Day 100 - Give Life 100%

Day 100 - Give Life 100%

I've wrote 100 days of these blogs. This is the timeline so you can scan them

The way to get value from these is to find one that resonates, OR one that you resist

Open it up and read it aloud, be present with it.

Then add in your own lines of spoken self forgiveness between the lines.

REALLY focus on reading this.. 

Because I know you saw the 100 icon above, and it looks sexy especially if you're American you know thats from the $100 bill and it stimulates your brain.

But here's the real stimulation.

Consider - we are all equal and one

We are made of the same substance

So when I write self forgiveness

Its a pattern within us all

So when you sound out self forgiveness

You are forgiving yourself on behalf of all of us

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After publishing 100 days

And writing many many more

I am noticing a trend

That people's attention spans are sometimes so low

And they don't see the value in consuming dense information

I know with many of you - you DO like to consume the dense information.

So I am gonna keep writing for the ones who are serious. And not water it down.

I cannot commit to daily writing *publicly* because I see my purpose and time is needed on other priorities to grow my purpose. Social media, building my business, hosting events. 

Yet the writing is vital so I keep doing it.

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So in the theme of the living word 100 I am going to keep it 100 - AKA keep it real

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit my own ability to give 100% in my life because of my addictive character within me that wants things to be easy and quick

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe my writing must be easy and quick

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the intention of 100% means to bring the realization point THROUGH, so its not half assed

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that how I package up an important message - such as self forgiveness, the opening up of it helps someone to see the value in what it is, the topic and the rant, YET being here within my self honesty as my writing so it's not done from a projection of 'what will people think' rather, what is the most effective way I can write this for me and thus for all

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that attention spans are too fucked in our modern world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project how others' attention spans will be and how they will relate to my information

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize Its a process of working with what's here to change what's here. HERE meaning all of reality, as one, as equal, that is in this present moment and thus able to stand the test of time.

I am here, we are here, to sort out what's HERE as all of reality - in the macro... and sort out my entire mind, 100%, in the micro... equal and one

Thus

I commit myself to give it 100% in each moment BY staying in breath, as life, here

I commit myself to continually perfect my skill of writing, of making my words valuable, able to be consumed and digested and practically applied

I commit myself to not compromise my principles just to get a certain type of attention - for example we all know that people want 'fast, easy, convenient'

But this process I am walking, we are walking, takes 7 years minimum 

So I commit myself to get so good at my living, with my words, to help people see the value in the BEST way, over the easy way

This is a work in progress YET I am already living it, so its already here

And I am grateful for the process of writing, the tools to reprogram my mind and vocabulary, so I know I can change myself and perfect myself, thus I know I can change the world and perfect the world, as we work together as a unit.

Let's make the world 100% the best it can be

Day 99 - Don't you want this too?

Day 99 - Don't you want this too?

AKA How to Mature as a Human Being

Don't you want to see a world where no kids go to bed hungry?

Or how about no kids get sold into sex trafficking because of our fucked up money system and education system?

I know I am here to change the world

I am here to change existence

Forever we have allowed ourselves to see one another as separate

And then we lose ourselves in distraction

Buy a new car

Buy some more candy

It's all the same

Distract ourselves with the shiny objections to have our ego survive

And then put ourselves in survival pressure to be able to 'justify' why we can't step up and make a real change

Fuck all that

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use survival as a distraction from creating a life WORTHY of more life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my purpose on earth is to change the world, and to live this NOW and HERE, not at some future date

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the power of a question 'what am I doing TODAY to create the world to be best for all?'

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize and LIVE the word flywheel, where the flywheel is each part contributing to the whole, so whether its how I eat my food, how I raise my kids, or the conversations I have daily, or the skills I develop, I can unify all of these inputs to compound into the best for all outcomes

I realize that I want to change the world and it starts within me

I realize that to change the world we need hundreds of us unified to create the group resonance, and hold this over time to accumulate to thousands, then millions then billions

I realize that self-perfection is the ultimate form of self-help, self-development where one realizes that self is all, and one can constantly refine and improve self, to be the best for themselves and for the world equal and one

I realize that we all deep down DO want to grow, expand and mature

I realize that maturity is realizing and considering all life as yourself, and not going into blame, rather taking full responsibility of one's education and abilities to be a real support and not entertain anything less than full on support of our collective maturation

I commit myself to lead by example

I commit myself to identify the inputs of the flywheel that will create the world to be best for all

I commit myself to get very good at getting attention from people as we live in the world of social media and media overload, where media is a part of our collective mind, and can be used to inspire people to take that next step of their journey to life 

I commit myself to consistency and patience as this will take time YET here and now each day this can accumulate as my living commitment

I commit myself to find the other beings here that want to change existence, to work together and make the world truly become best for all

Consider this - when you die you come back

What kind of earth are you going to leave future you? Will you live SO effectively that you thank yourself? 

OR will you be in regret.

I know what I want.

I want to create a world where all the basic needs are met, where we can focus on enjoying and learning and expanding

Where we can live in harmony with one another, where we can create these powerful technologies and not trap ourselves in them

Where we can ensure no child gets abused

Don't you want this too?

Day 98 - Unification

Day 98 - UNIFICATION

This is a continuation from Unity Within Community Continued from day 6 

Today we hosted our clubhouse, its a meeting we have hosted for nearly 6 years. We do it monthly

I see that the consistency of applying myself, showing up, being responsible to host and lead a great discussion.. all of this has helped shape me into being my best self

It's refreshing to see how many new faces come in and the message is clicking

I am seeing how the 'unification' is essential

This word 'unification' popped up for me a month back hanging out with Cameron and Katie at their ranch.

