Day 64 - What Does it Mean to Be a Man?

Day 64 - Be a Man

I have had this conversation with many men recently - what does it mean to be a man?

What does a man do? 

What does a man NOT do?

One of the guys in particular is quite young, he is 18 and we were speaking about this because he shares a vision where one day he will have a wife, kids, would like a homestead, genuinely wants to make a difference in the world. 

He brought up how when he was a kid he was very expressive, he would show his emotions, he would be loud, and the adults around him would say comments like 'that's not how a boy/man should act'. He asked me what is my perspective on this.

I told him that expressiveness has nothing to do with being an effective man or not

To be clear - by expressive I mean:

The ability to get 'out' what you have on the inside, the ability to articulate who you are, your thoughts, words, ideas, vision, and to get that out 'unimpeded'

Its the OPPOSITE of being suppressed, in your head, holding back, hesitant.

Expressiveness is a great trait, and everyone should have this. Not everyone has the right tools to be able to change this because it has to do with physical programming in the body, but that's for another post.

Ultimately I told him - his expression can come through and its a great trait he has IF he is living these 2 words

1 - Provide

2 - Protect

And I don't mean this in the 'system' sense where one just tries to provide money for ones family at all costs. I've seen people around me do this and its disgusting, they get into selling shit programs, selling people on fantasies of how much money they can make, all backed up by nothing real. Its done as a 'win at all costs' strategy, just so they can help themselves and their families be provided for. That is NOT what I mean by provide

and for Protect - I have also seen this in a twisted form. Where one becomes so obsessed with protecting themselves and their family. They will learn martial arts, self defense, they will go all out with an obsession to 'stay alive' and 'survive' but it clouds the bigger picture of what it means to protect humanity as a whole, from ourselves and from our consequence.

So when I say a MAN is one who can provide and protect, I mean this in its ultimate form/expression

One who can provide and care for themselves, their family AND the world - a win-win-win

And one who can protect - themselves, their family AND the world/future generations to come.

So day 65 will be the self-forgiveness on this to elaborate on what makes sense and to dismantle the stupid ass ideas we got from hollywood and thousands of generations of programming that was just based on self-interest and survive at all costs, which has created a world where we can't trust our neighbor, where we poison the environment and the average person is a brainwashed consumer zombie slave.

A real man will step up and change this. Read on to the next day to reprogram yourself to comprehend this

Day 63 - Upgrade

 I have upgraded from the recent event I wrote about in day 62

I can see my level of clarity, I can see further. I also see collectively where the others are at who are walking this journey alongside me

Part of my recent upgrade was also a physical 'letting go' of the past

When I got home from the event I ended up hitting 'a wall' so to speak, and was drained and then puked a ton lol

It was not pleasant, but I've learned to trust my body

I see the upgrade to my resonance, that requires physically releasing old ways of thinking/feeling/being

So I welcome it

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to react to getting sick

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize my body is intelligent and if it is processing out old substance through the form of puking for example - to trust this process

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I am sick, then I need to feel bad and activate an entire 'pity' character so I can lay in bed all day and not do the shit that still needs to get done

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that for example writing this blog itself - real time we placing these words onto digital paper, this is me proving to myself I am willing to take responsibility regardless of how I feel

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to purge the old does require a physical shift, whether it be as extreme as puking, or just sounding self forgiveness, or letting myself stretch and move, all of my programming IS held in my physical body and so as I walk this journey - releasing the old, I will make sure I honor my body as a temple that I can purge the old and welcome the new

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to fear upgrading too quickly, out of a fear of feeling bad and feeling pain - that is the weakness I am expelling here

I realize that there is a new level of strength emerging from me as I continue to stay consistent in my writing, in my application of myself, and in my intentional pushing of myself to find my best expression

I realize that getting sick and releasing the old is an opportunity to upgrade my ability to take responsibility

I realize that I am grateful for my body's intelligence to remove the old

I commit myself to welcome the upgrades

I commit myself to show that I don't need to suffer, rather I can expand and welcome whatever comes onto my path

I commit myself to honor the fact I can stand up, breathe and direct myself no matter how I feel

I commit myself to honor the upgrades and to live and anchor in the new mode of being, where I express myself in the best way possible in each moment so I am ready for the big moments of shifting as well

