Day 71 - The Spark of Life

Day 71 The Spark of Life

Want an obvious example of the spark of life? Look at a child

What is it that 'motivates' them? Its not fear, its not desire, its a fundamental essence of them as life moving themselves, because they're alive, they love themselves, they want to do things and enjoy

That is the spark of life and its in all of us

But we suppress it -- hard

So lets re-activate it, see it and spread it. As the world needs it now more than ever before

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to make the 'spark of life' analogy something mental instead of a physical realization of beingness

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize this spark of life is within every human, and even if its twisted and contorted and suppressed, its there under everything until the dying breath when it leaves the body

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to make the 'spark of life' into something more in my mind, trying to take that reality of physical energy within my body, and make it into a mental energy projection where my mind goes into a character of 'specialness' and separation, thinking I am then 'more' than life instead of realizing my equality as the physical, as a being, as a body, as my mind, as an amalgamation of all as oneness and equality - the fact that that is what I am truly - I had missed this, until here no further

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize this spark of life is the purest form of motivation, and within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to throughout my life create alternative sources of energy from fear, pressure, chaos, that I had used as a form of 'energy' to move myself to take action 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe this spark of life has to be 'mental energy' from the mind consciousness system, its not - its a living physical energy expression that powers the body synonymous with self will and movement, its a living presence that is life-giving

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as I walk this process of the journey to life, as I effectively forgive myself, the energies I used to motivate myself like the fear of survival, that this energy dissipates, and then I am 'stuck in the mud' as a human because I have used these energies to motivate me, and now they're removed, now I am stuck with ME, and as me I must find that spark within myself to now create from a starting point of CREATION as SELF WILL, which comes from this life spark within me. Its a point of creation, breath and focus to now will myself consistently as life to act and create, where this is the purest form of my self expression yet its like using a muscle that had atrophied, it will take time and effort to create this as my baseline

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe its easier to be motivated by the energy of fear of survival, where this electrifies my body where I get out of bed, I move myself, I am barely breathing, I am rushing and its so intense that I just whip myself into shape and do my 'role' in the system meanwhile making ZERO difference in the world and actually perpetuating the old system...

I commit myself to show that as the spark of life, and cultivating this spark, as the real source of motivation as self movement - that this is the real standing up of me as a being - and this is the way to create the new system of the world that can be best for all. Any change to the system that comes from the outside first as 'top down' will inevitably not work, because its not coming from self as self-will as the spark of life integrated into the change, and thus the 'outside' forces end up creating a time loop again and again, hence why no government programs or 'revolutions' or 'motivational seminars' do anything to fundamentally change the system or change our lives, because its not coming from self

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the spark within me is always there, under the programs, which can be forgiven thoroughly, and after consistent effort forgiving myself, living the new commitments, and rebuilding my programming to be aligned with my best expression as life - this spark within me can spread, as it is the source of all potentials and possibilities as life itself in equality and oneness and so I commit myself to spread this spark, to support the activation and spreading of the spark in others, to turn into a wildfire that spreads through the world where all the living beings can step up and create together. 

I commit myself to identify any memories of where I gave up on my self-will, to forgive them thoroughly and to commit myself to living my self-will fully, as the self-will is the spark of life within and thus the forgiveness of these memories and the commitment to new action allows for me real time to thus create from the starting point of HERE instead of repeating the past of failure and abdication of responsibility

I commit myself to notice the spark of life within me and to cultivate it into a powerful force that comes through in my thoughts, words and deeds, where its the constant expansion of the principle of life as what's best for all, and this is inherently a sharing, a spreading, and a responsibility inherent within this way of living

I commit myself to bring about the circumstances where I can help others activate the spark within them, through creating environments, conversations, activities where we can come together and they can see the common sense of life expansion, and within this I commit myself to get the tools of change to everyone so they can sustain this spark of life, because just having a spark of life, but without the ongoing ability to do self-forgiveness, and without the ability to rebuild every single word of one's vocabulary/programming, the spark of life will be suppressed again and again.. So this is my living commitment and in each breath is the potential and possibilities I will stand as to spread the spark of life into a wildfire that covers the world