Katie brought up this concept of 'any point of conflict with your partner (and this applies to your core community as well) that you need to kill any point of conflict.

This was so helpful because now I had a 'name' for what I had seen I needed to do. But once I named it, I was able to target in on my 'blame programming' like a heat seeking drone missile

So that conversation lead to many breakthroughs with Jessica, how her and I can show up even more unified - and that has rippled out into our core local community of the others who are standing up here to be our best and create the world to be best for all

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from myself, by channeling my beingness as who I am into my mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let my consciousness run wild as separate from my awareness (consciousness meaning the pre-programmed data flows of my mind/energy system) where as awareness is the life here, this is a key distinction, study EQAFE and use the tools to really grasp this

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be unified within myself, standing as the principles of life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself into characters within myself as automated program structures spiraling me off my path 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize I can kill off any point of conflict with my significant other, through self-forgiveness, through doing self-forgiveness together, through reprogramming my words/vocabulary/programming, and through creating the space for our intention to manifest as us being 100% unified 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can unify with the others here on the journey to life, and we can speak as one voice, each of us unique in our expression yet coherent and coordinated, as the force that is here to change the world and purify the system

I realize that unification is the empowerment of each of us as individuals, leveraging the group mathematics to amplify our resonance

I realize that the more unified we are together, the more I can see points manifest and walk through them

I commit myself to stay unified with those walking this journey to life

I commit myself to reach millions of people in my lifetime to help them see common sense, oneness and equality, what is best for all life

I commit myself to unify humanity so we can create the new system that is best for all

I commit myself to be unified within myself and any moment I fall off, to breathe, correct myself and keep moving forward while learning from the momentary 'fall' 

I commit myself to be a connector to unify the world. All backgrounds, all 'differences' can be unified in the principles, and I will make this happen, I will figure this out

If you give a fuck about life and creating a better world, let's unify through real conversation

Day 97 - The Polarity Trap

Day 97 - The Polarity Trap

What I mean by polarity is with electromagnetics there is a positive and a negative side. They repel each other. 

And when we see only ONE side of a situation, refusing to see the other, refusing to forgive the situation overall, only participating in resistance, and not coming up with a solution that is actually best for the WHOLE.... well.. that is the polarity trap. 

For context on how the mind is a polarity system, watch this short 1 minute video

We get stuck and further create more polarization and problems.

The situation in Minneapolis has been escalating over the past few weeks

This is the city I was born in, I love this city. I see it has become a conflict zone with the underlying tensions raising to the surface. 

I see both sides

On one hand - you have people seeing ICE as a police force exerting their power, killing Americans and rounding up people to deport them. 

On the other hand - you have ICE rounding up criminals who have committed crimes to get them out of America. 

In both ways of looking at it, its a split view with both sides not willing to see the other.

And I get that but the purpose of this blog today is to bring it back to SELF. 

Notice where we are 'dug in' into our current way of seeing things that we are not making room for solutions to emerge.

On one hand you can take it to the extreme that ICE is a fascist regime with potential to be worse than anything we've ever seen. 

On the other hand the other argument is 'if you're not breaking the law, then you have nothing to worry about', ICE is doing good work to remove violent and dangerous people from America.

All of this is shrouded in propaganda, high emotion and violence.

I do know we can all bring it back to ourselves.

And this is what my blog is about today for those who can see this and genuinely WANT to create solutions. 

It's gonna come from life within us emerging forth. Not from sticking to our polarity trap.

So the question - 

Where are we each going into the polarity trap? 

This looks like ONLY seeing it from our side, and looking at the components instead of at the system.

I see my role in this is the change the system, and this starts with changing myself and helping the others who can see this approach

So thus, bringing it back to self - self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not understand the other side of a disagreement

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am always 100% right and the other side is wrong

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that my foundational understanding of the world, of my entire vocabulary and the words I use, has come from a educational system that taught me to think it 'parts' instead of seeing the 'whole' so by default I see the symptoms but not the problem

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take for granted the underlying conditions here causing the issue, our education system has failed us, our money system keeps us indebted as slaves to a survival based system, and we each have accumulated memories/thoughts/emotions within ourselves, and the amount of self-forgiveness and self-correction is minimal...

All of these components:
Education system (meaning the vocabulary and fundamentally how we define our world)

The money system - how we value money over human life

Our own mind-system - how we have a constant stream of new thoughts, feelings, emotions coming from emotionally charged memories, and we don't know how to automatically instantly process it and be able to remain here, clear and directing reality...

ALL of these systems are intertwined and each as an individual can take responsibility

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can just sit on the sidelines, let these sides battle it out

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that 'getting off the sidelines' doesn't mean that I now go on the front lines where ICE and the protestors are clashing, its rather creating the strategic systematic input to create the voter base and political party that is EDUCATED, understands systems thinking, and can together come about with systematic solutions such as - effective training, clear understanding of the law, clear understanding of what immigration means, understanding what is legal vs illegal, understanding what is the role of community, what kind of principles are our communities going to be built within, what is the cooperation of state and national government. All of these are systems that need to be purified, because we have a polarity trap at each and every level. Both 'sides' see it different, and thus no coherence and thus maximum chaos until its sorted.

I can do my part

I can unite those looking to make the difference, those who are driven, those who are open to standing in the shoes of another and seeing what will make this best for all.

For example - with our money system built on the US dollar where we print money from the Federal Reserve, you may not see how that is related in the moment and that just shows you how the education system didn't help us understand the world for real.