Day 62 - Texas Ranch Insights

 This past week we drove down to Texas

I don’t necessarily hve self forgiveness to write, more just insights into process overall

In Texas we had the TechnoTutor Texas Ranch Reunion 2025

I’ve been there each year for the past 5 years since the beginning and it keeps getting better and better

More people standing up clearly in their lives

More new faces coming in of people who GET IT - they see that the education system on the planet needs to be updated

And more couples, more kids, more harmony of everyone getting along and moving themselves

It was the highlight of my year so far

Seeing my kids surrounded by other kids and adults who genuinely care, who have a ton of fun, and who will ‘go home’ from the vacation clear on what it takes to build a worldwide movement of renegade educators, ensuring every kid can be a princilped genius

On the way we drove 14 hours in a sprinter van, it was legendary status

The word ‘grace’ kept coming up.

It was our first time going in a sprinter van, packing for an airbnb that had ~15 people in it

Lots of learning

Lots of cool moments to see where we would get triggered or go into a reaction, and then real time walking through it

Learning more in 5 days than it would be in 5 months without this trip

And then the event itself, got to see my wife ride a horse, my son ride a pony, have deep chats til 3 am around the fire. 

Overall I am grateful

And my commitment is to grow this community

And to help each of us - and everyone in the world - to advance in our journey of creating the world system to be best for all

This is the groundwork, and the growth - I’m excited to share this vision with more people and change the world.

Day 61 - Blame = Be Lame

Blame = Be Lame

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize blame = be lame

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to disempower myself in a moment by going into blame and not seeing it

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to challenge myself to hunt down every single point of blame within me, where I accept and allow this weakness, in direct AND indirect ways where I go into blaming instead of taking self-responsibility 

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself - to from the beginning of time as me - to live within separation of myself, not seeing the inner equality in every single aspect of my life. For example - I see my fellow human being, I see us as separate - when in reality we are made of the same substance, inherently equal

Within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to become lame/impotent in my separation, where I approach my relationships from my limited perspective thinking I’m just ‘me’ instead of realizing its a ‘we’ as US, and when we have true coordination between us - this creates a synergy of what’s possible when we work together. If I can stay focused on GIVING and creating - rather than trying to just ‘get by’ so ‘I can be good’ there is infinitely more possiblities for life to come through

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to react to when my wife/significant other asks me to do something for her - where I am already ‘in the zone’ focused on what I want to focus on, she interrupts my focus with something important, and immediately I go into annoyance (BLAME) as the root of this.. I see myself unequal to her, like I don’t need to do it, I try and ‘get out’ of doing it, and overall fuck our relationship over … and these little patterns accumulate

I forgive myself that i had not accepted and allowed msyelf to realize the fundamental reason the giving/creating dynamic as self-responsibility - this is possible BECAUSE our relationship is built on agreement - thus the ultimate ANTIDONE to ‘B-Lame’ 

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as I eradicate blame - like the cancerous pattern it is - I free up more mental, physical and energetic capabilites to physcially support myself to create a wondrous life - walking together as equals - because my focus is on What can I GIVE not just ‘what can I get’ and in the giving, and in the setting up and 1+1 automating and accumulating this, over time this accumulates into a magnificent life that is orders of magnitude superior to the life where I just try and care about myself - thus the b-lameful living is obviously inferior to the living as agreement as both taking self-responsibility to the fullest

I forgive myself that i had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that there is trust that needs to build which is actually self-trust and the effective communication as equals, becasue there is the fear of ‘what if I give and they take advantage’ - again - BLAME. Blaming the other for not speaking up instead of self taking self responsibility to take the step, to be for-giving, and as this - to effectively support my partner to reciprocate and create the mastermind as the principle of two or more in the name of life

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to associate blame with a feeling of superiority as if I can be the victim I am thus special and ‘you owe me’ and ‘I am oppressed’ by you, thus I will wallow in my pity to make you feel bad and make me special —— ultimately fucking over both of us and all involved and all things that stem from us — this is a ‘rotten fruit’ that will create impotent seeds…

Instead of the - Living Realization here as follows

I realize that the seeds that come forth from me and my partner as self-responsibility as self for GIVENESS as our living principle - this creates millions of seeds that will bear millions of more seeds. It is truly life-giving, but blame is the poison that blocks it

