Day 80 - The New World

Day 80 - The New World

I saw this reel (linked below) and its the perfect way to introduce this: 

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DSJRfC2jNIR/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ==

The old world that our parents had is no more.

The 'bones' of it are still left, but there's a parasitical money system living on top of it, without = money system and within = our egos that do everything for profit/money/energy

But this is a case of the parasite eating the host

What we need is a new vision of what's possible, and how each of us as humans can relate to the world

If you've been reading my blog from day 1 this is what I write about, done through the lens of self-honest self-forgiveness and self-responsibility

We are either going to choose the new world to be one where we take full responsibility and thrive

Or we are going to allow a new world with more and more consequence playouts

By new world I don't mean going to mars. I mean a new WAY of living here in our world. And it starts with new words, that create the new world.

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the context of when I was born, the consequential outflows of the world and how that would affect my life

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that its possible to 'ignore' the state of the world and just focus on myself and my own survival, while that may be a temporary possibility, the fact remains that world events like terrorist attacks and financial crises have an effect on each person, through limiting the opportunities available and affecting how the social contract operates

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed fear of news events, seeing the news as the authority of what's happening in the world

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to react to the fear of news events by flipping to the opposite polarity - ignore the news - as though this somehow will help. 

I realize that having a well rounded view of the world, filtering the world and current events through the principle oneness and equality as what is best for all as common sense - this is the only way to make sense of the world and thus my place within the world

I realize that my generation of Millennials and Gen Z were born into the collapse of the old system, and there is a ripe opportunity to unite the masses, starting with grass roots, to bring about a new way through

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the vocabulary to understand the context of how the world works, as it had become a energy-generating machine where we use and abuse everything that is alive, and convert it into temporary energy. We extract minerals and fuel from the earth. We take new babies and put them in the daycare to school indoctrination system. We take real talent and bastardize it through hollywood and the media, all for a temporary energy experience. Yet this can stop with ME and how I act

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the New World we can create involves a parasite cleanse, starting with my own parasitical ways of thinking where 'I just want to win' at the expense of others. Not realizing that the giving and sharing of life, honoring others in the way I would like to be honored - this is the new social contract that acts as the immune system of earth, where we can create the coordinated effort to show its more advantageous, its actually best for all, to work together and create as one

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to hear the phrase 'change the system' and go into a reaction of 'fuck the system' for all the atrocities that have been done in the name of the system, yet we ARE the system, so its not a 'fuck this' its a forgiveness that is needed

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that its about taking responsibility for the system within me, writing every single day, taking responsibility every day, not swinging into polarities rather finding the best for all equilibrium and balance 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the way the new world comes about is new words - through education - through the placement of words and how I live. For example will I live the word CARE, will I live the word AUTHORITY will I live the word TEAM? All of these words can be redefined, so that unconsciously I am resonating the updated 'new world' definitions instead of the old.

I commit myself to show I care - through taking the time every day to consistently show up and treat others as I would like to be treated, to nudge others to walk forward and discover their utmost potential

I commit myself to live the word authority - as freedom from doubt, the belief in myself and my abilities. Not looking outside of myself an answer, rather understanding the world and applying the principles to discern what is actually best here, and trusting myself to make it happen - make it realized

I commit myself to live the definition that TEAM = Together Each Attain More, and to really put this to the test. I have seen when we work as a group, there is so much more possible, more leverage, more power, and as we create the new world this is necessary we work together for real and consider each other.

Day 79 - One Point at a Time (How Reality Works)

Day 79 - One Point at a Time (How Reality Works)

Note - read the self forgiveness out loud

We can get worked up in our minds with many points to face

Especially if you were bold enough to make the 'life list' yesterday

Here is the point:

Reality is physical, it works with 1+1 moment by moment, one point at a time

If we try and do multiple things at once, this introduces stress, friction etc.