For example - why are there so many immigrants coming to America?

America has systematically fucked over the world as they rose to Empire over the years

It's not to blame. This is about 100% responsibility.

But if the conditions in Guatemala for example, were so good, everyone thriving, everyone educated and a money system that allowed for people's basic needs to be met, over 1-2 generations this would be a better place where the people would not seek to come to America because their homeland would be set up systematically for thriving, bringing about the best local economy, local communities etc.

But all of this requires HUMANS who actually care, who are willing to drop their biases, willing to re-educate themselves, understand systems thinking and understand that how we define words (consciously and unconsciously) this is vital to understanding how to change our world.

This is what I am focused on every day through uniting more and more of the change makers, the anomalies to the current system.

I can see both sides. I can see this is unsustainable if we keep at our current rate of clashing.

So instead of 'locking in' and saying 'this is the way I've always seen it, this is how I'm gonna see it' rather review these principles and ask yourself... am I willing to figure out what this looks like to LIVE, and am I willing to find the others who are open enough to hear this...

And then 1+1 we can make the change grassroots. Don't the kids of the future deserve it?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the polarity trap, seeing only part of the solution and not the whole thing, because I am stuck in the energy of the situation instead of seeing the life force within all, that wants to come through as we create solutions that are best for all Life, honoring Life because reality IS Life and reality doesn't want to suffer. Reality wants to emerge in a way that honors all Life. We must align with it and as it.

I commit myself to as LIFE, drop the polarity, to breathe, to see the solutions of coming together within principle, re-educating the world 1 by 1 and creating a solution to the education system, to the culture, to the money system and how we see each other. 

Day 96 - Progress in Process

Day 96 - Progress in Process

Read the self-forgiveness out loud

I have been publishing more content to my social media, to Self-Perfected and to our local groups.

I have found a consistency to it where its begun to accumulate more than ever before.

I realize there is a process of progress - where I make a decision to do something

I do the work, and it unfolds over weeks...

And I am aware there is a certain amount of work that must accumulate to hit a result

I realize that there is also a progress to my process. 

My process being my journey from my preprogramming to standing here as Life as the principle of what is best for all, and within that I see new positions open up, new opportunities manifest, and each day I get to navigate what is best to do. 

I am seeing people around me who are also walking this process, some for years, some are newer. 

I see them making big moves, standing up, starting relationships, moving their families to better places, stepping up overall. 

Each have their location point to establish.

I am grateful that many of them are local to me so my wife and kids get that in person reference. For you reading this who don't have a thriving local community... make it happen! 

I also see the world system evolving. 

I have watched the Game Theory series from Predictive History. 

And we discuss the common sense solutions view on the Self-Perfected podcast every week

The system is breaking down.

I am here to help it build back in the best way only. Only keeping what's best. 

This blog is about the pace of the progress of process.

If you are standing up for all Life, would reality turn its back on you? 

Or is reality here as Life as support. 

We each must stand

I am seeing more and more that reality is here to support.

So I take on the responsibility to share even more. 

It's 22 days into 2026. I have new campaigns I am launching with marketing, with locally growing our community and with Self-Perfected. 

I see more people are ready for us. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my progress within my process is a reference point for me to see what is working and what is not working, and a constant reminder of WHO I AM. Am I directing or am I avoiding the next step of change?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take for granted my relationships in process, where I get feedback from others. 

I see that I naturally have built my life around this process, AS this process really... my day to day and my week to week where I am surrounded by others who can provide a cross-reference for me. 

Where as core to my mission is to help more people be aware of the value of their own Life, their process, and learning that they can shed the old and be their best self. 

Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize all of the points that fit in to helping someone start the process well, and stay steady:

Using writing every day, reprogramming vocabulary every day, having local community within the Self-Perfected group. 

With the clear decision on 'why am I walking this process" then these 3 aspects (writing, reprogramming and community) will guarantee one will have progress in process

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that we have a substantial group, at a fully different 'collective location point' that the underlying point when I joined 6 years ago - was that our group was 'on the edge' and kind of 'out there' by questioning reality - where now we have so many families, 'normal' people in the group, and it's normal for people to wake up and question the world... the world is in a new spot. 

What a unique moment in time to catalyze us to grow even bigger and better....

I realize that daily I can make progress in process

I realize that a constant in my process is my ability to wake up early and do this level of clear thinking/writing/focusing/reprogramming early in the day, that this is life-changing

I realize that we have a new system here already. As I talk about changing the system. The birth of the new system is already here, from the old, its the 13 principles. Its a way of living. And from this life expands.

Read day 33-36 about the pillars of the system

I realize that in my progress of my process, it's a constantly coming back to Who I Am. 

Not letting the little things add up throughout the day of little mind accumulation points.

Processing my mind real time and daily with discipline.

I commit myself to stand as support for any and every person who is in this process, through me doing my best in my positions of responsibility to create the new system based in the principles.

I commit myself to find the next person, one at a time, who is ready and can hear this. As the constancy of this commitment and action of finding the next person, I am resonating this action which is 1+1 accumulation, which that focused intention resonating - that is the power of creation for self and for all

Let's continue to step up and be the change we need to see in the world.

