Day 28 - POV (Point of View)

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

Over the past few years this concept of "POV" also known as "Point of View" has emerged in the collective consciousness

What an interesting point to unpack and correct

Because right now the typical POV is 'look out for myself only'

Yet... where does this lead us?

What does our POV look like if we keep only caring about ourselves... 

Will we even have a world worth living in over the next few decades?

What if we change our POV and make it best for all?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the point of view of my ego to run rampant, prioritizing my self-interest over anything else

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to neglect the gift of having a life, of even having a POV here as a human being, where I had come into this world and corrupted what's here through participating in patterns of neglect, abuse and destruction

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every day the collective consciousness is a rampant entity of programs that is evolving into new vocabulary such as POV and other slang, that actually gives us an indicator into what we are all accepting and allowing

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to redefine POV to realizing that I am here as LIFE itself, embodied in one point as my human body/being, yet made up of trillions of cells and interconnected with everything in totality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that who I am as a being is one who is able to create the BEST out of whatever situation I find myself in

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that all of us have our own point of view, and we can honor our differences yet create common ground as we are all in this together

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that part of the reason certain people or artists are fascinating to me is that they have a unique point of view, and I can learn to work alongside and coordinate each of our points of view, so we can have a collective view of the world and sort out what's going on here

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my point of view is dependent on my vocabulary, as my vocabulary is HOW I see the world

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that it is essential for us to create equal vocabulary, equal understanding if we seek to have a common point of view that can actually benefit all of us

I realize that point of view is an inherent part of our reality, where each of us are localized as one individual point YET within the greater context of the whole

I realize our collective and our individual vocabulary will be our imprisonment OR our liberation

I realize that the collective consciousness has words that emerge, and there is value in reflecting on and redefining these words so the words are LIVED in alignment with what is best for all of life

I realize that my point of view has changed as I have been walking my journey to life, and as I continue to speak self forgiveness and share, this supports others points of view to evolve and expand to see all of life able to emerge here

I realize that my point of view was sculpted through the system to trap me in self-interest only, missing the fact that what's best for all is actually best for me as well equal and one

I commit myself to refine my point of view through purifying my words and sounding self forgiveness every day

I commit myself to share my point of view so it may help others expand their point of view to transcend self interest

I commit myself to expand my point of view to incorporate the language of the collective consciousness so each word may be defined and used in a way that supports life

I commit myself to utilize the point of view of others so I can see what they value and support them to realize they can achieve what they want in life provided its in alignment with what is best for all life

Day 27 - Resistance

 

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

Resistance

NOUN

1. the action of opposing something that you disapprove or disagree with: he encountered a general feeling of resistance from many citizensdespite opposition from the newspapers he went ahead
2. any mechanical force that tends to retard or oppose motion
3. a material's opposition to the flow of electric current; measured in ohms

 Resistance is a force we grapple with, especially when attempting to change ourselves

And what we resist tends to persist

I notice resistance manifest internally in many ways

Sometimes its a feeling of lethargy, other times its a feeling of fear, other times its a logical-sounding story of justification I tell myself when its something I realllly resist doing yet I can justify why I should delay on doing the thing

All of it - a limitation I had accepted and allowed...

Thus...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how much resistance has clouded my mind, and hindered my actions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that resistance is a force within, its a blockage energetically and physically of my internal circuitry going haywire as I calibrate myself to a higher level of operation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist living my best life

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to resist the principle of doing what is best for all

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist living self-honesty, to boldly look within in every single breath regardless of what may pop up and what I may find

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in fear of myself and the fear of loss of my idea of myself, and let this fear accumulate as a resistance pattern to change

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the resistance will strengthen when I give in to the resistance

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that when I do make the decision in the moment to breathe and walk THROUGH the resistance, that I get stronger, my 'action muscles' get stronger instead of atrophying

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist things that are outside my pre-programming, and to give IN to this

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to use resistance as a guide, as a clear indicator of where I need to look and what I need to walk through in order to actually liberate myself beyond being a robot obsessed with staying in my comfort zone, abiding by my internal emotional state..

