Day 59 - "Living My Best Life"

Day 59 - Living My Best Life

Read the self-forgiveness out loud

There's this phrase that floats around online, typically its a picture taken of a peak moment and the caption is 'out here living my/our/their best life' something like that

And while I enjoy seeing that now break into the collective consciousness... 

I wonder what the life looks like when it doesn't have an Instagram filter on it, or in the 99.9% of the other time when that person is not making that piece of content

This has been an interesting path as I've used the internet to spread this message of self-forgiveness, self-perfection, creating the world to be best for all, and doing my best in fully earnest to live my best life

And I know how fuckin hard it is hahaha

There are the moments (early on) where you have that thought of 'giving up' just 'go back into the system'

There are challenging moments, unexpected things happen

There is the system as well that will attack, the system in peoples heads where they see you act different and they attack your character and attempt to smear your reputation, whether through gossip or to your face

And there is the resistance one feels to actually stepping out of the matrix, seeing what you GENUINELY want to create, what WOULD be your best life, and to be bold enough, to live the word COURAGE to get yourself walking in that direction. Its a process to do. 

So this 'living my best life' idea is taken by the system to look like someone basically being on vacation, having fun, carefree etc.

For myself - because ultimately it all comes back to self-honesty, I can see that living my best life is a blend of various factors, but the underlying bedrock of the entire foundation is my set of principles I stand as and the agreements I've made (based on living these principles)

Because even though I am just one person that is enough, as I live my fullest expression, that supports the others around me to live their best self truly

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to become disgusted with the system, how everything that is good and pure in the world had been corrupted. Fake food, fake characters, fake conversations, fake social media, all resulting in a mediocre shit existence for all of us, and within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the anger and annoyance I have seen with seeing how fucked up the system really is, that that anger can be used and converted into support to change myself, or I can loop in it and burn myself up. The choice is mine and the choice is for each of us to make as when one has awareness and sees the insanity of our system - like the small example of 'we have enough food for all of us' yet kids are dying every day from hunger... this is insane and thus me living my BEST life is in the context of this fucked up system, I can't ignore this system

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not reconcile the extreme of how atrocious reality is for so many, and even for myself in my mind where I commit atrocities on my own self through self judgment, self hatred, self neglect, beating myself up, going to war with myself, this is all an internal process that I can release through self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application over time, so that way I can live my best life - not as an idea or theory - or just in a moment when I 'smile for the camera' but a fundamental LIVING my best life in each moment, in the challenges, no matter what the external situations are, I can convert anything and direct it to what is best for me and for all

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in the thought of 'doom' that the world is so doomed I just gotta survive for myself and 'live my best life' like with the emphases on MY, within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize its gotta be all caps -- LIVING
MY
BEST
LIFE

Wherein LIVING is the day to day breath by breath application of standing here within the moment, as the moment, directing the situation within self honesty and self responsibility, fully living the best I can

MY where my means my part of the whole, I am one with all and equal with all, and thus as an individual expression of all, this is MY life yet within self-honesty it is ME as Equal as ALL, where if a single kid still goes to bed hungry, or a single kid is still sold into sex trafficking, I am not honestly living MY best life, because they are me in another life, and I can actually do something about it, therefore I commit myself to realize the I/MY words are living words of the collective, and I can do MY part and really see what's possible for one human AND a group of people to do as equals here dedicated to changing the system so its best for all

BEST meaning in self-honesty and common sense, looking at what is best in the situation, wherein what would create 0 negative consequence for all life involved. And this is something we figure out together starting with realizing we all have basic human needs, and we can and need to create systems that allow our needs to be met - starting with education is the point I see is best for me to focus on, and uniting the community that cares about this, to take the action and resonate this into the world

and LIFE meaning the substance we are - the thing that was given freely to us - to honor this in a way where no bullshit at the end of the day if I were to die and look at my life, being the judge of my life, I could say - You actually cared, you deserve more of this, because you cared about life within yourself AND all equally.

