Day 87 - Strength

Day 87 - Strength

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want an easier way instead of seeing how the challenges in life actually strengthen me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into blame in a tricky situation, instead of maximizing my responsibility, taking a deep breath and being grateful for the challenge at hand

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take the 'strengthening' to an extreme opposite polarity, where I create unnecessary struggle in my life because I believe I must suffer to grow, so within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that focus on priority is #1 as starting point, and from here, welcome the challenge. It is stupid to welcome challenge for no reason, we only have one life here, am I going to waste it just doing difficult shit with no clear purpose?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate strength with the physique and outward appearance of a man or woman, how much they can 'lift' with their body. Real strength is a more like tree, interconnected with all life, always giving, always maximizing itself in its fullest purpose.

Ultimately its not any 'image' its a human being fully self-realized, but to get there requires a strengthening of my understanding of how life works in fact, and LIVING it here through my moment to moment actions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as someone who is only capable of so much, as if there is a limit on my ultimate growth, not realizing seeing and understanding that in each moment there is a maximum potential and as I find this, it opens up my next level through the Law of Accumulation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make a 'challenge' something detrimental to me, because I go into thinking about it, which actually drains my physical energy thus making the challenge something that harms me, all by my own self-doing, as I know better because I have self forgiveness and the ability to correct myself 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be present through my day, where I have the day 'ahead' of me, and the thoughts that will pop up in how I think/feel about the day ahead, then AS I progress through the day and then by the END of the day, as I actually walk through it all, I realize that I always end up being grateful for facing the points, going full on through my day

I realize that to actually be proud of myself, to have a sense of real self respect and self love, this comes from me doing the difficult shit that advances my purpose and process

I realize that as I stay grounded in my breath, and do new things, there is the feedback mechanism so any failure that is grasped in awareness becomes a valuable source of insight and ultimately strength within me

I realize that our culture is not yet valuing real strength, as a standing up, facing one's fears, being part of the solution for the change of humanity. Right now 'strength' is going to the gym and looking strong, yet on the inside being weak in our real MATURITY of actually caring for our fellow humans, through looking at the real root of the problem which is education and holding on to our ineffective programming. 

Real strength is changing ourselves and supporting the change in others to stand up within all of this. I don't give a fuck how big your muscles are, how big is your CARE muscle... that is real strength

I commit myself to be an example of real strength, showing what it looks like to stand up and walk, to push the edge of what is possible, and to make it then easy to create the solution on planet earth

Day 86 - 30 Days of Content Experiment

Day 86 - 30 Days of Content

^^^A sample from my Instagram page, which will be catalyzed here massively each day moving forward^^^

I am putting myself through the test and publicly writing this

From December 20th (Today) through January 20th I am going to be consistently putting my content on my Instagram + across social media

I have had times in the past before I had kids where I had a media machine, and I realize (especially with yesterday's blog on the media-industrial complex) that this is the point for me to create

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the simplicity of making content, where I have the points I see are valuable, and thus just film and do it

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to use 'talking about content' to give me a dopamine rush of a sense of accomplishment, instead of doing it

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that even though I have been consistent with content for the past 5 years, there is a whole new level of output and production which I am 100% capable of doing, but it requires a plan so the content is valuable, and a consistent application, which I am now ready for

I realize that content is a way to get in front of people who need to hear this message

I realize that I have created a life - as who I am with using these tools - that many people want to emulate, I say this humbly yet as a showcase of what is POSSIBLE when one takes on this process, reprograms themselves to be effective with money, relationships and operations. 

- I have created excellent money programming, business acumen and the ability to utilize what's here to create value

- I have an awesome wife and kids, where my business doesn't cause that to be sacrificed

- I've helped create community for thousands of people built in principle

- I've learned how to navigate running a homestead, events, workshops and a place where kids can come and learn and thrive

- I've consistently helped others to achieve similar goals of theirs, to change their programming to sustain the positive change

All of this is here and I need to share this more. For each of you reading this - what is your story, what are your highlights you have, what will you create in months and years to come, and will you SHARE IT? 

Or will we let AI slop and hollywood slop win out, where it drowns out our story? 