So its a skill to be here, be present, its very simple

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a child I naturally did things from a state of presence, one thing at a time, I didn't have a mind that could dart around from point to point operating at quantum speed, I was present and HERE, and at some point I changed and my innocence of expression was converted into a corrupt mind, that I am now here walking through

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find motivation and energy from feeling 'busy' in my mind with all of the 'things I gotta do'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the power in putting 'pen to paper' (physically or digitally) and to sit down and get all the things out of my mind, 1 point at a time - this is powerful because its me as life directing myself, placing into WORDS what is within me, and thus I can process the information into an effective step by step plan to not have to overthink it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe its too stressful to write down a list and thus I react to the process of processing the information in my head into living words, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to miss the fact that if I don't actively work on processing the information into living words - that I hold myself back and in a state of consequence and time looping, yet WHEN I do this effectively I am freed up able to move through life with ease

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the moments from childhood and teenage years where I was imprinted by the system with the chaos program of 'here is what a 'good system slave' does' and in those moments I missed them, and then accepted and allowed the stress of the system to scramble me from a innocent expressive human being into a system slave, worried about my grades, 'fitting in' and all sorts of mental bullshit just to try and survive in the system

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to trust myself within writing down the points to forgive, and the points to take action on, and within this, to trust my ability to just 'do it now' and start, and within my starting point being here to act in a way that is best for all life, that I can trust my ability to get the things done, to 'stack the wins' in terms of accomplishing the things that I can see in my self honesty is best to do

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that bringing forth points of realization every day is an essential aspect of me living my purpose, and this is where genuine pride comes from where I am able to be proud of my self and moving self and the world forward, because in my self-honesty I have my location point and as I do this to the best of my ability, it opens up new potential for all 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that 'thinking' about the points I have to do that the thinking is productive, when in reality the processing of the points, looking at it and taking it ONE POINT AT A TIME this is the actual resolution of the overwhelm in my mind

I forgive myself that I had not seen the obvious - that just like my breath is one breath at a time, seeing the next point to do, and focusing on the point, this is the way I deal with reality and work with reality

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to see and STOP my addiction to trying to do too many things at once, where I had tricked myself into believing that I am 'productive' when I focus on many tasks, getting high on the energy of the conflict 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to miss the obvious that as self-forgiveness is one letter at a time, one word at a time, this is the accumulation of moving reality forward when done in self honest self expression and as this - I am working with reality, integrating my expansion into greater responsibility and abilities 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that reality works one point at a time, there is a pace to reality, its not 'hyper quick' like the mind yet when done steadily it creates lasting change because the structure is integrated - much like when I develop a new skill, it takes time to integrate, yet once its here it then is part of me as who I am

I commit myself to develop the skills one point at a time, to stand as the integration of these skills, and as this stacks up I become a director within my reality and reality overall, so that the evidence is verifiable that I have indeed integrated this skill

I commit myself to show that if I feel resistance - self honesty is needed

I commit myself to enjoy the process of taking things one point at a time

I commit myself to whenever I'm overwhelmed, to remind myself to breathe, to acknowledge my capacity has been overloaded, and as I return to breath I can forgive and act in a way that keeps moving my life forward

I commit myself to show that one year of being present, bringing forth points of realization every day, sharing this process, taking responsibility point by point, that this is the guide for me to have the most effective year yet, exponentially more 'powerful' than any year I had previously because I have accumulated who I am into a force of nature that can be a node in the network of life and thus spread the principle of what is best for all through each action I do

I commit myself to walk the cutting edge of time point by point, one thing at a time

I commit myself to use my notebooks, my computer, my ways of recording words/data/information and as this - USING WHAT IS HERE to have a system by which I capture the necessary words, I then make time to process them and take action

I commit myself to use what is here as a living being here with my body and everything around me to be the best I can be, to share more effectively, to constantly make it the best day yet, and to measure my impact by the amount of other people I can support in taking on their full responsibility and living their fullest potential, as this is best for all and my living of this is integrated one point at a time