This is the way I see Living My Best Life is possible

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a child we have a pure life expression of innocence, and over time the system had corroded this in us, yet with having children now and having enough support and community, we can support the kids to retain this life innocence expression AND have the worldly wisdom through building vocabulary so the kids can show us what's really possible as they live their best life - reach out if you want examples of this - we have a community of genius kids living their best life

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to equate 'living my best life' with just getting rich, being able to travel, see the world and fuck around - this is not truly living our best life because one knows DEEP DOWN that someone has to work to clean that pool you swim in, someone has to be in that kitchen, working long hours so you can eat your room service. Its not to say we can't have these things... but who are WE within it, are we going to just accept a system built on modern-day slavery to money and debt? Or are we here to WITHIN THIS to change it all, make the best of every day and ultimately re-invent the system so its best for all

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as I've walked the journey to life, its the red pill, and I can't untake the red pill. Even if I try and suppress it, even if I try and ignore it, its here as truth and the truth cannot be stopped. The red pill is the awareness that self-perfection is possible, that we can thus perfect the world, by figuring out the dynamic balance as equilibrium that is best for all and through a real LIVING education, having a full grasp of language, creation, human dynamics and the mind + system its actually possible

I realize that living my best life is up to me. to SHOW what that looks like, in the 'happy' moments and also through the challenging moments - all of it matters, and to share from my real practical application of using these tools and this way of writing to stand as an example of what it looks like to live my best life

I realize that living my best life is so fun and such a gift that me as LIFE will be FOR GIVING to share this with all who can hear and all who will listen

I realize that 'living my best life' is not some future idea/picture in my mind, it is in each breath, am I living the fullest potential IN THIS MOMENT in my self honesty. Am I going in the direction of being on 'team life' and being my best self? ridding myself of the fears, doubts, limitations? Or am I time looping, spiraling only to fall on my face...

I realize that there is a finite amount of time I have in this life - and every day I delay on truly living my best life, walking this process - is a day that goes by and it actually gets harder

I realize that its easier to just take it one point at a time, to use the support of the group and to be my best self daily because as I walk this it makes it easier and more possible for others because I can be a reference point of support and there is a group resonance effect

I realize that because there is a finite amount of points to walk through - its not infinite - that this is also a reason to be glad and find a way to enjoy the moments as much as possible, because we CAN get it done

I commit myself to confirm that I am living my best life in all ways to the fullest extent

I commit myself to embrace the forgiveness of when I fall short - to give myself grace YET within self honesty get myself back up and keep walking and sharing

I commit myself to show within living my best life, even if others get triggered by it, over time its a seed that is planted and it will sprout within them so they can have the self-honest moment of 'who am I?' and thus begin the process of seeing who they will be in this world.... because if we think we are only here for a 'temporary experience', versus we are here as custodians of this earth and we can take responsibility to create a world we would like to be part of, we would like to come back to, THIS is the real purpose here. 

So let's live our best lives and create the world to be a place we would be honored to come back to

58 - The Path of Self-Responsibility

Day 58 - The Path of Self-Responsibility

Note - read the self forgiveness out loud

For so long I had depended on the system fully

I had outsourced my responsibility to the system/god/something else outside myself

For example as simple as this - I have a CPA who I trust to help me with my accounting. For years I didn't actually try to even understand my business numbers and tax strategy.

Another example - I would take my vehicle in to get an oil change, not realizing that it was something I could easily learn to do

Another example - I went to school for 4 years to try and learn psychology instead of building my own self-directed education

All of these are examples where I would outsource my self-responsibility

Its not to say there's no value in the system. But when I don't understand it... I outsource my self-responsibility

It's like outsourcing our forgiveness to an IDEA of jesus/god/spirituality

Instead of point by point, examining everything, thoroughly absolutely forgiving ourselves, layer by layer, until the SELF realization and SELF expression emerges

Some will react to this. 

But its really our destiny -- to understand this point

Self-Responsibility is the way through the 'eye of the needle'

Jesus came here preaching self-responsibility, a relationship with life itself, treating your neighbor as you want to be treated

This is timeless common sense wisdom

Our fucked up programming then twists it into ideas ABOUT it instead of the actual point

And for myself - I had resisted self responsibility subconsciously because as a child I didn't have an effective vocabulary to CREATE reality fundamentally.

I went through school (outsourced) 

I got entertained by the media (outsourced)

I looked to health experts like doctors and dentists (outsourced) instead of understanding it myself

Now that I have this process of writing self forgiveness and the tools to reprogram myself and build my vocabulary, I can *over time* become unstoppable

And support the group of us who also do this, to ultimately change the system by creating a new better version of inter-relationships within and as our world... starting within... as the starting point of self-responsibility

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize there are 2 paths in life - the path of outsourced responsibility and the path of self-responsibility

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to judge my past, my past actions, my past circumstances, and within this judgment - really hold the word BLAME toward my past, wherein self-honesty, the past is the past, it was what it was, NOW I have directive power here as who I am, so what matters is who I am in this moment and as I expand forward

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to resist self-education, because I went through school which programmed me to be obedient and get good grades, instead of actual fundamental vocabulary building to comprehend the world and who I am within it

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the root of education is educare - which means to lead out = educare → ex (“out”) + ducere (“lead”) → “to lead out.”

