contract) to reflect life in all ways

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist another deep dive on impulse, through specifically studying

The Century of the Self

and

Pulse Impulse 

I commit myself to watch these documentaries/videos again and study them from the starting point of becoming extremely effective at impulsing my reality with the SIGNAL of life to cut through the noise

I commit myself to purify what I resonate through changing my understanding of the world, dropping the bullshit, and living in each breath what is best for all by sharing, showing I care

I commit myself to use self forgiveness within self honesty to pinpoint where my body still holds corrupted programming, and to sound the self forgiveness to make myself sound/whole/complete as the best version of myself, realizing that I am holographically equal to all in reality, thus as I perfect myself I create the perfection of the world equal and one, and to be patience as reality catches up and we walk through the consequence of the space time massive impulsing machine of the system, to change the system through taking responsibility and standing in my ultimate location point of where I can be to have maximum influence to help every last person on earth have the best life possible

I commit myself to impulse myself daily through engineering my environment to remind me of what's my priority, through perfecting my relationships by establishing them based on living agreements, and to HONOR my agreements

I commit myself to breathe when faced with any impulse, whether an ad, a video, a word, a tone, a sound, any of it, to stay within breath and move myself to direct the situation to the best of my ability

I commit myself to apply the principle of prevention, to prevent the draining impulses in my environment and the world, and to impulse what is life giving