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use energy as my motivation, to try and hype myself up so much that I feel the surge of power to overcome resistance, when in fact I am missing the foundational piece of change which is to remove the resistance and will myself to the best decision, trusting the accumulation of my strength of walking forward regardless of circumstance

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make the resistance 'so big' in my mind that it feels impossible to change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in 'mind-tiredness' as a way to give in to resistance as a point of change is evident, and I use the excuse of feeling tired or drained as to not step through, despite the evidence that I have many times felt the tiredness, breathed and taken action anyway and broke THROUGH the point, and actually got back to stability and 'wakefulness' thus proving to myself that the resistance was just an inside job created within my mind to stay in my pre-programmed design

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself by giving into resistance, instead of seeing the strength that emerges from my walking forward through resistance, and within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to understand that as I walk through resistance, this has a resonant affect on others and thus my change helps the others around me to change through me living as an example of real change

When I notice myself participate in resistance, I will stop and I will breathe

I will ground myself in my body and see the solution of stepping forward

I will remind myself that I choose the commitment to strengthen myself and show myself what is possible

I realize that the strength I get from walking through resistance is one of the most valuable assets in this human life I can ever have

I realize that resistance can function as a GUIDE of where is actually worthy of my focus, if I resist it, I will FACE it and change the pattern

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that resistance, like in electrical engineering, is a force of blocking the flow, and that is not something I am willing to allow anymore

I realize that what I resist will persist so in the moment I can let it go in a breath and live the commitment to walk through it

I realize that the ability to focus and persevere through the journey even as resistance arises, this ability is what I would like to see in myself and in others and so I walk this as my commitment

I commit myself to show that resistance is merely an inside job in my mind, and my body and being as self expression as LIFE can come through and be me as greatness embodied as a living word in each moment

I commit myself to transcend my pre-programming even when I resist taking the action

I commit myself to strengthen my body-being and mind, as I calibrate myself to live the best life for me and for all

I commit myself to honor my body, to strengthen my body, to use activities like lifting weights, doing physical activity as a way to strengthen my body and thus empower myself to consistently walk through resistance and limitations, not allowing any room for the bullshit thoughts to accumulate rather to stay in the focused flow of creation

I commit myself to prove that I have overcome resistance, even if I resist this commitment I see it makes sense and this is my living commitment

Day 26 - Self Perfection

Perfection is awesome. Imagine you are making a dish of food for your friends. Don't you want to perfect your recipe so it can be the best experience as you share the meal?

Imagine you have a hobby or a skillset you see is truly valuable. Don't you want to perfect your craft/your technique?

So don't you also want to perfect your SELF? 

And don't you intend to become Self-Perfected? Where your application of yourself is EVIDENCED and 100% clear to yourself and others that you HAVE perfected yourself?

Yes it's ongoing, yet standing as the end result. This is the way through.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the word perfection

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make perfection an idea instead of a practical living in each moment, living to my fullest potential

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that perfection is the same as perfectionism

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my mind and imagination are able to conjure up ideas and pictures of what I think reality COULD be, yet if I am not careful with this ability, I end up conjuring up delusions of thinking 'how things should be' instead of seeing practically what is here and what CAN be possible

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that perfection of self implies perfection of the world, meaning to create the best possible conditions always

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize this is a 7+ year journey to life, working through every single program and character within, YET I can prioritize the core points much like the 'domino effect' where I can remove core points that remove many secondary attached programs 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that perfection of my self involves walking through my conscious, my subconscious and my unconscious mind, layer by layer, not letting myself get stuck in the 'surface level' but confronting the deep points at their core through self forgiveness, self commitment and creating myself anew

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that self perfection is the perfection of every word in my vocabulary so that the words are defined and lived in the best for all way

When and as I notice myself participating in imperfection I will stop and I will breathe

I realize that in moments where I fall short, where I don't do the best thing, I have a moment to learn and failure is a way of instruction

I realize that holding my self and my relationships within agreement, including the agreement of self-perfection that this is necessary as we are interconnected and I can't achieve this just 'on my own'

I realize that Self-Perfected is the group to to unite those walking the process of self-perfection

I commit myself to prove to myself I am living the word self-perfect

I commit myself to use my breath and my constant application to show what is possible for a human being to perfect themselves

I commit myself to raise my kids within the principle of self-perfection, helping them develop perfectly, meaning to be their best in each moment, to assess consequence and to direct ourselves in ways that are best for all life

I commit myself to stand in the face of others who react to the word perfect/perfection and to help them redefine the words from a 'mind-based' definition to a 'reality-based' definition

Day 25 - Purifying Our Relationship with Social Media

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

As I have grown up I can still recall the days before cell phones.