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that education is me leading myself out of the past, and within this requires 100% self-responsibility as my ability to assess, to respond and within this I have power. Not for the sake of power alone, because power that is imbalanced creates a time-loop to inferiority/superiority thus infinite cycle of entrapment, but real power as common sense as oneness, equality and a balance of what is best for all - the real power, as then we as collective self-responsible individuals can coordinate and create a new level of what's possible for ALL to benefit instad of this 1% 99% dynamic we had accepted and allowed

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize all of the 'wins' I have already stacked up as self-responsibility self-educating with stacking up the skills of how to speak, how to learn, how to move myself, how to influence, how to build business, how to navigate the system and also how to live, how to raise kids and be married within common sense principle - and this is still just the beginning as the expansion is taking place here in the placing of these words here for all to read

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in the same way that as a kid - one learns to tie a shoe, by hearing the vocabulary, mimicking what the right steps are, this is the same way one learns how to change anything in life, its a sequence/process and when followed correctly with pure understanding, the outcome happens as life has laws that govern outcomes - as I align with this - I can create more and more effectively, and I can use failure as a guide/feedback to self-perfection and self-enlightnement

I realize the path of self-responsibility takes more effort initially but is worth it long term

I realize the path of responsibility may be resisted by some, but I can walk the cutting edge, visibly live the principle of self-responsibility and thus be the best I can be so that others can see an example and we can figure this out together, as individuals

I realize that there is value in writing out all the areas of my life where I had outsourced responsibility and to create a practical plan where I can be self-responsible where it makes sense, and where I can still outsource where it makes sense - for example I am not going to try and learn how to generate power to get electricity into my home, that would not be a wise use of my time in the context of my purpose - yet I will make sure my kids understand how power works, how electricity and circuits work, how power is generated, how to do it in the best way, so as they grow up they can find their point in the collective world system and direct it in the best way - as when they have vocabulary of all things, they will not resist learning - they'll be able to see where they can take self-responsibility and create maximum leverage to move the world forward as what is best for all because they understand everything and realize they can learn anything 

I realize that self-responsibility is freedom

I commit myself to walk the path of self-responsibility in a way that benefits all, as I can share my findings and also support the others to share their findings so we can take responsibility over time for the entire system

I commit myself to use breath as a tool to help me stabilize when confronted with challenging situations where I must learn and grow

I commit myself to be grateful for feedback as information to inform me where I am effective and where I am not yet effective

I commit myself to show that the real purpose here on earth is to learn how to work in space-time reality, to prove who I am (and help each one prove who each one is) to assess consequence and determine the outcomes that are best for all. This is the reason why we are here, and I commit myself to understand real enjoyment and fun comes from this starting point of purpose and reality

Day 57 - FULL ON

Day 57 - FULL ON

Read the self-forgiveness out loud

I have noticed that if I am 99% 'on' vs 100%, there is a big difference

By ON I mean - my intention, my focus, my 'energy', my presence

For example, if i'm 99% present with my wife... she can still sense it

There is something magical about being 100%. No back door, no plan B

I was talking with my wife over the past 2 days as we come to the end of the year and looking at our intention for this past year which was to Break the Matrix

By 'the matrix' I mean the pre-programming within ourselves and within the world. It starts within and ripples out into the world

And within this we saw the one final point we were missing was really making it FUN

Sometimes I can get so serious about the world, about the state of things, about how important it is to live this life fully

And without enjoying it fully, without having FUN within it, I can get trapped and limited

So for 2026 my phrase is FULL ON

Part of that is having FUN while doing it. Showing up every day - being intentional - really utilizing everything I've set up in my life from my daily schedule, to my responsibilities, having the people around me as well where we work as a team to make the changes we want to make. 

Building local community, building my business, speaking out more, getting invited to new groups and new opportunities... All of this requires me to be FULL ON

And in a way that is self-honest and sustainable, a way where in my self honesty I don't burn myself, rather staying here, staying CLEAR throughout it all breath by breath

What a fun task. And this is perfect because it will be coinciding with the 7th year of me walking this process. And its a 7 year journey to Life. How fitting for Mitch's journey to life

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to resist going full on

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to use my past definition of going 'full on' as a reference point, where I had been so 'full on' with people that I would at times be overwhelming and piss people off

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to associate going full on with being in a 'peak state' not realizing that there is a full on even in relaxing and being present with my kids for example where its a recharging rejuvenating experience