Day 95 - Fit In

Day 95 - Fit In

I was reminded of the quote today 'You are the average of the 5 people you spend the most time wit'

I will also touch on 'fitting in'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am limited to 'being the average of the 5 people I spend the most time with'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look at the people around me and to judge them for their level of success in the system

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself within the context of my success in the system

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that judging myself and judging others, like I am a judge in the court of my mind giving sentences to the characters, that this is a 'valid' use of my time and energy, when in reality the only necessity is for me to right myself through writing and living words where my self-honest self-corrective application is the proof of my process

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to obsess over fitting in, looking to outside validation to see whether I am successful

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to care about fitting in, from the starting point of not wanting to feel bad for being excluded from the group 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not question where my desire to fit in comes from for real

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blindly believe the story that back in the day we were in tribes and if we were cut out, we would die, this may or may not have been true - the only relevant factor is that community IS essential in human life, as we are social creatures, interdependent, so my purpose is to create the best culture and best group that encompasses all humanity, as we are all one big group and THIS is the group to 'fit in' to within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that fit is to be redefined as my ability to fit in my location point, coordinated with all others, as the optimization of our individual and collective potential

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the brainwashing program of 'survival of the fittest' to be a worthy principle, when survival as the starting point is going to be limited. I am here to truly live, not just survive

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not push the boundaries of what is possible as creating the change of the culture so that the group here that will support me, as I will equally support the group - IS here. We have the group founded in principles as Self-Perfected the living word of humans becoming self-perfected, equal and one living the best life creating heaven on earth. This is the mission, this is the purpose, this IS what it means to fit in as humanity as life manifest here 

I realize that as I continually apply myself within my process, more and more people will join us

I realize that human beings here are waking up to varying degrees

I realize that me as LIFE has the opportunity to get through to them

I realize that my relationships do affect me, and I affect my relationships, as the evolution of the phrase 'you are the average of the 5 people you spend the most time with' as the transformation of myself and all those connected to me into a coordinated group that raises what average actually means

I realize that average must become principled, where the average human on planet earth adopts the principle of best for all, self awareness, self-perfection, self-honesty, self-responsibility, giving as we would like to receive and honoring life in all forms

I realize that this is possible to be the change I want to see in the world

I realize that in my relationships I can become even more effective at helping people break their brainwashing to realize that as they are willing to step away from their old life, their old relationships, that there is an entire network of support as Self-Perfected is here to play this role as the community we have all actually sought out. It's HERE... and thus...

I commit myself to share Self-Perfected even more effectively

I commit myself to distribute the right content, the right tools and the right message every single day

I commit myself to shock myself and the world with what is possible for one human being to do as living fearlessly sharing

I commit myself to show that I do 'fit in', but not in the old system way, but in the NEW system way, the LIVING SYSTEM where I fit in as my location point within and as equality and oneness where I stand as absolute self-responsibility in my position as we purify the system that is here

Day 94 - Standing to Falling Ratio

Day 94 - Standing to Falling Ratio

I just got off the Self-Perfected Podcast Episode 278 and this point is abundantly clear

For those of you walking this process - you have moments where you have STOOD UP and directed your life

And you have had moments where you have fallen

You will have to determine that within your self-honesty. Use the group for cross-reference because especially early on you can fuck with yourself and 'think' you are standing but not really. Because it has no physical effect

So this is the point:

Figure out lets say if there are 7 days a week, in how many of those days have you STOOD

Have you stood up for the principles

Have you directed others

Is it 1 day a week?

Is it 7 days in a row, like a 'hot streak'?

Here's some self forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to delude myself into my conscious mind thoughts and to not get clear understanding of what is actually happening in my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid looking at the data, the results and the proof - and to clearly define what the 'results' are that I am looking to create in my life specifically with my impact I am here to make in the world with influencing others to walk their process and be part of changing the system

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to OVER-focus on data, thinking that I need metrics for every single thing in my life in order to make any substantial progress

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize the best for all balance, between all the polarities within myself of hyper focusing on 'numbers' or hyper avoiding 'numbers' and thus the proof of how I am standing - and within all of this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize there is a basic filter I can commit to have installed within me as living words - as the statement that "In each breath, and thus in each moment, I am committed to stand, and I will either be standing up and a source of responsibility, or I will be in a point of abdication, and thus my standing can be quantified"

I commit myself to stand as the quantification of my process which is a simple marker that - How many days did I self-honestly STAND versus not stand. This will be a process of self-honesty and not getting 'lost in the tendency to over complicate my life' like my mind loves to do

It's an internal reference and filter I am committed to live, where at the end of each day I can ask myself - did I actually stand?

What did I learn from today?

Where did I fall?

Where may I fall?

And within this I commit myself to live the accumulation of the result of me having an ever increasing standing to falling 'ratio' where I can perfect where Each day I stand, and ultimately in each breath I stand, and thus strengthen myself, others and ultimately purify the system through me as LIFE being here directing each moment 

Day 93 - A New Kind of Politics

Day 93 - A New Kind of Politics

This is a repost from my facebook yesterday. 

In light of the ICE agent shooting Renee Good, there is an extreme polarization happening.

I saw the videos from multiple angles. 

It is horrible that she got shot and died. 

Why that entire situation happened? We could speculate all day.

This was an outflow of an extremely tense situation and quick decisions that resulted in a loss of life which is a tragedy. 

This is the way I make sense of it so we can create solutions where this kind of situation does not need to happen. 

THE ORIGINAL POST

A thought experiment - SUSPEND YOUR JUDGMENTENT FOR A MOMENT AND JUST READ THIS -

IMAGINE THIS - if we had a political party and politicians that could objectively make decisions that are best for everyone …

I mean, truly, if we had a way to verify that the decisions would not be detrimental to anyone involved , to the absolute best of our ability, would we vote for it?