Enjoy

Day 78 - Life List

Day 78 - Life List

Today I made a youtube video you should watch it here: https://youtu.be/ZDcbCThDbo8?si=4hmv2bSQ6V3uHGfN

It was building on Day 10 - Face the Point

I call it the Life List

Its so simple

Its the real things to do that free you up to walk the cutting edge of time

And go FULL ON

Over years of walking this process I have noticed the tendency where my mind will 'bury' something

So this list is designed to help you face the point

And free yourself from your past limitation

And confront the system within you and thus free yourself up

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the simplicity of making a list of all of the points I hide from, I avoid, I don't wanna look at, or don't know how to look at... and within this - the list becomes a life list because its in front of me, the clear path to live

I commit myself to live the SELF WILL to take the actions to resolve what is on this list

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to make this list more than it needs to be 'in my mind' 

I realize see and understand that as I knock out the things I have avoided, in conjunction with me walking my process, sharing, taking full responsibility, that my life list is there as a reminder that I can be life, walk the cutting edge of time, change rapidly and open up space for new opportunity to enter my life, because I am letting go of the old, and have the opportunity to be here and have life come through me as me 

I commit myself to use self-forgiveness as I look at my life list, and to have real time application to walk through and show myself my strength that I can do the things I have been 'putting off'. What a great way to strengthen myself

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my skill of refining my focus, as my intention as who I am can come through as signal, piercing through the noise, and as I am this signal taking the living actions that are best for all, resolving old uncompleted loops/cycles - that as this completion that I am creating, I thus anchor myself into and as reality as one who is here to create thus establishing self trust and thus amplifying my signal

I commit myself to enjoy the release of the old, to laugh about it, and as this give myself grace and realize the wisdom of "do it now" having the constant forward expansion as self here, one and equal as all

This is how we expand life and allow creation to change - to be best for all

Watch that video at the top

Then make your list and

enjoy

Day 77 - Environment

Day 77 - Environment

Some times my environment gets cluttered, my office, our kitchen, etc.

Especially having 2 little kids, full time running my business, forgetting to eat meals going full on

Having a stay at home wife who makes nearly everything at home

It all can accumulate and there is 'consequence' in the environment. Not in a 'bad' way or a 'good' way, but I see that my environment has had an influence on me, my clarity. Some times when things are dirty I notice myself go into a state of blame and subtle backchat.

I see how it can affect my clarity. And this is not the best relationship with my environment. Thus self-forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to base my clarity on my environment 

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that my inner clarity comes from my walking of my process, my writing, my rebuilding of my vocabulary, my clarity within on who I am and what I need to do daily, regardless of my environment on the outside

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the environment can play a factor and there is a common sense equilibrium to hit where I can take small 1+1 accumulative steps to clean up my room, my home, and to practice the principle of prevention to not make extra problems

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in blame toward my wife when I notice there is a mess in the house, instead of realizing that I can contribute and be a +1, no backchat or blame needed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take my wife for granted that she does the dishes 90% of the time, and to not realize the moments I can step in and help with it where it's practical and I can help

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that my memories from childhood of my environment are still influencing me to this day, and within this I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to pin point and place into words the exact memories of clutter, reaction to environment and to thus be able to purify these memories and create an automatic life-giving environment here

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let clutter accumulate in my home in certain areas and only to move myself when it gets so bad that it's an impediment in me moving/doing thing with a reasonable pace, and within this I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that perfection CAN look like having dishes in the sink, it doesn't mean everything is 'flawless' as I realize there is a space time reality to navigate and there are priorities more important than the environment YET its simple enough that as I walk this self forgiveness here real time I can see obviously there are moments in my day where I can walk past something, pick it up, move it forward, and stay in a state of constant progression thus having this ripple out into all of reality as Self-Responsibility in action

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to hyper fixate on organization and perfection, then also let clutter accumulate, playing the polarity game instead of realizing the best for all balance as the path of self-responsibility  to respect my environment both external and internal, and to stay in motion as when I am moving physically there is no room for my mind to run rampant, its a physical movement that is able to be evidence of how much I can do in a day