I realize self-forgiveness is the solution to blame

I realize that blame can be converted to self-responsibility and sharing, as the more I can share my self, my perspective, my communication will be able to create the roots within the relationship that allows for the flourishing. Communicating helps, isolating does not help

I realize that being in pity, acting as a victim, is a cancer to my life, and I commit myself to eradicate every last point of blame, pity and inequality where I believe I’m special and ‘greater’ and ‘entitled to feel some type of way’

I commit myself to show that I can be an example of what’s possible to 100% live self-responsbility for the rest of my life, and to show what’s possible when one is giving for real - then as this, cultivate a network and community where this is the norm and change the culture - as the culture allows us to cultivate the seeds of the new world

I commit myself to notice every point of blame that comes up - to get to the root of why its there, to forgive it and live to the commitment of self-responsibility

I commit myself to challenge the others playing the blame game, help them see the limitation - through asking questions, through sharing stories and fundamentally supporting them - as CARE. As if I just let them participate in their blame game and be lame, its me also holding on to a point of ‘blame’ that ‘they should just figure it out on their own’… They won’t. I am able to plant seeds. I will plant the seeds. This is the seeds we need to create the new world 

I commit myself to show that responsibility feels better than blame, in the moment it may be easier to blame but ultimately creates consequence… responsibility requires self forgiveness and intentional will power - YET over time this becomes automated as part of me as who I am and thus I resonate self-responsibility and its automatic.. and my world reshapes around me

The more we do this - the more we create the world we want to see

Drop the b-lame

Don’t be lame

Time we take self-responsibility, change the game

And change what life means - so we can change the world

Day 60 - Firm in Principles, Flexible in Expression

Day 60 - Firm in Principles, Flexible in Expression

Note - read the self-forgiveness out loud

Within everything I post about in this blog it all comes back to principles - the fundamental living words I operate from

Yet within this there is a helpful phrase

"Be firm if your principles but flexible in your expression"

For example - sometimes self-responsibility is getting my jacket on, going into harsh cold weather and going and caring for our outdoor animals with my homestead life.

Sometimes, self-responsibility is intentionally setting aside 2 hours with my wife to re-watch Lord of the Rings 

The principle remains, who I am within it remains, but the expression of the principle can look different. Self-honesty is the guide.

More practically, I am preparing for a trip this week to go to Texas. 

Within this, it involves 6+ adults and 3 kids all riding together in a sprinter van for 14 hours each way. It's going to be phenomenal, team bonding, a lot of fun. Also though, there will be moments where I may need to be full-on, consoling a kid, helping entertain the kids, or supporting someone in the journey down to Texas

This will require my ability to be flexible.

Its so easy to be 'rigid' and just be 'short' or 'on edge', stressed out, forgetting to breathe. All the lame system characters.

So my wife and I have made the agreement to live the phrase 'United We Stand' on this trip, and support each other even if its crazy and the kids need us to do some advanced techniques to support them.

Yet in this - self forgiveness is my guide:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate travel with stress

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in the character of 'rushing' when it comes to packing, planning and undertaking a trip

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that being flexible in my expression is like me becoming a child again, able to go with the flow, to express myself and not hold myself back in a limited way

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to disempower myself with holding onto the thinking pattern of 'I need to worry and plan ahead and try and control everything' in this trip. instead of realizing self-direction is living the principle of self-perfection within this experience, and this is a way for me to live Principled Living and welcome the next level of my self-responsibility and abilities

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to be rigid in my expression where I feel like I need to be serious in order to make sure we are all cared for and provided for, when me being serious really isn't that fun to be around - thus I commit myself to be expressive, to experiment with new ways of communicating, of providing and caring for my family, and to use the fact of being in new environments, being around new friends and old friends, all as a mirror and support network to help me unleash my best self

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in overthinking, and thus become rigid and not flexible in my expression

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to see the packing as a burden, the travel as a burden, and only want to experience the 'highs' of the travel and event, instead of each moment breath by breath

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to associate flexibility with having a flexible body, which for much of my life I was very tense and rigid, and would abuse my body through sports and work outs without properly stretching and caring for my muscles and tendons, within this I forgive myself that i had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the same way I care for myself by proactively forgiving myself, directing myself, expressing myself - AS this is a habit I have, I can take the same care for my body, for my flexibility and ultimately support my body as my temple so I can be in peak condition to help show up fully ME with everyone around me