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to fear going full on as though I would become a target for others to react to me and want to 'tear me down', within this I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that because my starting point is clear - to stand in the shoes of others FULL ON as well, that I can stand as them and as myself and direct myself in the moment as self trust, so its not an 'antagonizing' or 'polarizing' relationship with others, rather a genuine equality and oneness relationship and thus create effective agreements with others and LIVE them real time because the agreement is LIVED and its powerful - 2 or more in the name of LIFE and we can create a whole new level of reality

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to backchat about 'what will others think' and be a policeman in my own head, monitoring my own behavior, instead of seeing FULL ON the feedback I get real time from others, and to see what is real support, support that helps the other to go FULL ON in their own living journey as well

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the word vanguard helps me with context as to what is my responsibility - uniting the change makers of our world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that real self-forgiveness means going full on, as 100% genuinely forgiving myself and letting go, and I've done this forgiveness enough to realize when its REAL and when its a mind-bullshit point where i'm not fully facing the point

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to dupe myself into believing its easier to go half-way, when in reality its easier to actually just fully live it, and to learn from walking the cutting edge of process

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize a full-on breath is a way I can stay anchored and grounded to direct myself as self trust in every moment, if I am breathing and HERE, I have awareness to see in the moment the solutions as they open up constantly, as life is constantly presenting the opportunity for the highest potential in each situation and thus I can be full on as who I am

I realize that its infinitely more exciting to live life as full on, because it allows me to stand equal to the lowest point I am accepting, and to support the solution, thus as the 'lowest points' are resolved, such as the deep dark points I don't want to look at, as that is resolved, it frees up space for 'new heights' to be reached

I realize that the more I remove the blockages, the more power I have to create

I realize that as I live FULL ON, it supports openings for others to see and be strengthened as everything is connected and the world is a giant morphogenetic field, where the '100th monkey' effect is how we can unleash collectively and experience a new level of reality because we physically create it through our collective resonance and action

I realize going full on with my blog is a key piece to the equation

I realize going full on is simple, its breath by breath being here, living the principles and assessing in each moment what is best, applying myself and having fun while doing it, the fun becomes a natural outcome of me actually living

I commit myself to go FULL ON

I commit myself to find the others who have that life spark and desire to go full on in their process

I commit myself to be an example for others to see what FULL ON living looks like

I commit myself to help others go full on

I commit myself to make 2026 my best year yet, and to prepare for it here and now by living full on, as the date and calendar is just system time, yet its in all of our collective programming so I can use the programming for whats best to ultimately support a full on evolution of the world to be the best it can be

As I am fully 'on' meaning the life pours through me fully from my being as my body equal and one, through my mind, my words, my living - this becomes an anchor point for the world to also go full on as life. If you want to understand this more and be part of it let's connect

Day 56 - Who I Am

Day 56 - Who I Am

I have a big mission. I am here to change the world. No bullshit, I am genuinely here to change the world. I have to preface it because everyone reading this has a mind that was programmed, and will react to this phrase 'change the world' and think its either 'impossible' or there must be some 'ulterior motive'

But what if its actually just the straight up truth?

I see the world is fucked up. We STILL have wars going on. There are 20,000 kids a day currently dying from preventable causes. We have the big-tech oligarchy trying to build data centers and create the most seductive AI that will entertain and stupefy billions of people if we are not careful. Chat GPT is already dumbing people down....

So yeah.. I'm here to change the world

I'm here to make it the best it can be 

Now within this - I post a lot on social media

I have been posting a lot for the past 6 years

There was awhile there we had that covid fiasco

We also had multiple election cycles in this time

And as a man who is here to change the world - really to unite all the world changers so we can coordinate - I posted a LOT.

I had some awesome memes, many videos, we did many podcasts with Self-Perfected

And quickly I learned what it meant to go against the narrative

We had one episode that was hilarious we called it 'DeepFake Chopra' because we were highlighting that Deepak Chopra pretends to be all spiritual and enlightened and then he was actively attacking anyone who wouldn't get that experimental jab. 

That episode got us banned from youtube...

Then around this time as well, I was making many social media posts about the common sense that - no one is coming to save you, so we need maximum self responsibility as equals:

1 - Men gotta learn how to get rich and use this money for purpose

2 - Families should look at taking full responsibility with their kdis

3 - Just complaining about the government or politics isn't gonna do shit

4 - We should come together and find common ground, not be so divisive

5 - Our political system is extremely broken, fraud and corruption run rampant

6 - The freedoms we allow to be taken will be ones our grandchildren never knew existed

7 - You should PERFECT yourself before you wreck yourself

Somewhere along the way I pissed off some people

For example one time I made a video after there was a news story of a local school having a gun threat. I said 'Hey if you don't want your kid to be in an environment where they're subject to that - reach out I have a solution!'