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not see the obvious that certain areas like dishes, the kitchen, my bedroom, the laundry room, all of these are my wife's responsibility yet as I can see, and practice the principle of 'give as I would like to receive' I can make genuine progress here, free her up as well to be a better mom and support in our community, and thus I can be for giving and thus perpetuate the flywheel of effective life-giving that we are creating, and that looks like small actions daily when in my self-honesty I realize it can be done

I realize that my environment is a reflection of me, and as I change the outside it can support the change inside

I realize that my inner state will reflect in my environment - thus I have 2 ways I can always make progress to clear up myself, clearing the inner world and also cleaning up the outer world, in the little moments that normally I would neglect, I can use them to stack up the 'positive' accumulation of having a life-giving environment

I realize that a hyper fixation on organization is not needed

I realize that a neglect of objects and thus accumulation of clutter is also not needed

I commit myself to take daily actions where practical to help the environment move forward, to create space for the new and to honor my environment as I honor my inner and external reality

I commit myself to remind myself of my purpose - to change the system - is intertwined with having my own home in order, and the home being in order doesn't mean its 'flawless' rather the coordination of our family, all working together, all maintaining progress in our process and becoming the best we can be, this is the real meaning of keeping our house in order, and perfecting our environment

Now to go help Jess catch up on the dishes in between phone calls where I am out sharing/giving to people to help them actually start this process and change their lives and be agents of change in the world.

Day 76 - Skeleton Structure (Part 2)

Day 76 - Skeleton Structure Part 2

This is putting the 'meat' on the bones of the skeleton so to speak. Its creating life anew. Through words. Hey isn't there something about 'in the beginning was the word', and this is how all form came to be? (More about that in a future blog)

Picking up on where I left off - this is the skeleton structure (below) then underneath it I'm gonna copy/paste it again and write out 1 self-honest forgiveness statement and 1 self-honest commitment statement (as all the self-forgiveness should be). 

I am at daycare

I am in the family room watching the TV

I think 'where is my brother'?

I look in the other room

I feel anxious

I think 'I want to see my brother'

I feel scared

I think 'oh no I am alone'

I think 'I don't know where he is'

My stomach feels like a knot in it

I think 'what if he doesn't come back'

My temples feel flush 

I hold my breath

I think 'I want mom to be here'

I think 'what if mom never gets me'

My eyes start to water

I feel fear

I think 'please make this feeling stop'

I stay on the couch

I feel frozen

NOW here is the Self-Forgiveness

I am at daycare

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not understand that wherever I am, I can cultivate the sense of who I am, and thus being in any environment whether at home or daycare I can be ME FULLY

    I commit myself to be myself fully regardless of the environment I am in, and within this commit myself to live my life so effectively that we can evolve daycare into being a best for all solution where kids don't need to be dropped on in environments that aren't supportive to them

I am in the family room watching the TV

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that watching TV had brain washed me into being a trance-induced zombie in my life

    I commit myself to take responsibility for the programming that was implanted into me through my TV watching - which I didn't know any better then at the time but I do know better now so I will use all my programming and convert it to what's best for all

I think 'where is my brother'?

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to look for my brother from a starting point of separation/concern/fear instead of just looking

    I commit myself to use looking instead of thinking, where looking is a practical real physical application of myself instead of a thought which induces a thought-frenzy runaway train within

I look in the other room

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the looking here now came from a fear-based thought, and thus in each moment now as an adult I can breathe, be here and catch the thoughts that are fear based, and instead just use looking and my day to day living to create the best relationships whether with my brother or with anyone

    I commit myself to catch my thoughts so when I take action from the starting point of a thought, to immediately recognize it, breathe, stabilize and continue to be here one and equal and direct myself in the best way I see in each moment