I’m talking to basic things we can all agree on like clean water, nutritious food, shelter, effective education, not harming each other, having basic respect and understanding… all of these things - engineered into how we make decisions collectively through laws and social agreement

And obviously, it’s not gonna happen overnight, but it would require a group of individuals standing for this and actively co-creating this…

And for the sake of the thought experiment, just imagine we could objectively prove this that we could make decisions that minimize any consequence and maximize collective benefit …

Would you vote for that? I know I would 

We are at a dangerous point where people are so polarized and choosing one side and not willing to look at the other …

Where I see the only way through is solutions that are win-win-win

Good for you, good for me, good for everyone, including the planet.

What’s the alternative we just polarize ourselves into a straight up Civil War?

And create decades worth of consequence because we can’t see eye to eye on anything?

With all the people in the world and all the intelligence and money that we have, can’t we figure this out and reason it from first principles?

Are we gonna work to ways to see how we can actually figure out real solutions where we see the humanity and work towards solutions?

For example, right now, if the average person is in survival mode and can barely pay their bills and they are stressed out it’s extremely hard to thrive and make effective decisions…

We live in a system that does not support the average person whatsoever and these tensions escalate.

It is my intention and it is what I’m here to do - to figure out these solutions into established principles that we can all agree on with basic common sense

Even If the average person cant comprehend this yet, i see this Is worth dedicating myself to

Figure out how we can make the world best for everyone, and that starts in little solutions and steps. A WILLINGNESS.

It happens in the steps we need to take - every single day and the willingness to take self responsibility.

And obviously, education, REAL education is gonna be a key part of this. If we cannot communicate and agree on basic definitions of words, it’s gonna be impossible. But there are ways we can figure this out together 

Day 92 - 1x Speed

Day 92 - 1x Speed

As always read the self forgiveness out loud

I used to listen to audios as 1.5x or 2x speed

Then I realized I didn't have the space to process it

There's a time and place to listen a little faster, depending on the topic.. this is where self honesty comes in though

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to RUSH through life at the detriment of actually living

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to convolute the fact I have increased my processing speed through using specific tools so I then assumed that I can get the same value extracted from podcasts/audios/books if I go through them faster, failing to realize that the increased processing speed is actually an increased processing capacity, which allows me to connect and apply ideas so rushing through audios isn't needed, rather taking the time and space with the information and assessing real time in breath what can be applied and what can be discarded, this is real information processing capacity

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create stress in my body from trying to listen faster, meanwhile missing big chunks of the information in moments where I am not present with my breath

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to participate in the starting point of 'there is too much information and not enough time' therefor I 'must rush through' instead of realizing self trust with working with the priority information worth studying for my self-education

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in a sense of superiority that I can consume a lot of knowledge, such as reading over 50 books a year or listening to hours of information on podcasts that is very sophisticated so I feel special, this is all a mind bullshit game not necessary, what matters is what is the data of what I have applied, how many people have I reached truly to have actual conversation that is at the cutting edge of advancing our collective process

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to move my body while not in breath and thus not in awareness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take so long to realize this obvious fact, that rushing through life not in awareness creates accumulated consequence, so I am rushing in my creation of consequence instead of steadily walking the cutting edge of time

I realize that in breathing, in awareness, being here, I can create more in one day that I did in a whole week of 'rushing' 

I realize that in the moments of listening to an audio, there is value in the time between the information, to allow my information processing capacity to work with the words and use the information that is here to create

I realize that the world system is designed to 'speed me up' to go at a million miles an hour, when what is best is to calibrate my mind to what is best for all and move at the speed of breathing

I commit myself to move at the speed of breath

I commit myself to show there is plenty of space and time to create the world to be best for all

I commit myself to practice the phrase 'no hurry, no pause' where there is no reason to delay doing what is best, as that accumulates consequence, and there is no reason to hurry, as that accumulates consequence, I can walk the balance of extremes to establish the best for all balance and direct myself to accomplish my priorities every day within self honesty and self awareness, this is my living commitment

Day 91 - Congruence

Day 91- Congruence

Read the self forgiveness out loud

When I say 'congruence' I mean doing the thing I say I'm gonna do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe its OK to say I will do something and then not do it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hear the phrase 'your word is your bond' and then not take that seriously

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid of the word 'bond' that it somehow implies I have no freedom if I speak, that if I make an agreement then I need to 'remember to follow through' otherwise there is going to be consequence

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that self-honesty, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application is the solution to allowing my words to be a bond that is life giving, where I can use my words as self honesty as me as Life, and from this starting point I can forgive anything, and I can correct anything, so even if I do 'mess up' and break my bond/congruence I can correct it. It doesn't mean there isn't any consequence, but it means I can keep my integrity restored and continue to direct myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have my fear of failure clouded in my fear of using words and making agreements, where I had feared failing in honoring my commitments and thus limited myself - failing to see the obvious that failure is part of success, failure is a roadmap for self-perfection where I can see where I fall short, correct myself and thus perfect myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there is an invisible force in human relations, where if someone is not congruent, it can be 'picked up' by others as a 'vibe'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can now hunt down any last point where I am not congruent and correct everything over time, to thus have a 100% pure expression with each person I interact with and thus be an effective creator in all of my relationships

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to make commitments like on Day 86 my 30 days of content experiment, and to have failed, and in this I could make excuses but there is no need. I can correct it real time like I did today and I thus progress

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the value of the congruence, where if I want the people around me to act in a way that is congruent and best for all, that this comes first with me doing this within myself

I realize that congruence is the key to creating the world as I want it to be

I realize that congruence is my self-honesty guide within how I apply myself and the actions I take

I realize that congruence is lived in the moment where I can sense when I break an agreement I have made, and thus real time I can correct it instead of letting it accumulate

I commit myself to live congruence in each breath, creating myself as the type of person I know I can be, so I can be the change I want to see in the world

I commit myself to honor congruence in my relationships, by bringing this up as a topic of conversation with others, so that we may hold each other to this higher standard as the social contract that can be the basis of the new world

I commit myself to kill off any and every excuse within me

I commit myself to kill off any conflict within myself toward myself

I comimt myself to show what 100% congruence can look like within a human being

Day 90 - 2025

I am writing this blog on the final day of 2025

I just got home from Texas at midnight last night/this morning

I have been in 'go mode' all day

Now we have 20 people showing up at our house for a new years eve party!

