Day 12 - Emergence

As with all my blogs its recommended read the Self-Forgiveness and Self-Correction part out loud. Read it for real. We need more self-forgiveness and self-correction collectively. I know you see this. It all starts with self.

Today is 9/11. I recall childhood, the 9/11/2001 memory that was a wake up call to me. It was one of my first moments of awareness as to seeing what is going on in the world. 

This was one of my first memories of making a decision of what I was not OK with. I made my first ever podcast episode about it, and it explains my decision as does each of my blog posts. I suggest check it out.

I am certain MANY of you have a similar moment of a decision you made, where you saw WHO YOU ARE. Are you just ok with status quo? Or do you actually give a fuck about humanity?

I know many of you personally who read this, and I know you DO give a fuck.

Yet its time we unite even more effectively, with discipline, and stop depending on a 'state of emergency' to be a wake up call.

As I look at the number 911 I have a clear embedded mnemonic program internally of '911 what's your emergency' programmed in from living for 32 years on this planet, watching movies, TV, living life, having called 911, witnessing emergencies, being part of them. Its a mess on a resonant level, and it can be converted into learning and change, so we can live the principle of prevention instead of living in reaction.

So in this context of 911 what is the emergency... 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold an energetic charge to the state of emergency

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be addicted to the state of emergency

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the numbers 911 and the phrase 9/11

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the word emergency has been linked within me to a state of instability and survival

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate the feeling of thrill with the word emergency

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that its impossible to forgive memories that have too much energetic charge to them, like the extreme moments of my life or the lives of those around me where it was traumatic

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to emerge as my best self through redefining the words and memories that hold me back, showing that through sound, through self forgiveness and self commitment, I can rewire my body and my expression, and this allows the real ME to emerge

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the word emergence is within emergency

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress myself on a being level, like when one sees a child, it is pure beingness, innocent expression coming through, and through my life I had accepted and allowed myself to suppress this instead of letting this beingness emerge even through adulthood, so as a mature human I can fully express who I really am, being a role model of what's possible for human beings

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to comprehend that as a human being, I am a being within a body, that has a mind, and within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that collectively and individually the mind had taken over in our lives, creating a state of emergency for us together as life, this out of balance MIND is the real emergency - instead of seeing the common sense collectively that our beingness is here but its not fully coming through, it must emerge

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that our beingness is our source/life/origin, this beingness is awareness, and this beingness IS our natural state as a child, and this CAN emerge for the human again even again as an adult, but it requires walking THROUGH the mind to change the mind, the body and the beingness how we come through, it is a multi-year journey of emergence. This is the journey to life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I need emergencies to serve as a shock to test me to see if I care about life, and if I'm doing everything I can to be part of the solution

I realize the emergency of the mind being out of control is something that I can be part of the solution for, it is me in each breath directing myself, creating the best in each moment, applying common sense as what's best for all

I realize that best for all is emerging through every aligned action I take, and doing this with discipline over and over until the system is changed to reflect what's best for all

I commit myself to show I actually care about humanity

I commit myself to show I actually care about myself, equal and one as the world and humanity

I commit myself to align every last part of my mind to what is best for all humans, and to create the system of the world to honor this    

I commit myself to show the emergence that is us as human BEINGS coming through

I commit myself to help myself and everyone realize that the state of emergency can be deconditioned from our nervous systems/bodies so we stop creating emergencies in this current form, where we neglect ourselves and attack ourselves, instead of realizing that united we can stand. 

I commit myself to stand and unite as many as possible who can hear this

I commit myself to see the numbers 911 for what it is, a number that represents how to call the police in America 

I commit myself to see 9/11 as a day of the year, one where we can reflect on the past, but not be defined by it. 

The ability to redefine words, days, concepts and meanings, and align them with creating the best world and best lives possible, this is the mission that has emerged, and I commit myself to fully live it