Day 83 - Impulse

Day 83 - Impulse

Read the self-forgiveness out loud

We get impulsed every day with so much bullshit currently

For example we see over 4000 ads a day... that is insane

That impulse works its way into our nervous system, through words, emotions, sound, eventually hijacking our LIFE into an abomination.

From here we get side tracked, and some people don't ever see it.

Think of even something as simple as the sounds programmed into our reality.

Go outside... 

Do you hear the low hum of traffic? 

I live in the middle of the country and I STILL hear traffic, airplanes, sounds all over.

Think of every time during the day you hear a 'beep' or a 'ding' it automatically puts you in a passive/reactive state.

Let's take responsibility to change this impulse and develop our self-will to a WHOLE new level we have never seen before.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize how much we get programmed with impulses all day long

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed our world to go to shit because we have automated a system that programs us to further the 'starting point' of the system that has programmed us, a runaway train in desperate need of course correction

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as a programmable being, in a programmable universe, I can change the programming and my environment to be life giving

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as I speak self forgiveness aloud, I am able to convert the trapped energy within my body/nervous system INTO sound and thus release it from my body, provided my starting point is equality and oneness as my body and expressed through self-honest self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that me sharing self forgiveness through writing, blogs, 1-1 expressing to others, this is me planting the seed of life, and much like a seed, one seed (with the right soil and conditions) can generate millions of seeds, which can spread like wildfire through the world 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take the word 'impulse' seriously, where its a force that either causes me to submit, or is a reminder of the work still to be done, I DEFINE IT

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my voice is an impulse for myself and for others, that I can also influence the world and realize my creative power to thus change the system, by getting 1 more person every day to get on board with the purpose - perfect ourselves through education, changing the culture, changing politics and ultimately changing the system (including money and our collective social contract) to reflect life in all ways

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist another deep dive on impulse, through specifically studying

The Century of the Self

and

Pulse Impulse 

I commit myself to watch these documentaries/videos again and study them from the starting point of becoming extremely effective at impulsing my reality with the SIGNAL of life to cut through the noise

I commit myself to purify what I resonate through changing my understanding of the world, dropping the bullshit, and living in each breath what is best for all by sharing, showing I care

I commit myself to use self forgiveness within self honesty to pinpoint where my body still holds corrupted programming, and to sound the self forgiveness to make myself sound/whole/complete as the best version of myself, realizing that I am holographically equal to all in reality, thus as I perfect myself I create the perfection of the world equal and one, and to be patience as reality catches up and we walk through the consequence of the space time massive impulsing machine of the system, to change the system through taking responsibility and standing in my ultimate location point of where I can be to have maximum influence to help every last person on earth have the best life possible

I commit myself to impulse myself daily through engineering my environment to remind me of what's my priority, through perfecting my relationships by establishing them based on living agreements, and to HONOR my agreements

I commit myself to breathe when faced with any impulse, whether an ad, a video, a word, a tone, a sound, any of it, to stay within breath and move myself to direct the situation to the best of my ability

I commit myself to apply the principle of prevention, to prevent the draining impulses in my environment and the world, and to impulse what is life giving