I see how this little device has become a mind control weapon

The dopamine spike is insane, the curated algorithms are ridiculous, and if I'm not intentional this phone will fuck me up through my own acceptance and allowance

Social media has become mind control, yet it can be a tool for liberation, ONLY through reprogramming this.... thus... Self-Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the mind control of social media

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the psy op that is my phone in my pocket ever ready for me to interact with, yet I have brought this on myself

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed the brain rot of participating in cheap dopamine hits for a temporary fix, sacrificing my most precious resources - my time, my body, my mind, my focus and ultimately my life

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as I use my phone I can stay in breath and thus be the director

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize how blue light and cell phone technology is engineered to trap my brain states into a reward-seeking mode that never gets me the real reward of living here and creating the best life

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to see the CELL phone jail CELL that is an imprisonment of myself by myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame the big tech CEOs for engineering these weapons and dishing them out to the world

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe I am inferior to big tech and the creations, not realizing that it IS me, I have become the big tech, through acceptance, allowance and accumulation of my focus into this alter-reality of scrolling and consuming

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the transcendence of 'good' and 'bad' as a reaction toward social media, and my judgment of it - that this transcendence is possible through realizing who I am and educating myself into utilizing this tool as part of the infrastructure by which I can build in the real world, to use social media to unite the right people to create systemic change

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can become so effective at speaking and interacting with others, that I can be MORE effective than the algorithms and the phones that hijack our collective attention, and I can support people to be educated to transcend the addiction

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to live the word gratefulness with my phone, with my social media and with my access to the world, where I am one click away from the entire world, and as I am GREAT FULL I can use everything that's here to direct myself and direct the world in the best way, day after day until the change is here

When and as I notice myself being unintentional with social media, I will stop and I will breathe. I will ground myself in my body and direct myself as a creator

I realize that the mind control only works through my acceptance and allowance

I realize the gift of social media is here as a way for earth to be interconnected

I realize that part of creating the world to be best for all IS utilizing social media, phones and the internet to distribute ideas, to coordinate and create together

I commit myself to use social media as a tool to create the best world possible

I commit myself to take practical steps each day to engineer my efforts and consistent application so that I have the best relationship possible with phones, social media and the internet

I commit myself to show that each day I have sections of time I can allocate, I have 6 hours to sleep, 12 hours to live my purpose intentionally, and another 6 hours to do whatever I see in the moment I would like to do. There is always enough time... Its about intention in each moment and accumulating the best focus

I commit myself to use social media to coordinate those who are here to restore balance harmony peace and equilibrium to the world

I commit myself to create the best posts on social media, interact in the best ways through social media, yet also to be a living example of REAL LIFE and what it means to be a human, to connect 1-1 and in the physical, as this is what life is really all about

Day 24 - Your Wish is Your Command

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

There is an audio series called 'Your Wish is Your Command' and it has helped me in my life progression yet it was a training that I would use to justify many limitations. 

This is not a fault of the audio - this is a result of me having ineffective vocabulary and reasoning ability, trapping myself in a limited understanding.

In the audio there is an explanation of Law of Attraction, that when one actively chooses to feel good now, and one engineers their life to be one where they feel good, they will thus attract more things that cause one to feel good

I have had many moments of realization of how Law of Attraction works, and have seen many positive experiences in my life, thus allowing myself to give merit to this. And its not 'wrong' its just not seeing the full picture.

While this is helpful to understand things like Law of Attraction or how to focus my mind, and that what I focus on I can create... if my starting point is off, it will not actually be the best outcome. 

I find that generally for myself and most people - if I feel good I tend to be more effective, yet I had used this to justify my actions and choose the easy thing over what is best for all.

And I've also had VERY clear evidence of times I didn't choose the thing that felt good, but I chose the best option, and ultimately I am eternally grateful for making THAT choice instead of going based off of my feelings which were pre-programmed anyway to keep me enslaved to the desires of the system in its current form

Within this all I get to live the principle of 'investigate everything and keep what is best'.

This training is helpful for learning how to succeed IN the system, as law of attraction is a force in our world.

Yet - I'm not here to only succeed in the system, I am here to change the system

I realize that while Law of Attraction is the realization of the oneness of reality, where what I focus on will grow, if I don't check my starting point, it is able to be abused to the neglect of the principle of Oneness AND Equality. 