I commit myself to make such effective content that awakens people, that brings them into 1-1 conversations about real change, how to improve their lives all around, and to then support each person I can systematically to improve their lives for real

I commit myself to plan ahead and be proactive in my content creation, trusting that I will be more efficient over time

I commit myself to long term embracing the outcomes of this 30 day experiment

My hypothesis is that the 30 days will lead to over 100+ new conversations with people I haven't properly met yet.

I will report back as time goes on, as I am consistent with this blog until the job is done - which is change the system, or until I get too busy because I am in a government position where I don't have time to blog, at which point I'll still be actively making content but potentially in a different form. I will constantly get my living words out to social media and the internet, to spread life and support all to awaken and take responsibility to live the change as the new world is emerging here.

My 30 days of content is me using the system to change the system. And I invite you to figure out what YOUR point is that you can push, for the next 30 days as a catalyst to you living it for ultimately the next 30+ years.

Join in here and if you agree you'd like to see this grow, make sure you watch the videos, like and leave a comment. It helps you show the algorithm that this is valuable and worthwhile.

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Day 85 - Avatar

Day 85 - Avatar 

Read the self forgiveness out loud

I just got home from the new Avatar: Fire and Ash movie. 

Earlier on when I started this process I resisted watching movies because I saw it as a unnecessary programming.

However, over time I have learned to see that watching movies, with a clear starting point as to who I am, why I am watching it, can actually help me walk through points if I am self honest about it.

Within this movie specifically there were quite a few realizations I had, and seeing what is getting programmed into the collective consciousness at this point in time

1 - Seeing the impulsing of how 'bad' humanity can be in terms of destroying a planet

2 - The heightened energetic state when one needs to prepare to defend something important to them - for example in the movie they have to defend their village

3 - The desire for this 'Great Spirit' to be their 'only hope' to save the day

I am not going to write my blog on these in particular, as there were many more points.

But what I see is more important is this point here:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed us as life as humanity to create a system that is so out of control, layered with consequences of abuse, that we create billion-dollar grossing movies, to illustrate a point of how bad things are, yet within this there is no solution inherently, its just more programming literally impulsing fear -- and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not equalize myself to the hollywood media empire that is able to distribute media on a mass-scale, influencing millions of people through coordination of messaging

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can investigate everything and keep what is best, and within this there is a responsibility to TRULY investigate everything for example how much money DOES it take to make movies, what are the outcomes of these movies, what does it take to create a media operation that can do mass-scale projects to influence the collective consciousness

I forgive myself that I have been accepting and allowing myself to play small and entertain myself with movies and 'feel good' ways of living, while the world actually burns to 'fire and ash' like this movie is showing, and to try and stick my head in the sand and say 'nah its just in the movies that this stuff happens' or 'these movies are just the way they are, where I inherently accept and allow myself in a limited point of responsibility and influence. Fuck that way of thinking. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am just an 'avatar' here on earth, temporarily here as a passive entity, able to just get by half-assing it through life, failing to realize I am life itself as my individual expression here as me and as this realization I can live the change I intend to see in our world, using everything possible to bring about this change

I realize the media empire can change, but its through 1+1 sharing of this process, each one individually doing the self forgiveness, reprogramming ourselves with the tools of change and sharing this through 1+1 and the compound effect of people taking responsibility to reach even more people

I realize that using media to tell a story is an effective way to get people's attention

I realize that part of changing the world involves utilizing what is here as media, as movies, as film and as pushing the cutting edge of the cultural conversation

I commit myself to use my life, my body, and what is here, to ensure that planet earth thrives and we can use these movies of a dystopian future as a warning as to what not to do, and I can step up and show an even better way of living that is 100% possible here

I commit myself to continually get more creative in my expression through media, through these blogs, through my social media, through my youtube videos 

I commit myself to automatically assume more responsibility and prove this to myself, so there is not even a single moment of blame toward the media-industrial complex that is spitting out movies, with a 'vision of the future' left and right