What a perfect way to close out the year

And I'm enjoying being present living the phrase 'no hurry, no pause'

It is 'go mode' for here in the present and welcoming in 2026

Let's TRULY make this the best year yet

Let's build the foundations to ensure that the world system can change and become best for all

To honor life in all forms

So we can all experience PRINCIPLED LIVING

And have a world, and relationships that reflect that

More blogs to come :-) 

Day 89 - Honoring Food

Day 89 - Honoring Food

Yesterday hanging out with Cameron and Katie we butchered a cow. I had never been part of this process before.

It was enlightening and challenging

Here are some pictures

The aftermath dinner :)

Chopping it up

Hanging out

Me and Cam afterwards

I wonder if we replace the heart emoji with a real heart if that would ground us into reality more...

Continued:

I have had to kill animals before on our homestead but never that big of an animal. 

It required moments of bravery and doing the thing, because once you're committed to it, there's no 'back door' you go ahead. That was valuable for me, and seeing how we did it within the starting point of honoring the life in the cow, the purpose of why they had the cow, and seeing it all the way through.

I see in our modern world we have become SOFT. 

This life of convenience, where we eat our 'microwave burgers' but don't take part in the processing or the slaughtering of the animal.

Then even if you try and be 'vegan' because you don't wanna kill an animal, you still participate in a system that kills plants which are living, which disrupts ecosystems, kills bugs, all sorts of death happens from our system and our current way of living.

As a man I see this is where I can make a change and do my part.

This is where kindness comes in. 

And a genuine effort to live in the best way, in alignment with life, realizing that as humans we need food, so how do we create this system in the best way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid seeing the full picture of creating food that ends up being consumed by me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can't learn new things, I can't learn HOW to prepare the meat AND do it in a way that's best

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the gross nature of animals and humans, where there are aspects of raising animals and preparing them to become food that is not pleasant, so I had avoided it, at a COST and thus limiting myself in my actual effectiveness as a human being

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to categorize humans into types of humans, like you have the ranchers, the farmers who do all the dirty work, then you have the business people who sell it, meanwhile dividing up our entire system into silos that create a breakdown in our network of trust as humanity, where I don't trust 90% of the food out there, ultimately leading to a breakdown of our world

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that for thousands of years humans have lived more closely to the raising and killing of animals, and this can be perfected into a way that minimized suffering and maximizing life flourishing

I realize that learning the ranching/homestead way of life has a level of fundamental support for me to respect life, take life more seriously and ultimately HONORING life

I realize that I appreciate food even more from learning how the process works, and holding the intention to do it in the best way

I commit myself to be an example of what an effective farmer/homesteader/rancher can be like, between myself and the others in the Self-Perfected community who are committed to recreating the systems to be best for all, in a way that honors life in all forms

I commit myself to raise my kinds in a way where they can appreciate food, the interconnectedness of where food comes from, and to have an accurate view of the world

I commit myself to show what's possible with our world, where animals, plants, human beings can all have the best for all relationship, and we can discover the actual best way to create food, live alongside nature and understand this from a young age through the mass re-education of the children of the world to have living principles

Everyone - UNDERSTAND the system we live in

Bring awareness to each step and we can purify this system to one that honors life in all forms.

Its each of us taking the responsibility to do our part and work together

Day 88 - Life Expansion

Day 88 - Life Expansion

Today I was going to write about being grateful. I had the blog post up yesterday and began to write, but I got side tracked by responsibilities of being a dad. 

I will still touch on gratefulness - 

I will weave that in combined with a life update of how I am expanding.

Currently I am in Texas writing this from Cameron and Katie's living room.

I woke up before everyone else so I finally had time to write my blog. 

The past 2 days involved packing and driving 14 hours.

We're back here for a few days to get the full download on our next level, including stepping into raising large animals (we are getting one of their cows in the spring) and potentially pigs, also for the next level of everything we are doing with Self-Perfected, TechnoTutor and being the source of change for the world.

So much turmoil in the world. I know its Christmas morning right now, and there are kids waking up today with no food, or waking up in a situation where they have no family, or waking up being trafficked.

Its easy to say 'no today is a great day let's celebrate Jesus was born!' but for me - to honor who Jesus was and how he lived, is to focus EVERY day on bringing about a world of equality that is best for everyone.

It's not to judge people as 'bad' who are sitting around in their nice home, with their christmas tree and their traditions to enjoy the Christmas holiday. I have fond memories as a kid having that. But as I grew up I have seen the brutality of our world, and what Jesus was actually talking about. And I see Christmas has become a Psy Op (Psychological Operation) on the masses. It takes the pure message of Jesus - truly love your neighbor as yourself, and converts it into consumerism, extreme 'highs' and 'lows' I mean they even call it the North Pole, its polarizing in its very nature, and Santa is an anagram for Satan. 