I realize that my principles are clear - and my ways to express them are many - yet the guide through this whole process is breath and self-honesty

I realize that being flexible in my expression will sometimes FEEL uncomfortable and I can use this as a reference point to express and break through

I realize that I can be the source of influence, I don't need my kids or others around me to have an effect on me, I can be the cause and this can support all others around me to stabilize and thus as a group we level up

I commit myself to show that I can be flexible in my expression

I commit myself to recognize when I am flexible in my expression and especially when it works, to accumulate these new effective ways of behaving and being

I commit myself to use my breath to stabilize me in each moment

I commit myself to enjoy this travel

I commit myself to show my kids and those around me what is possible, being a principled human being that is able to create the best in any situation whatever arises

Day 59 - "Living My Best Life"

Day 59 - Living My Best Life

Read the self-forgiveness out loud

There's this phrase that floats around online, typically its a picture taken of a peak moment and the caption is 'out here living my/our/their best life' something like that

And while I enjoy seeing that now break into the collective consciousness... 

I wonder what the life looks like when it doesn't have an Instagram filter on it, or in the 99.9% of the other time when that person is not making that piece of content

This has been an interesting path as I've used the internet to spread this message of self-forgiveness, self-perfection, creating the world to be best for all, and doing my best in fully earnest to live my best life

And I know how fuckin hard it is hahaha

There are the moments (early on) where you have that thought of 'giving up' just 'go back into the system'

There are challenging moments, unexpected things happen

There is the system as well that will attack, the system in peoples heads where they see you act different and they attack your character and attempt to smear your reputation, whether through gossip or to your face

And there is the resistance one feels to actually stepping out of the matrix, seeing what you GENUINELY want to create, what WOULD be your best life, and to be bold enough, to live the word COURAGE to get yourself walking in that direction. Its a process to do. 

So this 'living my best life' idea is taken by the system to look like someone basically being on vacation, having fun, carefree etc.

For myself - because ultimately it all comes back to self-honesty, I can see that living my best life is a blend of various factors, but the underlying bedrock of the entire foundation is my set of principles I stand as and the agreements I've made (based on living these principles)

Because even though I am just one person that is enough, as I live my fullest expression, that supports the others around me to live their best self truly

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to become disgusted with the system, how everything that is good and pure in the world had been corrupted. Fake food, fake characters, fake conversations, fake social media, all resulting in a mediocre shit existence for all of us, and within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the anger and annoyance I have seen with seeing how fucked up the system really is, that that anger can be used and converted into support to change myself, or I can loop in it and burn myself up. The choice is mine and the choice is for each of us to make as when one has awareness and sees the insanity of our system - like the small example of 'we have enough food for all of us' yet kids are dying every day from hunger... this is insane and thus me living my BEST life is in the context of this fucked up system, I can't ignore this system

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not reconcile the extreme of how atrocious reality is for so many, and even for myself in my mind where I commit atrocities on my own self through self judgment, self hatred, self neglect, beating myself up, going to war with myself, this is all an internal process that I can release through self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application over time, so that way I can live my best life - not as an idea or theory - or just in a moment when I 'smile for the camera' but a fundamental LIVING my best life in each moment, in the challenges, no matter what the external situations are, I can convert anything and direct it to what is best for me and for all

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in the thought of 'doom' that the world is so doomed I just gotta survive for myself and 'live my best life' like with the emphases on MY, within this I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize its gotta be all caps -- LIVING
MY
BEST
LIFE

Wherein LIVING is the day to day breath by breath application of standing here within the moment, as the moment, directing the situation within self honesty and self responsibility, fully living the best I can

MY where my means my part of the whole, I am one with all and equal with all, and thus as an individual expression of all, this is MY life yet within self-honesty it is ME as Equal as ALL, where if a single kid still goes to bed hungry, or a single kid is still sold into sex trafficking, I am not honestly living MY best life, because they are me in another life, and I can actually do something about it, therefore I commit myself to realize the I/MY words are living words of the collective, and I can do MY part and really see what's possible for one human AND a group of people to do as equals here dedicated to changing the system so its best for all

BEST meaning in self-honesty and common sense, looking at what is best in the situation, wherein what would create 0 negative consequence for all life involved. And this is something we figure out together starting with realizing we all have basic human needs, and we can and need to create systems that allow our needs to be met - starting with education is the point I see is best for me to focus on, and uniting the community that cares about this, to take the action and resonate this into the world

and LIFE meaning the substance we are - the thing that was given freely to us - to honor this in a way where no bullshit at the end of the day if I were to die and look at my life, being the judge of my life, I could say - You actually cared, you deserve more of this, because you cared about life within yourself AND all equally.