I feel anxious

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in feeling anxious and not direct the anxiety in a way that was best -- (note to the reader, as a kid I didn't know any better, so I do not forgive myself for something unreasonable, rather this writing is to stand in the present moment, forgive the energetic reactions and now live in a new way that prevents future consequence)

I commit myself to breathe through anxiety, and to see where its coming from, and act in a way that is best for all regardless of the feeling of anxiety

I think 'I want to see my brother'

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a kid my 'wanting' to see my brother was innocent, it was me looking for safety and security to ground myself, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look outside myself for a sense of safety and security rather than my own breath and my own self-trust

    I commit myself to show that I have the real safety and security which is self trust in each moment, and the living awareness to stand in the essential positions in our world where I can direct outcomes so that way others don't need to walk this same point of looking to outside sources, where I can be a resource for others so they can see this within themselves that they can be their own authority, they can regulate themselves, we can all do this as equals through effective self education and effective living

I feel scared

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to react to feeling scared, and within this reaction to judge the sense of fear where I label it as the word 'scared'

    I commit myself to walk through any feelings of 'scared' and 'fear' that are left unprocessed from childhood so that I can stand up in this world fearless and able to direct any situation I find myself in, and thus I commit myself to have gratitude for this process to process my past, to see it in a new 'light' and to act in a way where future children do not have to experience unnecessary fear, and they have the tools and process by which to have a life of clarity and common sense

I think 'oh no I am alone'

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in that moment I was alone, I did still have myself and my abilities to move, and even though as a child I wasn't able to break out of this thought-pattern, now here as an adult I can learn from this and direct myself so even as being 'alone' within myself I am alone yet all-is-one so as I can change me, this supports the change for all which is the real purpose I am here to live

    I commit myself to realize that I am alone, yet all is one, so thus we are together alone able to live this in the best way instead of reacting to it

I think 'I don't know where he is'

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to think 'I don't know where he is' from a starting point of fear

    I commit myself to be ok with not knowing everything, yet as self-trust I can always direct myself and figure out any situation to create the best for all solutions to any problem

My stomach feels like a knot in it

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my stomach 'in a knot' sensation is my nervous system experiencing stress

    I commit myself to support myself to breathe during any moment of stress and to live in such a way where I can help convert the stressors of our planet into a life-giving system where distressing situations are prevented as much as possible, and we can learn through enjoyment and alternative ways instead of stress/trauma/limitations

I think 'what if he doesn't come back'

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in the pattern of catastrophizing and making things a worst case scenario

    I commit myself to see each situation for what it is and within that as I observe the situation within myself realizing that I can define each relationship and point in my life in a way where it is a +1 accumulation of life - no matter what it is I can convert any point into a +1 for life if I approach it in awareness, with patience and tenacity

My temples feel flush 

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my physical body will give me signs that are interconnected physically, mentally and that I can use my body as a cross-reference to understand myself better

    I commit myself to use my body as a cross-reference, and to learn from each situation to become even more stable and effective in my walking of my process

I hold my breath

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to hold my breath 

    I commit myself to use my breath as the constant source of life in-flow and out-flow thus never being stagnant, always able to move and direct and create

I think 'I want mom to be here'

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for wanting my mom to be there, as a child she was the primary source of comfort for me and thus in this situation I didn't have her there, and couldn't articulate myself so here and now I can let this go and act anew

    I commit myself to re-parent myself and to be the best parent I can be to see how I can raise my kids to be 100% effective confident co-creators of reality, and to act in a way where I can help change the entire world so all kids can be at 100% effective capacity

I think 'what if mom never gets me'

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to hold onto this fear of 'what if my mom never gets me' where in that moment I can see how that thought would be there but here and now I see how I can direct myself in any situation

    I commit myself to be present, to stop the 'runaway thought train' that turns everything into a catastrophe and to calibrate my mind, my body, my living and my relationships to create a role model family of what is possible so that more and more families can create supportive environmetns 24/7 for their kids, and to redefine adversity from something that legitimately harms/holds back a child, whether intentionally or unintentionally, to living adversity in the best way which is adding words to a child, where a child can prove their effectiveness, overcome limitations and develop strength without having to walk through consequences