It's become used as a manipulation tool for kids to 'be nice' not 'naughty', abandoning principle at every step of the way.

I used to LOVE christmas. It was so fun being away from school, getting toys, then having a whole week from christmas to new years so I could hang out with my friends, play with my new toys, then also do something fun for new years. That was the highlight of my entire year...

But as I began in this process - writing/righting myself to Life I saw how that made my entire year subtly negative, in a polarity, that I look forward to Christmas as the 'crescendo' of everything. 

YET the whole time I didn't even try and LIVE what Jesus was talking about. To me - I call that hypocrisy.

If I were Jesus I would be so pissed at the Christmas-Industrial Complex

So today for me to wake up in Texas, having no snow. No Christmas lights, no 'presents' but actually surrounded by the core people in my life who see the message of Jesus as something we are ACTUALLY here to live. To fundamentally create the change of the system, to build our relationships and our world in responsibility, awareness, oneness, equality as what is best for all this is a cool way to ring in the 'holiday' time of the year.

So to bring this full circle to the top

I like the word Grateful - Great Full

I see how in my life, walking this process, there is a polarity I become aware of - that every word in my life I have used from the starting point of polarity.

For example - Grateful = good, not grateful = bad, but hidden within this is the 'be grateful because if not you could lose it all, thus FEAR' and 'not grateful = bad' = GUILT you 'should' be grateful for what you have because there are starving kids in Africa (that whole program)

I see why those programs exist, but this process as Righting through Writing means to actually redefine the word so I can live it as who I am as a source of Expansion of Life.

I see how I have abused gratefulness over the years, basically as a way to justify fear, and want to 'appease' the system like Oliver Twist in that scene where he gets the soup and says 'please sir may I have more'

So for me, the moment I realized what grateful actually is - was 6 years ago nearly to the day, I visited Cameron and Katie for the first time in Houston where they used to live. I remember for 5 days I got the download on how to raise the most effective kids in the world. How to have an effective marriage, what it means to walk this process. What is Desteni really about, and how DIP Lite is life changing. How to really use TechnoTutor to rebuild my foundations and become a master of business. At this time my e commerce company was making about $12k a day in revenues as well. And I was STILL talking about the REAL stuff, not letting that impede on my LIFE EXPANSION. Because Me as LIFE knows its not ONLY about success in the system its about purifying the system.

So at the end of that time with Cameron and Katie 6 years ago, I remember saying 'thank you I am so grateful for this time in your home and learning from you guys. *and then it hit me like a tidal wave of realization* I said And I don't mean I'll just 'say' thank you and pay it lip service. I am going to SHOW YOU I am thankful and grateful by actually LIVING this change and getting more people here to this process. This was the inception of realizing grateful = GREAT FULL. I had to cultivate the greatness within me, my beingness that is this ever-expansive source of self as life substance, here, and calibrate my mind to what is best for all. And live this in my actions every day.

And I recall that was a moment I made a decision to live great-fullness, which was Life Expansion. Me taking this little spark of life and cultivating it to expand more and more and more.

So this is full circle here 6 years later, because last time I didn't have Jessica here. Last time I didn't have 2 kids. I didn't have a homestead. I was still a fledgling entrepreneur. I had just realized how TechnoTutor changed my life because it helped me get really good at making money in e commerce but also with sharing it with people I had already brought 4 people on board by that time and I had only done the business for 2 months.

I saw a glimpse of what's possible. But now here it's full circle, but its not a circle, its a spiral. 

I am in a way new spot, as who I am, as what I realize, as my responsibilities, as my influence.

It reminds me of a phenomenal article by Bernard and I'll quote it here. If you want the full thing here it is, its worth reading again even if you've already read it. It makes more sense as time goes on. 

the same stuff will repeat till you had enough of your preprogrammed self acceptances–then you will start dropping and letting go until only you remain–this is your point of power in your world–then you will find yourself giving direction and sorting out your world quickly–so–if your world is not sorting out and remain the same–you haven't got your current location within your world yet

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why is this important– because each that find their location–find their power and honesty and we are all equal and one to what we become or allow

so–if you are equal and one to you where you are now–no matter who or what placed you there–you are empowered to change the situation—and you will as you will not accept anything less in your world—if you accept some form of enslavement or emotional turmoil or manipulation or fear—you are not at your location within the “grid” of the placement of creation and thus the honesty and forgiveness not effective enough—easy guideline

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Now—when you establish your location—you will without feeling—in an inner silence –direct your world and all that you defined yourself by—will disappear—and new events will step forth—each event will have two points—sometimes very tempting points—to either expand your self-expression in awareness or take you back in the same entrapment—sex, position, money, success, feelin­gs,etc is used for this

So—what to do—as you have then found your equality and oneness point—in yourself—you start moving yourself and see what you have allowed in your world as your equality—blame is useless—fixing it is all that works—so –you fix it—in every breath—till your immediate world is what you are equal and one with—and so you expand—like a Fibonacci spiral—expanding into greater influence—no-one get more influence power than based on equality and oneness as it is for all as one—the influence the world understand is dislocated and thus beings stop existing as their defined selves at death

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What is fascinating is that within this process of locating and expanding self—you will always be equal and one with what you either become or allow

So—we are each only responsible for ourselves and according to application we will be part of the establishment of oneness as equality in creation—so—we will determine and face the truth of ourselves—alone as an inner journey we reflect outwardly in our world

So to close out today's blog - Life expansion comes from Great Fullness. If you don't know where to start then YES be grateful for where you are, truly. Because its what got you HERE. Yet do not accept it as all you can be. Forgive the fears. See your reality sort out quickly - as the cross reference point is obvious.

