58 - The Path of Self-Responsibility

Day 58 - The Path of Self-Responsibility

Note - read the self forgiveness out loud

For so long I had depended on the system fully

I had outsourced my responsibility to the system/god/something else outside myself

For example as simple as this - I have a CPA who I trust to help me with my accounting. For years I didn't actually try to even understand my business numbers and tax strategy.

Another example - I would take my vehicle in to get an oil change, not realizing that it was something I could easily learn to do

Another example - I went to school for 4 years to try and learn psychology instead of building my own self-directed education

All of these are examples where I would outsource my self-responsibility

Its not to say there's no value in the system. But when I don't understand it... I outsource my self-responsibility

It's like outsourcing our forgiveness to an IDEA of jesus/god/spirituality

Instead of point by point, examining everything, thoroughly absolutely forgiving ourselves, layer by layer, until the SELF realization and SELF expression emerges

Some will react to this. 

But its really our destiny -- to understand this point

Self-Responsibility is the way through the 'eye of the needle'

Jesus came here preaching self-responsibility, a relationship with life itself, treating your neighbor as you want to be treated

This is timeless common sense wisdom

Our fucked up programming then twists it into ideas ABOUT it instead of the actual point

And for myself - I had resisted self responsibility subconsciously because as a child I didn't have an effective vocabulary to CREATE reality fundamentally.

I went through school (outsourced) 

I got entertained by the media (outsourced)

I looked to health experts like doctors and dentists (outsourced) instead of understanding it myself

Now that I have this process of writing self forgiveness and the tools to reprogram myself and build my vocabulary, I can *over time* become unstoppable

And support the group of us who also do this, to ultimately change the system by creating a new better version of inter-relationships within and as our world... starting within... as the starting point of self-responsibility

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize there are 2 paths in life - the path of outsourced responsibility and the path of self-responsibility

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to judge my past, my past actions, my past circumstances, and within this judgment - really hold the word BLAME toward my past, wherein self-honesty, the past is the past, it was what it was, NOW I have directive power here as who I am, so what matters is who I am in this moment and as I expand forward

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to resist self-education, because I went through school which programmed me to be obedient and get good grades, instead of actual fundamental vocabulary building to comprehend the world and who I am within it

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the root of education is educare - which means to lead out = educare → ex (“out”) + ducere (“lead”) → “to lead out.”

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that education is me leading myself out of the past, and within this requires 100% self-responsibility as my ability to assess, to respond and within this I have power. Not for the sake of power alone, because power that is imbalanced creates a time-loop to inferiority/superiority thus infinite cycle of entrapment, but real power as common sense as oneness, equality and a balance of what is best for all - the real power, as then we as collective self-responsible individuals can coordinate and create a new level of what's possible for ALL to benefit instad of this 1% 99% dynamic we had accepted and allowed

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize all of the 'wins' I have already stacked up as self-responsibility self-educating with stacking up the skills of how to speak, how to learn, how to move myself, how to influence, how to build business, how to navigate the system and also how to live, how to raise kids and be married within common sense principle - and this is still just the beginning as the expansion is taking place here in the placing of these words here for all to read

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in the same way that as a kid - one learns to tie a shoe, by hearing the vocabulary, mimicking what the right steps are, this is the same way one learns how to change anything in life, its a sequence/process and when followed correctly with pure understanding, the outcome happens as life has laws that govern outcomes - as I align with this - I can create more and more effectively, and I can use failure as a guide/feedback to self-perfection and self-enlightnement

I realize the path of self-responsibility takes more effort initially but is worth it long term

I realize the path of responsibility may be resisted by some, but I can walk the cutting edge, visibly live the principle of self-responsibility and thus be the best I can be so that others can see an example and we can figure this out together, as individuals

I realize that there is value in writing out all the areas of my life where I had outsourced responsibility and to create a practical plan where I can be self-responsible where it makes sense, and where I can still outsource where it makes sense - for example I am not going to try and learn how to generate power to get electricity into my home, that would not be a wise use of my time in the context of my purpose - yet I will make sure my kids understand how power works, how electricity and circuits work, how power is generated, how to do it in the best way, so as they grow up they can find their point in the collective world system and direct it in the best way - as when they have vocabulary of all things, they will not resist learning - they'll be able to see where they can take self-responsibility and create maximum leverage to move the world forward as what is best for all because they understand everything and realize they can learn anything 

I realize that self-responsibility is freedom

I commit myself to walk the path of self-responsibility in a way that benefits all, as I can share my findings and also support the others to share their findings so we can take responsibility over time for the entire system

I commit myself to use breath as a tool to help me stabilize when confronted with challenging situations where I must learn and grow

I commit myself to be grateful for feedback as information to inform me where I am effective and where I am not yet effective

I commit myself to show that the real purpose here on earth is to learn how to work in space-time reality, to prove who I am (and help each one prove who each one is) to assess consequence and determine the outcomes that are best for all. This is the reason why we are here, and I commit myself to understand real enjoyment and fun comes from this starting point of purpose and reality