I commit myself to - as I watch movies and assemble the movies I see I would like to watch - to clarify my starting point as who I am as I watch the movie, and see myself in each character, as a living of the principle of 'Investigate All and Keep What's Best' so that I may learn from what is here and use what is here

I commit myself to co-create the media empire that is based in the starting point of what is best for all life, as living words can stretch across space and time and find the people throughout the world using the internet AND in person as a way to get this message to more people

If James Cameron can gross billions of dollars with these films, with his insane work ethic and ability to coordinate, I know I can play my role in the principled movement of equality and oneness as life here, so we can change the system to one of passive entertainment to active responsibility

Day 84 - Self-Forgiveness

Day 84 - Self-Forgiveness

Today I'm gonna write self forgiveness on self forgiveness for a few reasons, I've been getting many of you reaching out for help. I also consistently find myself pushing my 'edge' of what's possible, and within this, there is more AWARENESS coming from me, so I am becoming aware of more points to forgive.

Let's dive in. As always read this out loud

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to forgive myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that forgiving is only possible to forgive others, but not myself 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that only God has the power of forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that others are worthy of forgiveness, but not me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that being forgiving is being for giving, that life is for giving - for giving of myself to others in the way that I would want to be given to - for example with asking great questions, being present, showing a sense of respect, of care, of sharing what is important, for pointing out 'blindspots' and teaching lessons, all of these are things I can give IF I am for giving, but I cannot TRULY give if I am not forgiving of myself.... Within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to be honest about that fact that there is corrupted programming and beliefs inside me that I have to forgive and thus if I'm not actually forgiving myself consistently and creating a momentum within my self-forgiveness every day, then I am sharing from this corrupted 'starting point' 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to delude myself to believe that I must have fully forgiven myself of every single point ever, in order to then be able to give real value to others, the 'amount' of forgiveness I have done is less important, relative to the daily moment by moment intention of self honest self forgiveness as who I am, because as I live these words - Self Honest Self Forgiveness - and these are living words within me, this supports me to be here with another person and walk together as equals real time, because reality changes one point at a time through being fully here together 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that in any moment, whether I can't fall asleep, or whether I'm just walking my dog, or whatever I find myself doing provided I am alone, that in those moments I can sound self forgiveness

I realize that within myself one of the most profound moments of my life was when I found self forgiveness years back there was a night I couldn't fall asleep, I decided to just start trying self forgiveness like a muscle. I forgave random things that popped up. After about 20 minutes I lost track of time and I felt like I had peeled a multi-dimensional onion within my conscious mind and thus accessed my beingness that started to shine through my subconscious and conscious mind, it was life changing for me, and I suggest you do the same. Go on a self forgiveness rampage until you clearly see what the value is in self-forgiveness, then do it again and again. I have heard stories of this guy Bernard who was one of the people who explained this point specifically, how to do it, that he would do Self-Forgiveness for hours and hours at a time, day after day after day, for YEARS. And the ability one unlocks with that is something that each of us can find out for ourselves

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the excuse of 'I don't know what to forgive' is just a mind-glitch, where our mind pretends that our realness is hidden, in reality just start - for example: I Forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize what I need to forgive, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not make time to forgive myself, I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to prioritize distractions instead of what actually moves me forward as a being, that can understand that forgiveness is removing the layers of distraction and limitation and opening up me as life who has always been here I just had forgotten... So on and so forth...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that with my partner doing self forgiveness, taking turns back and forth, even forgiving ourselves as 'pretending' to be our partner, can all be ways to practice and move points forward

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how powerful it is to model self forgiveness to my kids, and to teach them as well even if its a simple statement we say together or they repeat like 'I forgive myself for allowing myself to be frustrated' 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that initially this process starts with forgiving the conscious mind, and over time the subconscious personalities and emotions begin to surface, and as those are worked through the unconscious behaviors and trapped points within the body begin to emerge, and ultimately we can forgive as equality and oneness as life, and using the blogs such as Heavens Journey to Life and Creations Journey to Life as reference points to read daily and support, like one uses 'training wheels' to learn how to ride a bike, this is like a self guided rocket ship to self forgiveness, except instead of us taking a 'ride' out 'there' somewhere... its actually a direct route to HERE, just gotta remove/forgive the layers