My eyes start to water

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that tears are a physical release for the body and this was my body attempting to support me to release the fear build up

    I commit myself to understand my body and how I can physically release stored up programming/experiences/trapped energy so that my body can be a pure vessel/temple for life to come through unadulterated/unfiltered

I feel fear

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to feel fear and react to it, instead of allowing it to pass through me and use it as a learning experience

    I commit myself to welcome the fears where I can thus process them, and to clearly understand for myself and for my kids and for all - that danger and fear are two different things - danger is something that actually has consequence, and needs to be avoided, which makes sense. Fear is a glitch that comes from separation from life and is a denial of self-trust and self-understanding, where fear creates neuroticism - and thus I commit myself to help the world understand this and over time to walk fear out of existence

I think 'please make this feeling stop'

    I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that self-forgiveness, breath and physical application is the ultimate way to 100% remove the feelings that hold us back

    I commit myself to educate the world on how the mind/feelings/emotions and limitations work, so that we can unlock our best expression as individuals and as humanity

I stay on the couch

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to associate the couch with comfort yet a fake comfort, a freezing and an abdication of movement

    I commit myself to in any moment where I feel stuck or like I am resonantly wanting to stay stuck/stay put, to breathe and assess what makes sense and to move - no thinking/overthinking needed just practical living and movement thus creating WAY more in my life and being able to prevent future consequence

I feel frozen

    I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my nervous system went into 'freeze' mode, and as this freeze I had accepted and allowed the fear of the unknown, until here no further

    I commit myself to prove to myself I have no more fear of the unknown as I can trust myself and I trust that in each moment I can act in a way that is best for all, to assess consequence and determine the effectiveness of my actions, to create a better and better life for me, my family, my kids, our community and ultimately the world so that way we don't need to time loop on fear, we can just get to sharing and enjoying our 'share' of life here

Final step - now its on YOU the reader to do this

Pick a memory, use the previous day as an example of how to do it

And just write

It doesn't have to be 'perfect' rather its a 'muscle' you can build

really its your self-will/spark of life as a being coming through

And as you 'forgive' programs effectively, its a conversion of the energetic program which was stripping away your body/life force/being, and converting that energy BACK into substance, thus you have more power, more ability to create and thus together we have the will power and capacity to change our world.

So what are you waiting for? Just do it

Day 75 - Skeleton Structure Writing

Day 75 - Skeleton Structure Writing 

For context on how we can walk the cutting edge of time, but it requires dropping the story in our head- Listen to this podcast: https://x.com/beselfperfected/status/1997686423697363307

Picking up from yesterday's blog where I opened up righting through writing, this blog will help understand WHY its so important to write specifically

The cutting edge of time - the leading edge of all reality is possible to influence, its done through breath and righting/writing accumulation

It requires giving up the story we accept and allow

and here is the way you can dismantle the mind-constructs that hold one in place in limitation

The story we accept and allow is what got imprinted into us within every single word, concept and memory we ever integrated. Until we take self-responsibility for every aspect of ourselves, we will be at effect and in limitation

So here is a very helpful was to drop the old story, and to knock out big chunks of our programming

This is called a skeleton structure and it helps with identifying core resonant patterns we have

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For example - this style of writing helped me to realize how I would get stuck in my business with my outreach efforts, but it was tied back to an ollldddd memory of back in the day when I wanted to play with a friend, and I called him multiple times, he never returned my call, and in that moment I accepted an entire pattern/character of being neglected, thus I created a pattern where I neglected myself

I also had memories of me faking being sick to get out of preschool, but that exact pattern of 'avoiding' being in a system, would show up in me sabotaging myself in my own system that I use to help me grow my business

Or memories of the first time I had a breakup, how that was still playing into my relationship to this day, and my marriage improved

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So this is a way of doing the self forgiveness writing that is very specific and can be helpful in ways you can't yet imagine. DIP Lite explains the foundations and then DIP pro goes more into it but ultimately I got this style of writing as the skeleton from a specific buddy of mine who was able to walk me through it and cross-reference my writing. You reading this will need to use self honesty and I cannot commit to reading your blogs to give you feedback unless you are really determined then DM me on facebook I can see some general patterns and where you may be deceiving yourself in it. Really good writing will become self-evident and your life will obviously change because you'll act different.