This is the way I see Living My Best Life is possible

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a child we have a pure life expression of innocence, and over time the system had corroded this in us, yet with having children now and having enough support and community, we can support the kids to retain this life innocence expression AND have the worldly wisdom through building vocabulary so the kids can show us what's really possible as they live their best life - reach out if you want examples of this - we have a community of genius kids living their best life

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to equate 'living my best life' with just getting rich, being able to travel, see the world and fuck around - this is not truly living our best life because one knows DEEP DOWN that someone has to work to clean that pool you swim in, someone has to be in that kitchen, working long hours so you can eat your room service. Its not to say we can't have these things... but who are WE within it, are we going to just accept a system built on modern-day slavery to money and debt? Or are we here to WITHIN THIS to change it all, make the best of every day and ultimately re-invent the system so its best for all

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as I've walked the journey to life, its the red pill, and I can't untake the red pill. Even if I try and suppress it, even if I try and ignore it, its here as truth and the truth cannot be stopped. The red pill is the awareness that self-perfection is possible, that we can thus perfect the world, by figuring out the dynamic balance as equilibrium that is best for all and through a real LIVING education, having a full grasp of language, creation, human dynamics and the mind + system its actually possible

I realize that living my best life is up to me. to SHOW what that looks like, in the 'happy' moments and also through the challenging moments - all of it matters, and to share from my real practical application of using these tools and this way of writing to stand as an example of what it looks like to live my best life

I realize that living my best life is so fun and such a gift that me as LIFE will be FOR GIVING to share this with all who can hear and all who will listen

I realize that 'living my best life' is not some future idea/picture in my mind, it is in each breath, am I living the fullest potential IN THIS MOMENT in my self honesty. Am I going in the direction of being on 'team life' and being my best self? ridding myself of the fears, doubts, limitations? Or am I time looping, spiraling only to fall on my face...

I realize that there is a finite amount of time I have in this life - and every day I delay on truly living my best life, walking this process - is a day that goes by and it actually gets harder

I realize that its easier to just take it one point at a time, to use the support of the group and to be my best self daily because as I walk this it makes it easier and more possible for others because I can be a reference point of support and there is a group resonance effect

I realize that because there is a finite amount of points to walk through - its not infinite - that this is also a reason to be glad and find a way to enjoy the moments as much as possible, because we CAN get it done

I commit myself to confirm that I am living my best life in all ways to the fullest extent

I commit myself to embrace the forgiveness of when I fall short - to give myself grace YET within self honesty get myself back up and keep walking and sharing

I commit myself to show within living my best life, even if others get triggered by it, over time its a seed that is planted and it will sprout within them so they can have the self-honest moment of 'who am I?' and thus begin the process of seeing who they will be in this world.... because if we think we are only here for a 'temporary experience', versus we are here as custodians of this earth and we can take responsibility to create a world we would like to be part of, we would like to come back to, THIS is the real purpose here. 

So let's live our best lives and create the world to be a place we would be honored to come back to

58 - The Path of Self-Responsibility

Day 58 - The Path of Self-Responsibility

Note - read the self forgiveness out loud

For so long I had depended on the system fully

I had outsourced my responsibility to the system/god/something else outside myself

For example as simple as this - I have a CPA who I trust to help me with my accounting. For years I didn't actually try to even understand my business numbers and tax strategy.

Another example - I would take my vehicle in to get an oil change, not realizing that it was something I could easily learn to do

Another example - I went to school for 4 years to try and learn psychology instead of building my own self-directed education

All of these are examples where I would outsource my self-responsibility

Its not to say there's no value in the system. But when I don't understand it... I outsource my self-responsibility

It's like outsourcing our forgiveness to an IDEA of jesus/god/spirituality

Instead of point by point, examining everything, thoroughly absolutely forgiving ourselves, layer by layer, until the SELF realization and SELF expression emerges

Some will react to this. 