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that its 'too long' or 'too big' of a task to read self forgiveness day after day, when in reality this endurance I build up becomes one of the most valued words I can live, where the endurance and consistency becomes the proof of who I am for myself and for all

I realize see and understand that forgiveness must be given to myself, and the act is so simple, it starts with being for giving to make the actual statement come out of my mouth

I realize that self forgiveness done within self honesty allows for self awareness and the insight of what to do, then as the realization statement and the commitment statements I can thus open the opportunity to live in a new way that is aligned with what is actually best for all life instead of my pre-programmed self interest

I commit myself to continually do a self forgiveness rampage whenever needed, where I speak and speak and speak the forgiveness until the point is clear

I commit myself to support others in their journey, to build this muscle of self forgiveness so we can change collectively, as individuals

I commit myself to make self-forgiveness popular, and main stream, so that over time every last human can understand this and live this, however short or long that takes

Day 83 - Impulse

Day 83 - Impulse

Read the self-forgiveness out loud

We get impulsed every day with so much bullshit currently

For example we see over 4000 ads a day... that is insane

That impulse works its way into our nervous system, through words, emotions, sound, eventually hijacking our LIFE into an abomination.

From here we get side tracked, and some people don't ever see it.

Think of even something as simple as the sounds programmed into our reality.

Go outside... 

Do you hear the low hum of traffic? 

I live in the middle of the country and I STILL hear traffic, airplanes, sounds all over.

Think of every time during the day you hear a 'beep' or a 'ding' it automatically puts you in a passive/reactive state.

Let's take responsibility to change this impulse and develop our self-will to a WHOLE new level we have never seen before.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize how much we get programmed with impulses all day long

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed our world to go to shit because we have automated a system that programs us to further the 'starting point' of the system that has programmed us, a runaway train in desperate need of course correction

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as a programmable being, in a programmable universe, I can change the programming and my environment to be life giving

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as I speak self forgiveness aloud, I am able to convert the trapped energy within my body/nervous system INTO sound and thus release it from my body, provided my starting point is equality and oneness as my body and expressed through self-honest self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that me sharing self forgiveness through writing, blogs, 1-1 expressing to others, this is me planting the seed of life, and much like a seed, one seed (with the right soil and conditions) can generate millions of seeds, which can spread like wildfire through the world 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take the word 'impulse' seriously, where its a force that either causes me to submit, or is a reminder of the work still to be done, I DEFINE IT

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my voice is an impulse for myself and for others, that I can also influence the world and realize my creative power to thus change the system, by getting 1 more person every day to get on board with the purpose - perfect ourselves through education, changing the culture, changing politics and ultimately changing the system (including money and our collective social contract) to reflect life in all ways

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist another deep dive on impulse, through specifically studying

The Century of the Self

and

Pulse Impulse 

I commit myself to watch these documentaries/videos again and study them from the starting point of becoming extremely effective at impulsing my reality with the SIGNAL of life to cut through the noise

I commit myself to purify what I resonate through changing my understanding of the world, dropping the bullshit, and living in each breath what is best for all by sharing, showing I care

I commit myself to use self forgiveness within self honesty to pinpoint where my body still holds corrupted programming, and to sound the self forgiveness to make myself sound/whole/complete as the best version of myself, realizing that I am holographically equal to all in reality, thus as I perfect myself I create the perfection of the world equal and one, and to be patience as reality catches up and we walk through the consequence of the space time massive impulsing machine of the system, to change the system through taking responsibility and standing in my ultimate location point of where I can be to have maximum influence to help every last person on earth have the best life possible

I commit myself to impulse myself daily through engineering my environment to remind me of what's my priority, through perfecting my relationships by establishing them based on living agreements, and to HONOR my agreements

I commit myself to breathe when faced with any impulse, whether an ad, a video, a word, a tone, a sound, any of it, to stay within breath and move myself to direct the situation to the best of my ability

I commit myself to apply the principle of prevention, to prevent the draining impulses in my environment and the world, and to impulse what is life giving 

Day 82 - Self-Will

Day 82 - Self Will

Recently I wrote on the Spark of Life this is a very important blog to understand who we really are, each one of us

Over time in this process, walking the self forgiveness, removing all our bullshit programming, and re-creating ourselves from scratch to always and in all ways to LIVE for real, to live what is best for all. That is real living... and AS going through this process there is something extremely peculiar that happens...