So for the skeleton structure: 

I'll lay the frame work in this blog and give more examples over time but this writing process is life changing, its still within the context of self forgiveness and self correction

But its more specific than doing a general rant and can be more helpful if there is a deep point that one keeps looping on

Step 1 identify an area of struggle - for example lets say I keep looping on fear of the unknown

Step 2 breathe and slow down, ask what is are my core memories of fear of the unknown (or whatever word you chose)

Step 3 identify the earliest memory with a strong 'charge' to it

Step 4 breathe, stay in the slowed down physical presence state and write out in PRESENT TENSE now line by line the 'snapshot memory' of what happened line by line (Example below)

the physical reality of what happened

the thoughts

the feelings

the emotions

the backchat (inner conversation, if any)

Step 5 go back through each line and write out one fully effective line of self-forgiveness under each line, and then a commitment statement to live 

Step 6 Live it and realize life is not about 'updating your story' its about dropping the story, and being here, living your commitments to create the conditions that are best for all

Step 7 - repeat the skeleton structure writing with other core memories and/or the most recent experience you had with the memory

Reminder - one must be in a state of full self-responsibility and self-honesty while doing this, its easy (especially early on) to delude ourselves in self-forgiveness, which is why DIP lite is essential for the ground work

Example:

I am at daycare

I am in the family room watching the TV

I think 'where is my brother'?

I look in the other room

I feel anxious

I think 'I want to see my brother'

I feel scared

I think 'oh no I am alone'

I think 'I don't know where he is'

My stomach feels like a knot in it

I think 'what if he doesn't come back'

My temples feel flush 

I hold my breath

I think 'I want mom to be here'

I think 'what if mom never gets me'

My eyes start to water

I feel fear

I think 'please make this feeling stop'

I stay on the couch

I feel frozen

Now that's the skeleton ^

Next is the forgiveness continued tomorrow where I'll take the exact structure and copy + paste it and do the self-forgiveness writing in it

Notice how it starts with a physical action

Then my mind started with a thought, and it 'snowballed' into more thoughts, feelings, emotions and eventually the physical outcome which was I stayed frozen on the couch.

Its important to go line by line because each line is literally how our structural resonance plays out. 

Do DIP lite to really unpack this but I see that it makes sense to have more reference points out there for everyone walking the journey to life to see this and use this - it is extremely helpful

Day 74 - Righting Through Writing

Day 74 - Righting Through Writing

Read the self-forgiveness out loud

This one is a mind-bender

Here to help YOU bend your mind to the best for all trajectory

Isn't it interesting that the word Writing and Righting are the same sound

And Writing in its 'highest form' is the righting of oneself. Taking responsibility for one's words

The 'wrong' we have done, actions we have done, beliefs we have held that need to be forgiven to right our relationship with ourselves and thus to all

I enjoy doing the daily writing within my blog because it is a commitment I've made to bring forth a point of realization, and done in the format of self-forgiveness it allows for the reader to actually have a breakthrough and a potential opening they can seize for themselves through the forgiveness, the realization and the commitment

Now within this I want to get into the specifics and empower more people to take on writing

DIP Lite is where I learned this. This free course taught me more in 4 months than I learned in 4 years getting my degree in psychology.