Join us in changing the world. Give this as a christmas gift to yourself. We will either fight for this old system that abuses the message of Jesus - turns it into corporate consumerism slop - or we can redefine it as who we are - as a DAILY living of the messaage of equality, oneness, giving as we would like to receive, changing the world system to reflect this in every way as what is best for all. 

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Day 87 - Strength

Day 87 - Strength

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want an easier way instead of seeing how the challenges in life actually strengthen me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into blame in a tricky situation, instead of maximizing my responsibility, taking a deep breath and being grateful for the challenge at hand

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take the 'strengthening' to an extreme opposite polarity, where I create unnecessary struggle in my life because I believe I must suffer to grow, so within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that focus on priority is #1 as starting point, and from here, welcome the challenge. It is stupid to welcome challenge for no reason, we only have one life here, am I going to waste it just doing difficult shit with no clear purpose?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate strength with the physique and outward appearance of a man or woman, how much they can 'lift' with their body. Real strength is a more like tree, interconnected with all life, always giving, always maximizing itself in its fullest purpose.

Ultimately its not any 'image' its a human being fully self-realized, but to get there requires a strengthening of my understanding of how life works in fact, and LIVING it here through my moment to moment actions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as someone who is only capable of so much, as if there is a limit on my ultimate growth, not realizing seeing and understanding that in each moment there is a maximum potential and as I find this, it opens up my next level through the Law of Accumulation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make a 'challenge' something detrimental to me, because I go into thinking about it, which actually drains my physical energy thus making the challenge something that harms me, all by my own self-doing, as I know better because I have self forgiveness and the ability to correct myself 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be present through my day, where I have the day 'ahead' of me, and the thoughts that will pop up in how I think/feel about the day ahead, then AS I progress through the day and then by the END of the day, as I actually walk through it all, I realize that I always end up being grateful for facing the points, going full on through my day

I realize that to actually be proud of myself, to have a sense of real self respect and self love, this comes from me doing the difficult shit that advances my purpose and process

I realize that as I stay grounded in my breath, and do new things, there is the feedback mechanism so any failure that is grasped in awareness becomes a valuable source of insight and ultimately strength within me

I realize that our culture is not yet valuing real strength, as a standing up, facing one's fears, being part of the solution for the change of humanity. Right now 'strength' is going to the gym and looking strong, yet on the inside being weak in our real MATURITY of actually caring for our fellow humans, through looking at the real root of the problem which is education and holding on to our ineffective programming. 

Real strength is changing ourselves and supporting the change in others to stand up within all of this. I don't give a fuck how big your muscles are, how big is your CARE muscle... that is real strength

I commit myself to be an example of real strength, showing what it looks like to stand up and walk, to push the edge of what is possible, and to make it then easy to create the solution on planet earth

Day 86 - 30 Days of Content Experiment

Day 86 - 30 Days of Content

^^^A sample from my Instagram page, which will be catalyzed here massively each day moving forward^^^

I am putting myself through the test and publicly writing this

From December 20th (Today) through January 20th I am going to be consistently putting my content on my Instagram + across social media

I have had times in the past before I had kids where I had a media machine, and I realize (especially with yesterday's blog on the media-industrial complex) that this is the point for me to create

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the simplicity of making content, where I have the points I see are valuable, and thus just film and do it

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to use 'talking about content' to give me a dopamine rush of a sense of accomplishment, instead of doing it

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that even though I have been consistent with content for the past 5 years, there is a whole new level of output and production which I am 100% capable of doing, but it requires a plan so the content is valuable, and a consistent application, which I am now ready for

I realize that content is a way to get in front of people who need to hear this message

I realize that I have created a life - as who I am with using these tools - that many people want to emulate, I say this humbly yet as a showcase of what is POSSIBLE when one takes on this process, reprograms themselves to be effective with money, relationships and operations. 

- I have created excellent money programming, business acumen and the ability to utilize what's here to create value

- I have an awesome wife and kids, where my business doesn't cause that to be sacrificed

- I've helped create community for thousands of people built in principle

- I've learned how to navigate running a homestead, events, workshops and a place where kids can come and learn and thrive

- I've consistently helped others to achieve similar goals of theirs, to change their programming to sustain the positive change

All of this is here and I need to share this more. For each of you reading this - what is your story, what are your highlights you have, what will you create in months and years to come, and will you SHARE IT? 

Or will we let AI slop and hollywood slop win out, where it drowns out our story? 

I commit myself to make such effective content that awakens people, that brings them into 1-1 conversations about real change, how to improve their lives all around, and to then support each person I can systematically to improve their lives for real

I commit myself to plan ahead and be proactive in my content creation, trusting that I will be more efficient over time

I commit myself to long term embracing the outcomes of this 30 day experiment

My hypothesis is that the 30 days will lead to over 100+ new conversations with people I haven't properly met yet.

I will report back as time goes on, as I am consistent with this blog until the job is done - which is change the system, or until I get too busy because I am in a government position where I don't have time to blog, at which point I'll still be actively making content but potentially in a different form. I will constantly get my living words out to social media and the internet, to spread life and support all to awaken and take responsibility to live the change as the new world is emerging here.

My 30 days of content is me using the system to change the system. And I invite you to figure out what YOUR point is that you can push, for the next 30 days as a catalyst to you living it for ultimately the next 30+ years.

Join in here and if you agree you'd like to see this grow, make sure you watch the videos, like and leave a comment. It helps you show the algorithm that this is valuable and worthwhile.

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