Because we have accepted/allowed ourselves to be run by energy for so long, we start to forgive this energy. For example for me it was stress. I used to RUN off stress. The stress of not having enough money. The stress of fearing failure and having my status 'drop' in the eyes of the system. The stress of deadlines. This had become me. I had accepted and allowed my spark of life to be converted into a burning-out of myself into this stress character.

Then over time I learned to let it go. To actually live in awareness, not needing to go into the stress patterns.

And what was so peculiar about this, was then I became depressed LOL (I can say LOL now because its funny, but going through it felt like hell)

I was no longer running off the fuel/energy of stress. I fell into a pit of depression where I didn't want to do anything.

What actually happened though was my being within me was now getting born. I had weak ass muscles.

Like when Neo wakes up in the matrix, he is feeble, he even pukes. Then over time though.... he finds himself for real.

This journey is self-will. I will write more self-forgiveness on it tomorrow. But this is a vital point to understand as I had to walk this for myself but it helped to have the context as I went through it. I had cross-reference support from people in our community and specifically in the Self-Perfected group because self-perfection requires walking through the change in totality. Going through the eye of the needle

So each one will need to define SELF WILL for themselves, and to establish 'wins' along the way, as a source of strength and a reminder that you can indeed 'get your feet under you' and walk for real.

We are so conditioned to get our 'power' from our success in the system, or from certain emotional characters we identify with.

But real power comes from self-responsibility, developed through self-will breath by breath.

More to come

Day 81 - Two Choices in Every Moment

Day 81 - Two Choices in Every Moment

Read the Self-Forgiveness out loud

There are two choices in every moment - self honesty or self dishonesty

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to hide from self honesty

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe I don't know what self honesty is 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to blame my upbringing for not teaching me what self-honesty was

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not discern between honesty in the system and self-honesty where for example - being 'honest' in the system is getting a good job, going and working for a company like Raytheon to build bombs that are used in war, but I was a 'good boy' and was honest in the system because "I need a job and I'm a good patriot for America" for example. Meanwhile the self-honesty of realizing that one is participating in a system of war that will have consequence... This point is essential to understand

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that self-dishonesty always creates a consequence, where self-honesty removes consequence

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that self-honesty is found through self-forgiveness writing and the self-realization that comes from effective self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have 'free choice' to choose whatever I want, but I am not free of the consequence

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall in moments of automated mind consciousness playouts where a thought comes up, I accept it, and later on I realize I accepted/allowed an entire runaway train of consciousness thus self-dishonesty and consequence

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to live the word grateful in the realization that I am grateful to be aware of self-honesty and the self-responsibility of living this to the fullest extent I can, as the more we live in self-honesty, each as individuals, working together, the faster we sort out our world

I realize that self honesty is developed 

I realize that self honesty is the awareness of the good, the bad and the ugly within, where I alone am responsible for what I accept and allow, and that I can change that which I no longer accept and allow

I realize that in each moment, each breath I can either live in self honesty or self dishonesty

I realize that the more self honesty I accumulate the better my life is, even if initially it is uncomfortable, it allows the way through to emerge

I realize that the only way 'out' of this predicament we find ourselves in as humanity - the only way out is through, as self-honesty is the guide

I commit myself to brutal self honesty through every moment of breath, and if I fall or notice the slip into self-dishonesty,  I commit myself to drop the judgments, drop any blame, and get back to self-honest best for all actions, moment by moment so I can live and stand in a point of purity so no matter where I am in my life, in the world, that no weakness in me can be exploited, because over the next 7-14 years every last point of weakness within me can and will be removed, thus I stand here as all as equal as one pushing the cutting edge of this process. The only way I can stand and continue to grow and expand my influence is through self-honesty within, and facing every last point in my life