And then over years of doing this and getting support from other people on the journey to life I discovered the process called a skeleton structure which I'll write more about tomorrow

For now let's do the self-forgiveness on writing/righting and my intent is to get the being within you to wake up and see the mess we have all allowed and right our relationship with and AS reality, through writing and ultimately living the words

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize I have layers of programming held within me that can be interpreted as words and thus as the author of my life I can be the authority to rewrite the code of my programming and take the old programming, see it for what it is, forgive it and commit to a new way of living thus righting myself through writing

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not define right and wrong for myself

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to doubt my own ability to deem something as 'right'

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to see the word right within the definition of common sense - as the specifying of any point, any thing in my life and/or in the world, and to specify my understanding of it and to think/act accurately within my relationship to it - starting with the word right and the 'right' definitions I can use to empower myself  to right myself as this word

right

1. free from error; especially conforming to fact or truth: the correct answerthe correct versionthe right answertook the right roadthe right decision
2. appropriate for a condition or purpose or occasion or a person's character, needs:
3. in or into a satisfactory condition: 
4. make right or correct
5. anything in accord with principles of justice: 
6. precisely, exactly
7. in an accurate manner: 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear 'being right' out of the implied responsibility of thus making a judgment call and then being accountable for the consequences that can flow from this

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe its easier to just participate in moral relativism and believe its not possible to deem something as 'right' or 'wrong'

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in nihilism believing that there is no point or meaning to anything

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the very fact we can discern what is not best, which is anything abusive - where it violates the golden rule of 'give as I would like to receive', this is an obvious first principle by which we can operate and begin to work out for ourselves what is right

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in laziness believing its too much work to right this all/write this all out, and thus be ok with a mediocre life where I just accept the world as is and let the abuse continue

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to miss the obvious that writing out starting with deciding my principles by which I will operate, and from there to utilize the skill of effective ranting (through words written specifically), and thus as this foundation I can begin to use my writing as a support for me to map out my mind and my life and begin to stand as the author/authority and write out what I stand for

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to hold back my words out of a fear of the consequence of standing for something real

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize for myself what righting through writing can mean in its utmost best expression over years and years of application - where I see the common sense that self-forgiveness and living commitments is a way to change myself - and thus as this fact I can either use this fully and dedicate myself to this process or I can time loop and miss the whole damn point of being alive here, staying a consciousness zombie

I realize that writing was not effectively taught to me as a kid, I just used writing as a way to participate in the system, learning in school how to be a good cog in the system

I realize that righting myself was not taught to me as a kid where I grasped it fundamentally - the golden rule, give as I would like to receive, and thus evolving the system of the world, and the system within me as my mind/thoughts/emotions/feelings/characters to align every single part of this so that it reflects the principle of 'give as I would like to receive' and this is possible through me righting myself THROUGH writing

I realize that over time as I do right myself it is verifiable by others that I am acting in a way that doesn't produce negative consequence for others, and in actuality my words become alive and expansive in a way that supports and strengthens those also aligned with these living principles, as the principles are in alignment with life itself

I realize that my writing daily is part of me taking care of myself, just like I eat, bathe, and care for myself consistently, just like I invest time and presence into my relationships that are important to me, writing is my way to process through my mind and be able to change the script by which I live

I commit myself to right myself so that in every situation I can stand as the living example that all can see I am living the principles I have committed myself to live

I commit myself to become even more effective in my writing so my words can act as a key to lock in to people's minds, where the words then twist and help open up the being inside to break through and break out of this consciousness mess we have allowed, yet each one will have to decide this for themselves who they are, who WE are, my words can be a support to make it more obvious and make it easier for one to go faster as they take their own journey to life

I commit myself to see what's possible, to really push the cutting edge of words, sequencing, syntax, neologisms, vocabulary and the practical application of LIVING words as the true education, serving as the roots of the tree of life so once and for all reality can be built on the principle of LIFE as oneness and equality

More on writing tomorrow as I'll open up the skeleton structure to help each grasp the value in writing daily, pulling apart our past and re-formatting ourselves in the best way so we can open up new opportunity to change ourselves and change our world