Day 85 - Avatar

Day 85 - Avatar 

Read the self forgiveness out loud

I just got home from the new Avatar: Fire and Ash movie. 

Earlier on when I started this process I resisted watching movies because I saw it as a unnecessary programming.

However, over time I have learned to see that watching movies, with a clear starting point as to who I am, why I am watching it, can actually help me walk through points if I am self honest about it.

Within this movie specifically there were quite a few realizations I had, and seeing what is getting programmed into the collective consciousness at this point in time

1 - Seeing the impulsing of how 'bad' humanity can be in terms of destroying a planet

2 - The heightened energetic state when one needs to prepare to defend something important to them - for example in the movie they have to defend their village

3 - The desire for this 'Great Spirit' to be their 'only hope' to save the day

I am not going to write my blog on these in particular, as there were many more points.

But what I see is more important is this point here:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed us as life as humanity to create a system that is so out of control, layered with consequences of abuse, that we create billion-dollar grossing movies, to illustrate a point of how bad things are, yet within this there is no solution inherently, its just more programming literally impulsing fear -- and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not equalize myself to the hollywood media empire that is able to distribute media on a mass-scale, influencing millions of people through coordination of messaging

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can investigate everything and keep what is best, and within this there is a responsibility to TRULY investigate everything for example how much money DOES it take to make movies, what are the outcomes of these movies, what does it take to create a media operation that can do mass-scale projects to influence the collective consciousness

I forgive myself that I have been accepting and allowing myself to play small and entertain myself with movies and 'feel good' ways of living, while the world actually burns to 'fire and ash' like this movie is showing, and to try and stick my head in the sand and say 'nah its just in the movies that this stuff happens' or 'these movies are just the way they are, where I inherently accept and allow myself in a limited point of responsibility and influence. Fuck that way of thinking. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am just an 'avatar' here on earth, temporarily here as a passive entity, able to just get by half-assing it through life, failing to realize I am life itself as my individual expression here as me and as this realization I can live the change I intend to see in our world, using everything possible to bring about this change

I realize the media empire can change, but its through 1+1 sharing of this process, each one individually doing the self forgiveness, reprogramming ourselves with the tools of change and sharing this through 1+1 and the compound effect of people taking responsibility to reach even more people

I realize that using media to tell a story is an effective way to get people's attention

I realize that part of changing the world involves utilizing what is here as media, as movies, as film and as pushing the cutting edge of the cultural conversation

I commit myself to use my life, my body, and what is here, to ensure that planet earth thrives and we can use these movies of a dystopian future as a warning as to what not to do, and I can step up and show an even better way of living that is 100% possible here

I commit myself to continually get more creative in my expression through media, through these blogs, through my social media, through my youtube videos 

I commit myself to automatically assume more responsibility and prove this to myself, so there is not even a single moment of blame toward the media-industrial complex that is spitting out movies, with a 'vision of the future' left and right

I commit myself to - as I watch movies and assemble the movies I see I would like to watch - to clarify my starting point as who I am as I watch the movie, and see myself in each character, as a living of the principle of 'Investigate All and Keep What's Best' so that I may learn from what is here and use what is here

I commit myself to co-create the media empire that is based in the starting point of what is best for all life, as living words can stretch across space and time and find the people throughout the world using the internet AND in person as a way to get this message to more people

If James Cameron can gross billions of dollars with these films, with his insane work ethic and ability to coordinate, I know I can play my role in the principled movement of equality and oneness as life here, so we can change the system to one of passive entertainment to active responsibility