The elite of our world for centuries have used concepts like Law of Attraction, feeling good and effectively focusing thoughts.. YET it can be used to the detriment of others. 

Thus - Self Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prioritize 'feeling good now' over taking self responsibility to direct every situation within stability

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prioritize feeling good without realizing the detriment of how limited my emotional biases had made me. What am I basing my 'feeling good' on even? My pre-programming... Which is not actually helpful.

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that feeling good is an outflow that one can experience, not a principle worthy of living by

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to fear that if I live by the principle of what is best for all, that I somehow won't feel good, when in reality it actually produces a lasting sustained feeling of happiness knowing that the outcomes of what I am doing is creating a situation on earth that is actually supportive to everyone

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every time I have made the best choice, sometimes the thing I really didn't want to do, that there is a benefit in this beyond prioritizing how I feel

It's me maturing as a being, not just prioritizing my own wants needs and desires, but prioritizing common sense as what's best for all

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to fall for the trap of wanting to 'feel good now', not realizing that actually doing the best thing in each moment to the best of my ability, being willing to PROCESS OUT the negative in my life and in our world, that this will produce the outflow that is best, and accordingly what I RESONATE will thus resonate with more of the same beyond the energy games of the law of attraction

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to prioritize my own desires over that which is best for all, holding this old system in place where I can justify not doing certain things because it doesn't feel good

I realize that there is power in realizing the oneness of reality, that what I focus on will tend to materialize

I realize that feeling good now is an OUTCOME that I can enjoy but not a worthy priority

I realize that the Law of Attraction is trumped by Oneness and Equality as what is best for all

I realize that I can investigate everything and keep what is best

I commit myself to use the Law of Attraction and the ability to manifest reality within the context of FULL self responsibility to thus change reality to make it best for all, to investigate myself every last part and decide, what am I accepting and allowing, and what will support me in my journey to LIFE

I commit myself to calibrate my emotions and how I feel to what is best for all

I commit myself to use the current system to change the system to ensure every child can thrive, that we have a money system where all life can be a life of dignity

I commit myself to utilize the power of visualization, effectively focusing and utilizing the oneness of reality, to also bring about the EQUALITY of reality where each human life matters and can be honored by redesigning our system to ensure it is best for all

I commit myself to purify every last program and word within myself to purify what I resonate and thus what I create equal and one, so we may unlock a whole new level of reality where all are EQUAL and realize we are equally CREATORS

Day 23 - Everything is Connected

Day 23 - Everything is Connected

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

I was reflecting on the fact that everything is connected.

It's something we can overlook

But its also one of the most phenomenal inspiring aspects of our lives

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as separate from the world

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the earth is one body, and each human is a cell of the body, we can work together in a whole new way we haven't yet previously done

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the separation comes from my mind, and self forgiveness is the way through this illusion

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the morphic fields are proof of our interconnection, as seen in animals flocking together, or slime molds working together where a group intelligence forms, or the mycelium network connecting trees in forests. This oneness is already here, all around us, it IS us, I just missed it for too long

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that breathing and staying in my breath all day, this allows me to live the present moment as life itself and in this silence I can see what I need to do to stay aligned and support the best outcome for all as oneness

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as this oneness I can create and influence reality with my actions, my thoughts, my words and my deeds, yet within this there is a responsibility as a creator to be wise in my actions because what I create in others I create in myself

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to see the value in community coming together in person, as in person there is a synchronization that happens where each person resonates, each person interfaces with one another, and this creates an entanglement that lasts from this point onward

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the phrase 'mastermind' as coined by Napoleon Hill was an attempt at explaining the spirit of harmony amongst people working together, having fun, enjoying community, yet this had been used in a way that MISSED the real point of equality. Oneness is not enough, its also equality that is necessary otherwise we trap ourselves in limitation

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to miss the common sense of oneness AND equality, both equally important aspects of reality where no human is fundamentally more valuable than another, we are equal through our very substance and one as a whole unit

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am not worthy of oneness, that somehow I am less than the others

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as I live fully, and access my full potential, and support this with others, this allows for more pathways to open up collectively for others to realize who they are

When and as I notice myself participating in separation I will stop and I will breathe

I realize that breathing connects me here as all of reality

I realize that thinking is a trap by which I separate myself

I realize that as the silence I can SEE within me, and see what are the next points to move forward