But its really our destiny -- to understand this point

Self-Responsibility is the way through the 'eye of the needle'

Jesus came here preaching self-responsibility, a relationship with life itself, treating your neighbor as you want to be treated

This is timeless common sense wisdom

Our fucked up programming then twists it into ideas ABOUT it instead of the actual point

And for myself - I had resisted self responsibility subconsciously because as a child I didn't have an effective vocabulary to CREATE reality fundamentally.

I went through school (outsourced) 

I got entertained by the media (outsourced)

I looked to health experts like doctors and dentists (outsourced) instead of understanding it myself

Now that I have this process of writing self forgiveness and the tools to reprogram myself and build my vocabulary, I can *over time* become unstoppable

And support the group of us who also do this, to ultimately change the system by creating a new better version of inter-relationships within and as our world... starting within... as the starting point of self-responsibility

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize there are 2 paths in life - the path of outsourced responsibility and the path of self-responsibility

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to judge my past, my past actions, my past circumstances, and within this judgment - really hold the word BLAME toward my past, wherein self-honesty, the past is the past, it was what it was, NOW I have directive power here as who I am, so what matters is who I am in this moment and as I expand forward

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to resist self-education, because I went through school which programmed me to be obedient and get good grades, instead of actual fundamental vocabulary building to comprehend the world and who I am within it

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the root of education is educare - which means to lead out = educare → ex (“out”) + ducere (“lead”) → “to lead out.”

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that education is me leading myself out of the past, and within this requires 100% self-responsibility as my ability to assess, to respond and within this I have power. Not for the sake of power alone, because power that is imbalanced creates a time-loop to inferiority/superiority thus infinite cycle of entrapment, but real power as common sense as oneness, equality and a balance of what is best for all - the real power, as then we as collective self-responsible individuals can coordinate and create a new level of what's possible for ALL to benefit instad of this 1% 99% dynamic we had accepted and allowed

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize all of the 'wins' I have already stacked up as self-responsibility self-educating with stacking up the skills of how to speak, how to learn, how to move myself, how to influence, how to build business, how to navigate the system and also how to live, how to raise kids and be married within common sense principle - and this is still just the beginning as the expansion is taking place here in the placing of these words here for all to read

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in the same way that as a kid - one learns to tie a shoe, by hearing the vocabulary, mimicking what the right steps are, this is the same way one learns how to change anything in life, its a sequence/process and when followed correctly with pure understanding, the outcome happens as life has laws that govern outcomes - as I align with this - I can create more and more effectively, and I can use failure as a guide/feedback to self-perfection and self-enlightnement

I realize the path of self-responsibility takes more effort initially but is worth it long term

I realize the path of responsibility may be resisted by some, but I can walk the cutting edge, visibly live the principle of self-responsibility and thus be the best I can be so that others can see an example and we can figure this out together, as individuals

I realize that there is value in writing out all the areas of my life where I had outsourced responsibility and to create a practical plan where I can be self-responsible where it makes sense, and where I can still outsource where it makes sense - for example I am not going to try and learn how to generate power to get electricity into my home, that would not be a wise use of my time in the context of my purpose - yet I will make sure my kids understand how power works, how electricity and circuits work, how power is generated, how to do it in the best way, so as they grow up they can find their point in the collective world system and direct it in the best way - as when they have vocabulary of all things, they will not resist learning - they'll be able to see where they can take self-responsibility and create maximum leverage to move the world forward as what is best for all because they understand everything and realize they can learn anything 

I realize that self-responsibility is freedom

I commit myself to walk the path of self-responsibility in a way that benefits all, as I can share my findings and also support the others to share their findings so we can take responsibility over time for the entire system

I commit myself to use breath as a tool to help me stabilize when confronted with challenging situations where I must learn and grow

I commit myself to be grateful for feedback as information to inform me where I am effective and where I am not yet effective

I commit myself to show that the real purpose here on earth is to learn how to work in space-time reality, to prove who I am (and help each one prove who each one is) to assess consequence and determine the outcomes that are best for all. This is the reason why we are here, and I commit myself to understand real enjoyment and fun comes from this starting point of purpose and reality