And woah woah woah - proposing solutions - especially while someone is emotionally reactive - that invites a whole host of people to attack.. 

Insane.

I would get nasty messages on social media, I got comments and people (that I still can't tell if they're real or fake).. 

And in that moment I realized something...

WHO I AM matters

I need to KEEP sharing

Not from a starting point of 'needing to prove myself'

But rather because -- if I were them in another life - I would want to hear the common sense come through

I commit myself to stand in the shoes of all people - and to understand them, and to express myself and what I've come to realize 

So together we can create a better world

The whole 'better than' and 'worse than' dichotomy is so stupid

Its us all as equals

And its why in many of my posts I say 'reach out lets connect' because if someone honestly and in good-faith wants to connect and understand me, let's connect! 

And over years of this - initially when I really spoke out - one of the first big posts that pissed people off was there as a photo of Pharrell wearing a dress on a magazine cover, and it was titled 'the New Masculine' lol

I made a post saying 'This is not the new masculine' 

and holy shit hahaha you would have thought I was instigating world war 3. 

Really think about this - this is important to understand:

GQ or whatever the magazine, they are paid, and they exist, to keep the system in place. To keep the current form of the system in place. So they post their 'take' on things and what they see as valuable. It's them 'having the right to their opinion'

So I also post that I disagree. Men in a dress is not masculine. It's feminine. Literally that's feminine by design, and its confusing. And especially now when many people are confused, looking for purpose and some semblance of reality, now if they start cross-dressing, don't expect yourself to be taken seriously in a room of men, or by women who want a strong man, if you show up in a dress, you miss the whole point.

A man is one who can protect and provide. A man is FOCUSED on creating the conditions to help others thrive and be their best. Claiming that a dress does this is missing the point of what a man does, and its actually insidious because it programs the younger generation to care about that kind of thing.

Why doesn't GQ put on their magazine 50 stories of people genuinely trying to change the world? Why don't they highlight people who are solving world problems? Oh wait... because its entertainment and they know what they're doing.

So for ME. I have have many times I've had to confront this question - WHO AM I?

Am I going to just allow the world as it is? Hurtling toward this weird techno-feudalistic dystopian future where its somewhere between 1984, idiocracy and the matrix?

Or am I here to play my part, and unite the others - to genuinely CHANGE the system by changing ourselves, because the system is within each of us after all

So I will continue to share

I will continue to confront limitations, within myself and others.

I will continue to be open to connecting with people. 

I will continue to show that it's possible to raise brilliant principled kids, and that with the right tools and the right planning, any family can replicate this

I will continue to share Self-Perfected because its the culture here to change the system 

I will continue to get better and better at showing how vocabulary, programming and resonance is the core aspect of ourselves that either keeps us stuck, or keeps us in the positive forward momentum of creation

And I will help people SEE their time loops/patterns, and those brave enough to be self-honest, courageous enough to stand up and change, I will unconditionally support them in the way I have been supported. Because I am grateful beyond words for what I have learned over the past 6 years.

My life has improved 1 million fold, my relationships and family, my financial situation, my impact, my community, my inspiration and motivation, all of these joys, truly enjoying life - this has all emerged from me taking this journey to life

And because Who I Am - I will never give up. I will share, I will become more effective in getting my message out there, to be a magnet for the others here to be part of the change so we can walk together as equals

So this is who I am...

Who are you? 

I dare you to write it out at least for yourself - who you have allowed yourself to be, what you forgive about yourself, what you realize about yourself and ultimately who you commit yourself to be. And let's connect because I'm here to help and I'm here to hear what YOU have to share

Day 55 - Rigid

Day 55 - Rigid

Read the Self-Forgiveness out loud

Today I was looking at the word 'rigid' it came up from a series of conversations I've been having recently with many of you who read this. My wife and I noticed specifically there will be moments where one of us will react in a split second, and 'rigidify' 

For example I went over to my neighbors house to check out this sprinter van we will be using for an upcoming trip. When I got home I brought up some details about it to my wife. She made a simple comment about something SO mundane, such a tiny detail, but in the moment and how she said it, there was something in her tone that I reacted to and I became 'rigid' for a split second.

Notice how I said this ^^^

Something in her tone that I reacted to

Not 'she made me react' -- that's some bullshit. I am 100% responsible here. So even in that MOMENT (as my awareness has increased from walking this process) I saw a split second of me being rigid in my expression, wanting to then close myself off from her - so I voiced it. I said 'Hey woah I got triggered right there and I don't even know why its kind of funny, I think it was something in your tone'

I felt like I needed to be RIGHT in the conversation. Even though there was ZERO benefit to me trying to be right. She was literally trying to express the best seats to keep in the van and which ones to remove. Technical details but this just shows how the mind works.