I realize that humans coming together with shared purpose has a power to it that I was not aware of previously in my lifetime

I realize that its important to prioritize working together as oneness and equality as a living principle, and as this we can unite the world, 1+1 over time

I commit myself to live my best life so that others may also live their best lives

I commit myself to understand the morphic field and how humans are interconnected

I commit myself to be the change I wish to see in the world

I commit myself to focus on breathing instead of thinking, and keep myself free and working toward the solutions that benefit all equally as one

I commit myself to enjoy the interconnectedness, and leverage the fact I have already entangled myself with some of the best people ever, aligned in purpose, and to lean on this as a source of strength and continue to grow the community of those of us realizing what matters here on earth

I commit myself to turn the tide collectively on earth so we create this planet to be the best it can be instead of a living hell for billions

I commit myself to establish heaven on earth through wisely creating systems that honor life - specifically the way we educate kids, what we value as a culture, how we approach business, money, politics, science and every aspect of life

Day 22 - We Got Schooled

Maybe this is an American reference - the phrase 'you got schooled'

Here's the definition from Urban Dictionary

Or put more elaborately by Noobtastic 

It's interesting because the slang cuts through the noise and gets right to how the people ACTUALLY communicate and see the world

So getting schooled means to be humiliated, taught a lesson the hard way

And this my friends is what the Rockefeller/Prussian Model School System did to all of us

Yet we are walking around, programmed by this very system to defend this system..

Thus, self forgiveness is necessary

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe the school system is needed for society to function at its highest level

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how the schooling system is designed to force children into indoctrinated thinking and behavior, for 8 hours a day for 12+ years of our lives creating us into obedient servants of the system

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to my peer group I had established at school, prioritizing fitting in and 'getting good grades' over common sense self-development

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that society has been run for centuries with the understanding that 1% understands how the system works, 4% are the managers of the system, and 95% are the cogs in the machine

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resent the school system and thus limit myself and not actively create the solution

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify the school system because there are many well-meaning people inside the system, great teachers, people who truly mean well, YET its a systematic process designed to fit kids into a box for a world that no longer exists

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to understand the history of the schooling system and how the elite have benefitted from this system while the masses have struggled, thus all of us have not lived up to our potential

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that there is a community of renegade educators with a comprehensive solution, ensuring every child can have an equally effective vocabulary and that this is the solution to the education system epidemic

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the first 7 years of a child's life are when the key systems are laid down, and the primary influences in a child's life will have a lifelong impact on that child whether they are setup for success or not - YET - this can be changed with the right tools

When and as I notice myself see the schooling system - and have any thought except for 'we can solve this' - I will stop and I will breathe

I realize there is a group of individuals dedicated to solving this

I realize there are ways to ensure each child is a genius

I realize that education is the backbone of the world

I realize that as an adult I need to re-educate myself to be extremely effective

I commit myself to be part of the change of the education system

I commit myself to help parents create a game plan to effectively raise their children instead of just handing them off to the school system

I commit myself to show education can be life-giving instead of life-draining

I commit myself to help the re-education of humanity to create the best possible outcomes for all

Day 21 - From Consumer to Creator

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

I've recently re-watched the Century of the Self and continuing with my blog from yesterday.. this is the way through to being a creator instead of consumer

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the label of consumer

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I can go from consumer to creator

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the total obsession of consumerism, where I find my self worth and enjoyment and happiness tied to buying things

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that advertisements are brainwashing tools constructed by corporations to make me feel incomplete unless I purchase the product advertised

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use social media with the starting point of consuming

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that when I buy something it will provide me with lasting happiness

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that each dollar I spend is able to be an investment in creating what is best, instead of a reactive decision to try and fill a void within me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the century of the self to be the programming of the self-interest, valuing self interest ONLY above creating a world that I actually want to see for myself and my kids and for all people

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make consumption more than it needs to be, instead of just a practical part of life such as consuming food, consuming resources that can serve as the input, where I can then process the input and CREATE from it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the discomfort of being a creator instead of a consumer

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a self image and identity of my self as a consumer instead of being a creator, here able to build things in reality instead of sucking the planet and my life force dry

When and as I notice myself participating in the consumer program I will stop and I will breathe

I realize that the consumer program was intentionally integrated into society in order to fuel the economy

I realize that consuming things is not good or bad, it simply is an aspect of life and I can intentionally consume with the starting point of being a creator

