Day 38 - Do You Want to Survive Until You Die - Or Live Until You Leave?

The Two Pillars of the World System (Continued)

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

Do you want to JUST survive until you die?

Only focused on bills

Making sure you got some money set aside

Show up to your job

Be a 'good boy' or 'good girl' who saves up for their retirement

Pays their taxes and their rent payment

And then.....

At the end of it all.....

Dies...?

OR

is there more?

Recently on the Self-Perfected hangout my friend Drake said this quote:

"There are people who die decades before their body does"

So....

There HAS to be a better way

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be mind controlled by the system to believe the purpose of my life is to be a cog in the machine

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be brainwashed to have the image in my mind in full display of me working hard, turning 60 and then retiring on a beach sipping a tropical alcoholic drink thinking this is 'winning'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to retire

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prioritize my survival over all else

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to JUSTIFY and even get angry at the very thought of questioning how sacred and important it is that I have my "right' to survive

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my mind to consume my body and my life like a tornado sucking up the very physical flesh of my body into the clouds of the storm of my mind - absolutely focused on surviving and paying my bills, working hard so that I can have the relief from the pressure from week to week knowing I can at least have a roof over my head and food on the table

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see the common sense of changing the system and creating the world to be the best it can be, REALIZING that I am in a position to do something about it, and STILL sabotage myself to prioritize my own survival over actually just excelling above and beyond and creating a surplus of greatness so that I can actually LIVE and cover SOOO much more than my bare necessities

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to serve the survival programming core to my DNA, not realizing that through forgiveness, realization and correction I can transform the very programmed symbols within me, dismantle them and reform them into a new blueprint to LIVE and use every breath here as I am me to create the legacy of a new world, one where each human can live and thrive instead of compete to survive

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to base my relationships and friendships on the subconscious desire to make sure I have a peer group that will have my back and increase my 'survival quotient'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the energy, emotions and nervous system patterning of reacting to my bank account, worrying about the amounts in there, the credits and debits, and forecasting into the future through the lens of FEAR of survival

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I live from a starting point of fear of survival, I am operating from fear of loss, and I am literally thus creating the experience that I don't want, which is losing everything I love and never actually experiencing the potential GAIN of being here alive

I realize that just surviving until I die is not the goal

I realize that I want to LIVE until I LEAVE

I realize that the greatest people I admire were the ones who dedicated their life to a purpose beyond their own survival

I realize that I can recondition my body, mind, nervous system and programming so that I default to LIVING instead of just trying to survive

I realize that fear limits my perspective, while LIVING expands everything

I realize that my influence increases the more I live and accumulate this decision to be HERE as a +1 for life

I commit myself to show that I can LIVE until I leave

I commit myself to build and honor my relationships based on the starting point of LIVING life fully, in honor of changing the system and creating a life of dignity for all

I commit myself to use my money, and live my money agreement, where my utilization of money is in alignment with the statement that I am here to LIVE until I leave

I commit myself to stand as the point of change and inspiration for as many as I can, by challenging the pre-programmed design/brainwashing/mind control of the system that focuses on surviving 'at all costs' instead of living fully-creating the best world possible for all - at all costs

I commit myself to live until I leave