We can get triggered from a single tone our partner (or anyone) uses, and it activates a memory and an entire character-inner-architecture of programs. Then we can become RIGID in that moment.

I was aware, so I was flexible in the moment and didn't stay rigid.

But the point remains. This rigidity is how we totally fuck ourselves over in life.

We end up being these rigid people walking around like we have a stick up our ass. 

Wild expression I know but actually. Being rigid in our expression, limiting ourselves... such a sad fact when we have so much opportunity here to EXPRESS ourselves.

So thus Self-Forgiveness..

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the fact of being a human being, there are certain facts about how our body and mind works that we are subject to - for example our brain will crystallize in certain ways based on the stimuli presented to us, whether it be tones, words, images, symbols, energy-levels, etc. And this stimuli is stored in us starting when we are in the womb.. and FROM this we get rigid in our expression

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to crystallize my identity into 'self interest' and 'always wanting to be right', thus becoming rigid and now allowing my flexibility in expression to come through

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to hear the quote/analogy 'a strong tree will bend but never break' and within hearing this, I hadn't fully applied it to my life - as nature is a great teacher where I see the trees around me like the willow tree for example, it bends all over in the wind, but is extremely strong, where a rigid tree snaps when faced with the stressors of life

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take seriously this quote 'be firm in your principles yet flexible in your expression' and within this I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to live my agreement as principles as what I stand as with the understanding that the stand doesn't mean be rigid and inflexible in it, it means to move AS these words in my living and expression, as a living word is dynamic and flows as sound as all as one as me - this is mastery of creation and only possible when one is firm in their principles yet flexible in expression

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as I develop myself within my process, my awareness expands, and I will have moments of opportunity where I can see myself 'fall' out of grace, I can see myself go into a mind pattern, and in those moments there is a BRIDGE to get out of the rigidity of the old pattern

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that in life dynamic tension is here as a fact of how structure holds, for example I have a skeleton of my body, my spine, my bones, all of these structures 'appear' to be rigid but upon further investigation one realizes they are dynamic, moving, operating from the principle of 'tensegrity' which is tension + integrity

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to be rigid in my language, holding my crystallized understanding of words within my flesh, that was causing outcomes I didn't like, and within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that living words are able to be REDEFINED words, where in the moment I can use the sound yet imbue it with my intention and willpower to create a NEW outcome and new potential resonance, and these words become living seeds to create the change in my own life and my environment

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to be rigid in my understanding, believing that my world-view must be right, that my beliefs are valid, and that I am 'going to be right', failing to realize the only valid guide point is assessing common sense as what is best for all, and being flexible in each moment to figure out what that is within self-honesty and agreements with others. This is the way through, from our broken rigid crumbling current system - to the birth of the new world that is also here simultaneously. This is going from rigid - to the bridge - of the new world.

I realize that as the word rigid means to be inflexible and incapable of/resistant to bending, staying rigid is equal to staying limited

I realize that in each moment ME as LIFE as who I am can come forth like a fountain in each moment - able to expand any opportunity - as life will consistently present opportunity for those intending to expand life, and the living word EXPRESSION is the way to see and build with these moments and accumulate them

I realize that even though our brain does crystallize words as symbols into our flesh, there are tools to re-open this ability to learn new words, and to purify the words so that a new definition can resonate forth and thus a new outcome can emerge

I commit myself to catch the moments where I go into pre-programmed rigidity and thus limit myself - so in that moment I can live the self-forgiveness, correct myself real time and then expand the new opportunity that is always here as life if I am open to it - 'those who have ears to hear and eyes to see', this is when one is here equal as life this is abundantly obvious

I commit myself to nudge and influence those around me who are rigid in their ways, to be a support to them as I am forever grateful I had individuals - in a kind way - shock me out of my rigid (and frankly immature) belief systems so I could see a new way of living. This changed my life and its my living commitment to bring this through to all who can hear

I commit myself to show my kids and all future generations that an adult can 'be like a child' and have fun and express, while holding strong within the principle of common sense as what's best for all, so an adult can be the mature being who stands for what matters while still retaining the innocence of a child and cultivating that 'life spark' so fundamentally we can change human nature from our rigid limitations to an expansive bridge into the new world where this becomes normal

Day 54 - Stress

Day 54 - Stress

Read this out loud

Also make a 'word web' on stress to unpack it for yourself

I used to have a lot of stress in my life, and most of it actually came from my mind being maxed out - overthinking, over worrying, letting my mind run wild