I realize that I can create with my life and I can create a system where consumerism is a thing of the past

I realize that each dollar I spend can be an investment in the movement of creating a world system that is best for all

I commit myself to use my money and my life to create the best possible outcome for all

I commit myself to consume wisely

I commit myself to see every social media post as fuel by which I can transform the words and images into something that is life-giving

I commit myself to see shopping, malls, the entire economy as an infrastructure that is here and that can be converted into a life giving system that honors the principle of what is best for all

I commit myself to use my body and mind to CREATE instead of consuming my body with my mind as the mind is sourced from the body and within this I commit myself to show that a mind calibrated to what is best for all is the only mind worth having 

Day 20 - Awareness, Reactions, Consuming and Creating

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

I've been wanting to write about this next point for awhile and now this is the perfect time to open this up

I write my blogs for the people who are walking the process of going from unawareness to AWARENESS

What this means

Consider all the moments of the day where we just react

It could literally be from the moment we wake up - alarm clock, then coffee, then social media, then our mind is already feeding us thoughts.

One thought leads to another

We consume these thoughts and it pulls us OUT of awareness

The whole system of thinking, and entire chain reactions of thought.. this is so automated. 

Then the thoughts generate feeling, and it grows and then already we are in a type of 'mood' about the day

So what's fascinating is that this exact pattern of falling out of awareness, the 'fall from grace', this is the same core pattern of consuming.

Our mind feeds us a little tiny thought, we take the 'bait' and we fall out of awareness

The thing is - we have spent the majority of our lives - especially after age 7 - consuming the bait from our minds, building entire architectures within (systems within) of STAYING in reaction, staying in unawareness, just automated consumption mode... 

Then we wonder why we feel so drained? 

And we wonder why in the world we see ourselves building systems that are sucking the planet dry of resources...

It's all interconnected

We are going to start dismantling this

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So honestly... how much of our day is lived in awareness?

Are we breathing, aware of each breath?

Are we present and directing?

Or is it a 'pinball machine' in our mind with thoughts flashing around at 200 miles per hour?

Take a deep breath and really consider this...

How much of life are we in AWARENESS, breathing, present, equal to the moment, one with what is here?

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So to my original point I opened this blog with - I write these blogs for all of us who hold the intention to live in awareness, instead of the automated unaware reaction patterns within

Yeah its easy to be aware when our daily life is calm, when we got enough sleep, when things go smooth

But when we are faced with challenges, those moments also matter, because when we can live in awareness and direct ourselves in new ways, this is where change happens

When you can feel the discomfort and feel the reaction come up and REAL TIME breathe through it and still direct yourself... THAT is the change

These reaction patterns are systemized within ourselves, in layers of our mind.

I consistently write in my blogs about changing the system - this starts within.

Directing ourselves in awareness.

And I write these blogs to support this

So the next point to open up is the concept of going from consumer to creator

Because what is the consumption pattern based on?

Our mind consuming the thoughts that pop up

Our mind consuming our body

Our mind consuming the world

And for what? 

Isn't there a better way .. so we can actually LIVE?

To be continued

Day 19 - The Point of Realization

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

We have collectively bastardized the word 'realization' and 'realize'

We say 'oh I realize this' but in actuality its a mind-based feeling, not an actual REALIZATION that is made real and verifiable to all.

Time to forgive the point and open up a whole new level of realization equal and one.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to REALIZE what is important in life 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that my rate of realization is important in life. If I only have 1 realization a month, vs having multiple realizations per day and constantly being created… this is a very different life trajectory

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allow myself to definie realization as - to make real - to implement actual change that is aligned with what is best for all reality 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allow myself to equate a feeling of temporary Insight with a lasting realization 

I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allow myself to realize that in the modern world with all of the quick dopamine fixes, I have mistaken a feeling of insight with an actual lasting realization 

I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allow myself to realize that there’s a structure to realization, and it begins with self forgiveness and then self realization, and then a self commitment to make that realization REAL 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to be willing to go all the way with realization, where my realization is verifiable by myself and others to prove it FOR REAL

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allow myself to ignore the fact that humanity desperately needs to realize what we are accepting and allowing and my part I play in this is my own realization and supporting others to realize where we are effectively living and where we are falling short

I realize that realization means to make real in a verifiable way for myself and for others 

I realize that realization is awareness and understanding structured into reality in a way that is life-giving

