Day 15 - Energetic Debt

We live in a world that is debt-based

Our money is printed and loaned out - and immediately interest is owed on it

But this isn't just money

From a spiritual perspective, we are 'born into sin'

On a personal level, we look for the energetic highs through experiences, having fun, relaxing, taking a trip, drinking, smoking, doing whatever we can to experience that 'peak' and release from the stress..

Only to feel drained again after

Yet.. unless we address the root causes underneath.. we are trapped in a cycle of debt and repayment, physically and energetically

What is the way through?
Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prioritize feeling good over anything else

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to use the concept of 'YOLO' as a justification for living in a careless way

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take actions and design my life around the 'week' and the 'weekend' time systems, where during the week I work, and on the weekend I want a break, yet by the time monday rolls around I feel drained from the weekend, wanting it again to be Friday.. not actually LIVING each day

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to build up the pressure within me of stress of daily life, of doing tasks, of thinking, of planning, but within it I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize I have my breath and I have my principles, which can serve as a filter for the stress and keep me grounded here

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to see my life as a game where I want to get 'ahead' and be 'profitable' by having positive experiences and avoiding negative experiences, but trapping myself within the very cycle I wanted to transcend

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if the experience consumes me, then its a limitation, YET if the experience or occasion - such as going on a trip, enjoying time relaxing at the end of the day, all of this is not 'good or bad' it simply matters who I am within it. Is this something actually supporting me? Or is it a delay-tactic that eventually creates even more energetic debts

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the transition to make is from a debt-based system to a creative-based system, this goes for me energetically, for our world together how the money system works, and also how I prioritize my life and what I focus on.. I am a creator, there is an entirely NEW level of what's possible, by me remaining here and clear instead of looping on the desire to build up pressure/stress and then need a 'release'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to obsess over being 'debt free' for myself only, not realizing that the actual solution is to solve the problem for everyone, not just myself

I realize that I have been conditioned from childhood to design my life, my thinking, my emotional wellbeing, my priorities, all on the system of 'work all week and enjoy the weekend off'

I realize that this is a multi-year journey of correcting myself, moment by moment to live a life where the PRESENCE in the moment is what truly matters, as the presence is me as life able to in the moment see what is best beyond my thinking or feeling

I realize that thoughts and feelings, if undirected, will be the chains by which I imprison myself and never actually change

I realize that the change happens by chaining together moments at a time of doing the BEST thing as a creator, and the more I do this, the stronger I become, until over time my entire life is a reflection of being a creator, and this is reflected back to me in the world

I realize that debt and repayment is a cycle by which we can trap ourselves as humans

I commit myself to show that the real value here is LIFE and living

I commit myself to show that together we can re-envision what's possible for the systems of our world YET it starts internally with each one and enough of us figuring this out together

I commit myself to show the common sense that each moment, whether the most 'happy' or the most challenging, each moment is an opportunity for me to show myself who I am, and that is REAL happiness.. me showing myself that I am able to stand up through anything and direct the situation to be the best it can be.. this is Real Living

I commit myself to align myself and the others who are committed to changing the system, so we can break free from the debt cycle. This is fundamental to the principle of what is best for all, is re-envisioning the system to what is possible, and getting this implemented over the current and next generation

I commit myself to show that the way through the debt trap is to realize I am a creator, I can produce value, I can share tools that are of value and be fairly compensated for it, and utilize my money and efforts to support LIFE and the growth of this new creative-based system. Over time as we accumulate enough people, resources and a coordinated network, we can implement the shift in culture, politics and law so we never again trap ourselves in the energetic/money debt-based system, rather we learn from it and grow to a level we have never before seen possible