Then as I began to clarify the word stress it became liberating

I realized stress is necessary - not overstress, not killing myself from being in adrenaline-maxed mode, but stress just means 'to emphasize a point'

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not clarify me relationship to the word stress

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize I can redefine WHO I am as stress as a living word

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to associate stress as a word with maximum energy attached to it and images of a human who is contorted and distraught with the overwhelming survival pressures of our world

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize I can redefine and reprogram words

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to automatically assume stress meant the feeling of overwhelm

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to the feeling of stress where my body is in tension and out of whack from equilibrium

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to slowly kill myself by maxing out my body with tension and thinking - believing that more thinking, more 'intellectualizing' would solve my stress problem, not realizing that forgiveness and redefining the word was actually the solution I was looking for

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that learning how to create money is essential to be able to liberate oneself from the pre-programmed money system that is survival based, and that within me creating more money I have got myself 'ahead' in the system YET as who I am as life as one who cares about others, just 'breaking free' financially for myself is not actually my goal, its a step in the process yet I am here to help others learn to do the same and ultimately change the money system over time

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that small amounts of shocks and physical stress is helpful for the body, like being in the cold, or going in a sauna, or doing a workout - as long as WHO I AM within it is clear, the shocks to my system create anti-fragility where I get stronger from each shock

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to create a blog highlighting this important word Antifragile which will be my blog tomorrow as this word - when lived with clarity - is eye opening and one sees that they are capable of SO much more than they thought or imagined, and stressors can be a gift when one can direct themselves within it. We are not meant to be comfort-creatures living on our couch, but we are also not meant to be slaves to stress just stressing ourselves and obsessing over things like 'fitness' and 'biohacking' both of these are extremes at the opposite end - the best for all BALANCE in the middle is one who lives the word stress as 'what to emphasize' and to push oneself to new levels and accumulate new abilities and bodily strength so that one may do MORE as living self-responsibility and self-perfection

I realize that stress means to emphasize something

I realize that stressors in the world right now are massive and overwhelming for many, and the idea that 'they gotta just figure it out' is bullshit, I didn't figure this out on my own, I had others HELP me to see the common sense of re-educating myself and re-establishing my physical and mental abilities to effectively navigate the world - and as one who cares and lives the principle of 'give as I would like to receive' I realize I CAN be a resource to others and I can share, even as I learn this skill of sharing and supporting others it can be 'stressful' at times YET I trust my ability to grow and expand and learn from the attempts I make, to become the best I can be at sharing and supporting

I realize that there is a fundamental re-education needed in each human where one can redefine words so automatically one goes to the empowering life-giving definition of the word, and not the system-definition which is clouded with images and feelings that limit oneself

I realize that small stressors and shocks to the system, when done with clarity on who I am, can help one forge themselves into a better version of themselves

I realize that extreme survival pressure as placed on us by the system is not the best way the system can be

I commit myself to do everything in my power in my lifetime to change the system, through changing education within myself and within others so one can realize how capable they really can be as a human being

I commit myself to help others realize the power of redefining words as our reality is created from the words and the definitions we hold about them - change the words, change the world

I commit myself to remind myself any time I feel 'worked up' or 'overwhelmed' to BREATHE as the breath is the point to emphasize as it grounds me back into reality where immediately I can see the solution and thus not have to experience 'overwhelm'

I commit myself to support the community of Self-Perfected as the ones who are walking this journey to show what's possible to change the culture, to change education, to utilize our skills and money and influence to change the system, 1 person at a time as equals as full self-responsibility, and this is a fun 'stressor' AKA emphasis-point that I am committed to bringing forth in my lifetime so we can create a world far better than what we had accepted and allowed 

Day 53 - Resonance (Part 2)

Day 53 - Resonance (Part 2)

Read the self-forgiveness out loud - this one goes DEEP!

I had always wondered why I could be around someone and 'feel' something about them. Sometimes you could feel/sense when someone was lying to you. Other times you could feel if someone had a powerful 'presence'

Other times I would used to call it intuition and a sense that "I need to talk to that person"

Now that I realize fundamentally there are WORDS for this, and there is a energetic system in our world that has programmed us to be energetic slaves, there is so much more context to this that I will unpack in future episodes. For the record, resonance is physical, energy is also physical, but its not the same. Resonance works on physical matter and sound, where energy is a state that matter gets converted into.

More about that later.