I realize that without realization humanity is doomed to repeat the same cycles that we have before, living in separation and destroying ourselves, not seeing the fact we are one and equal 

I commit myself to support myself to continue to realize the best life possible for me and for all equal and one 

I commit myself to realize the change of how we educate ourselves and our children where the real goal is to realize the best reality, not just to get a quick fix of dopamine

I commit myself to help as many as possible to realize how powerful one human can be when working in coordination with others sharing the same principles 

I commit myself to realize self-perfection 

I commit myself to bring forward points of realization every day 

I commit myself to live the dedication to seeing a realization come through - where it takes space and time to manifest the realization. Its not always an instant moment. It’s sometimes weeks or months or years, this is the self honesty required to realize the best world. The change can happen in a quantum moment yet the consistent application is required until the point is realized and thus automated 

I commit myself to support myself and others to realize our best purpose in each moment 

Day 18 - Life is Not a Game (Part 3 - Conclusion)

Day 18 - Life is Not a Game 

As always read these out loud otherwise it'll just be a mind game with no real physical power behind it

The past few days I've been writing about game theory and the fact that Life is not a game. We have enslaved ourselves into believing the game, believing the more money I make, the better my survival chances, the more shit I can buy blah blah blah

Fuck that. 

I realize I can enjoy LIFE, the wonderful things that are here, YET I do not need to fall into the trap of the game

I can clarify who I am in each moment.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allow myself to realize there are two types of games according to game theory, there are infinite games and finite games

 

An infinite game is where the rules are vague and there is no clear end. The goal is to continue playing the game. 

Example - being healthy or having a great relationship - the goal is to keep expanding it. There is no end point per se.

I find a game is where there is clear rules in a clear end , clear winning, and losing

Example - sports, political campaigns - the goal is to win and defeat your opponent

Within this...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allow myself to not realize that changing the system to make it best for all is actually an infinite game because even upon changing the system, there will be factors at play that require the principle of prevention to be adopted where we can be proactive and ensuring the system stays the best it can be, ever expanding

For example - we create systems so effective we ensure every child is rescued from sex trafficking. The principle of prevention is that we create a system so effective that we ensure no child is ever sold into sex trafficking again. We never regress back.

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my brain and mind had been hardwired for goal-seeking, which can be labeled as a game, yet doesn't need to be. Where the goal/reward/punishment system can be released, and principle can be the baseline I live by

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself did not realize that the gamification of our society has poisoned our minds into seeking reward and attempting to avoid punishment, creating a wake of destruction 

I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allow myself to realize that the only real reward is the expansion of the principle of what is best for all as life - that is the reward in itself. It is the journey and the destination, and once realized this is better than any 'winning of any game'

I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allow myself to realize that there is a time in place for games and it’s able to be fun, yet the starting point within each moment, no matter what I do, the starting point is what matters

When and as I notice myself participating in the dichotomy of win versus lose, I will stop and I will breathe

I realize that in life - valid action is one that supports all of life winning 

I realize that any time I harm another I harm myself and limit myself

I realize that game theory, well it sounds clever, is a justification pattern of separation and it is just a theory 

I realize that to take game theory to its common sense conclusion would actually mean that a win win-win is required, call it enlightened self interest, which implies you actually care about what is best for all life because you realize fundamentally that you are part of everything there is no separation

I realize that human nature can change through self forgiveness, self commitment, and aligning ones vocabulary and principles to what is best for all

I realize that this journey will take time and it is worth it 

I realize that I can use my brain and mind, my reward/punishment system I was programmed with, to use it to transcend it

I realize that I must stop the war within if I want to see world peace 

I realize that to create true prosperity for all we must re-envision how we relate to each other, and how we relate to ourselves WITHIN ourselves

I commit myself to play my role in creating the best world starting with myself yet equal, and one influencing those around me to unite in principle 

I commit myself to redefine game theory as the constant dedication to find the 1+1 win win win solutions as life and that counts as a point and I will enjoy the dopamine/reward of getting points for this, but I don’t do it because the dopamine it’s just a nice outflow AS I transcend the old systems within me

I commit myself to change the system so that it honors what is best for our life realizing that this is the infinite game, able to last forever in eternal expansion when done correctly

I commit myself to expose every last part of myself that cares about my self interest over what is best for all, and to correct every last program so I can be a living example of the world I want to see