For now I am going to stabilize the point of 'resonance' so all of us reading this and doing the journey to life can be more clear on the point:

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to hear words like 'resonate' and 'energy' and to FEEL some type of way about these words, not realizing that this immediate default to feeling just shows me how the words are stored inside me without accurate definitions

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that every word must have a magical feeling to it, that was my old addiction to energy, where I realize now the actual words themselves are physically held in my body, and the best way of holding these words and using them is with complete mastery, a sense of purity, no 'movement' internally needed, rather a creative potential in each word... and THIS is the resonance of the words within me - that can be re-engineered word by word

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that my total 'resonance' as a human, as a being with a body and a mind, is the sum total of my vocabulary, which includes every definition, memory and bit of information attached to the words in my vocabulary/programming, and my resonance can either be in alignment with creating a world where all of life is honored and we create the best possible conditions, or it can be a limitation for me to stay stuck and not live my full potential

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that structural resonance is a physical phenomenon as evidenced in the Civil Engineering discipline, where for example when a bridge is built, the structural resonance must be understood so when a force like wind passes under the bridge, or when a certain amount of traffic and the frequency of pressure from people walking, or vehicles driving on the bridge, that the bridge will be stable enough to absorb the frequencies from the environment and its own physical structure, otherwise it can collapse if this is not understood and built in (look on youtube example of resonance and bridges its fascinating)

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a tuning fork is another example of resonance, its not an 'energy' coming off the tuning fork, its the physical structure of the tuning fork that either resonates in sympathy OR not, with other tuning forks, and this is a indicator as to how our world works

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that we live in a sound/vibration based reality, so what I resonate I will thus resonate with and create. If my programming and resonance is in alignment with money, I will create more money, if its not, I will not - for example

I forgive myself that i had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that this process of writing self-forgiveness is a structural resonance alignment, where if I apply self honesty and the principle of equality and oneness as what's best for all life, the resonance of LIFE comes through and this can be sensed and is evidenced in my life, where things 'work out for me' in a way that doesn't harm others

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that breath is a tool to ground me resonantly, especially if my resonance is activated into a possession such as a 'character' of anger or blame or any other characters still trapped in my resonant programming, and I can use breath to help stabilize YET if this is not reprogrammed, I will time loop. Thus I commit myself to identify every last character within me, every last time loop and ensure it is directed to be the best I can be so there are no points of weakness in my resonance that my ego can exploit

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize how one can hear the resonance in someones voice, and one can begin to pick up on patterns within the person, and this can be used to effectively support others

I realize that when I speak as Life, from certainty as who I am, that this resonates to others and they pick up my genuineness

I realize that when enough people are resonating the principles of Life - there is a power in this collective field that is created

I realize that the current world system has a resonance, and this collective resonance must be changed to be one that is honoring life instead of honoring money/status over life and caring for human beings

I realize that as I continue to change my resonance through using self forgiveness and reprogramming my vocabulary with TechnoTutor that I become a greater influence in the world, and I arrive at my location point in the system where I can have maximum influence, yet its not about 'me' being special its about grass roots 1+1 getting more and more people to their position of maximum influence and this is how we create a new 'grid' of the earth where we resonate change

I realize that the change of resonance is the seed of the new world, and as we raise our kids with effective and pure vocabulary, where they can learn and grow, they will imprint a new level of reality possible for all of us to have a better life

I commit myself to honor the physical reality, where resonance, sound, vocabulary, words, physicality, energy are all CORE parts of what is going on here, and to correct my foundation so all of these aspects are clear and pure within me to the best of my ability - using self honesty and self forgiveness and self responsibility as my guiding principles by which I make decisions and over time this becomes intentionally automated, so my resonance is one where I as a source of strength for myself and for others, so we can all change even more effectively as more and more understand this

I commit myself to hunt down the words within me that I can tell have a corrupted resonance/definitions to them, to change the words using the word clearing/activating process through TechnoTutor and to prove to myself I am living these words in a new way that is life-giving

I commit myself to speak more to share more and to be the signal to resonate into the world, by 1+1 sharing with others, as we are equals, and the more of us resonating the same principles, the more this carries into the world

I commit myself to show that we DO figure it out, we figure out how to navigate the acceleration of our world system, the collapse of the old system that was based in dishonesty, and we effectively navigate the creation of the new system as done in awareness this time around, with teh starting point of equality and oneness, and that we can put the right people in the right places to convert the old system into the new system where life is honored, we have effective education and ultimately the generations to come show what's really possible for humanity living at a 'higher' evolution compared to what we had been. 

I commit myself to use my words and practice my speaking so I can be the voice of reason, the voice of life, and to bring the life resonance through with others, where they sense the truth of my words and take the responsibility for themselves to grasp everything written in this blog, that way we raise our kids to be the best they can be and create the new world in their image as self-perfection and honoring Life