Day 38 - Do You Want to Survive Until You Die - Or Live Until You Leave?

The Two Pillars of the World System (Continued)

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

Do you want to JUST survive until you die?

Only focused on bills

Making sure you got some money set aside

Show up to your job

Be a 'good boy' or 'good girl' who saves up for their retirement

Pays their taxes and their rent payment

And then.....

At the end of it all.....

Dies...?

OR

is there more?

Recently on the Self-Perfected hangout my friend Drake said this quote:

"There are people who die decades before their body does"

So....

There HAS to be a better way

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be mind controlled by the system to believe the purpose of my life is to be a cog in the machine

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be brainwashed to have the image in my mind in full display of me working hard, turning 60 and then retiring on a beach sipping a tropical alcoholic drink thinking this is 'winning'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to retire

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prioritize my survival over all else

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to JUSTIFY and even get angry at the very thought of questioning how sacred and important it is that I have my "right' to survive

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my mind to consume my body and my life like a tornado sucking up the very physical flesh of my body into the clouds of the storm of my mind - absolutely focused on surviving and paying my bills, working hard so that I can have the relief from the pressure from week to week knowing I can at least have a roof over my head and food on the table

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see the common sense of changing the system and creating the world to be the best it can be, REALIZING that I am in a position to do something about it, and STILL sabotage myself to prioritize my own survival over actually just excelling above and beyond and creating a surplus of greatness so that I can actually LIVE and cover SOOO much more than my bare necessities

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to serve the survival programming core to my DNA, not realizing that through forgiveness, realization and correction I can transform the very programmed symbols within me, dismantle them and reform them into a new blueprint to LIVE and use every breath here as I am me to create the legacy of a new world, one where each human can live and thrive instead of compete to survive

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to base my relationships and friendships on the subconscious desire to make sure I have a peer group that will have my back and increase my 'survival quotient'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the energy, emotions and nervous system patterning of reacting to my bank account, worrying about the amounts in there, the credits and debits, and forecasting into the future through the lens of FEAR of survival

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I live from a starting point of fear of survival, I am operating from fear of loss, and I am literally thus creating the experience that I don't want, which is losing everything I love and never actually experiencing the potential GAIN of being here alive

I realize that just surviving until I die is not the goal

I realize that I want to LIVE until I LEAVE

I realize that the greatest people I admire were the ones who dedicated their life to a purpose beyond their own survival

I realize that I can recondition my body, mind, nervous system and programming so that I default to LIVING instead of just trying to survive

I realize that fear limits my perspective, while LIVING expands everything

I realize that my influence increases the more I live and accumulate this decision to be HERE as a +1 for life

I commit myself to show that I can LIVE until I leave

I commit myself to build and honor my relationships based on the starting point of LIVING life fully, in honor of changing the system and creating a life of dignity for all

I commit myself to use my money, and live my money agreement, where my utilization of money is in alignment with the statement that I am here to LIVE until I leave

I commit myself to stand as the point of change and inspiration for as many as I can, by challenging the pre-programmed design/brainwashing/mind control of the system that focuses on surviving 'at all costs' instead of living fully-creating the best world possible for all - at all costs

I commit myself to live until I leave

Day 37 - Change Collective Consciousness

Change the Collective Consciousness

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

I was reflecting on the common sense idea that...

If you as a person are like 1 stick, you get snapped.

If you are a 1 stick, but part of an entire bundle, you are invincible. Imagine a bundle of 50 sticks, or 200, good luck trying to snap it its impossible. This is how group dynamics works.

By the word “stand” I mean actually standing up in myself, channeling my limitations, and as my awareness - seeing who I am and who I can be 

I realize that standing up alone is not going to work

The world system / collective consciousness has an inertia to it, and at the current moment it is resistant to change 

So as an individual I have limited influence 

Yet together we have POWER 

Because together we have our own collective “consciousness” it’s really awareness - more about that in a future blog 

 Standing together is what matters 

Because do you HONESTLY THINK the collective consciousness is sustainable? 

Nah

We can change this though 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid of standing up in the face of the collective consciousness 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid of stepping outside the norm, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being ostracized from the collective 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed my awareness to come through, where I already see that the world is fucked up, the collective consciousness is not sustainable, yet as I see this I had not realized we can stand together as the changemakers 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the example from nature, if I have 1 stick, I can easily break it, if I have a bundle, it is impossible to break them. In this same exact principle, this is standing together, and how we can establish the new world and change the collective consciousness 

I realize that the collective consciousness is the sum total of what everyone is allowing 

I realize that as a core group standing up in alignment with life, there is power in this where a small amount can create the butterfly effect - where a small stimulus creates a massive amplification 

I realize that together we are strong 

I realize that changing myself within my awareness allows me to expand my influence 

I commit myself to expand my influence tangibly and verifiably by myself and others 

I commit myself to stand together with the others who are here to bring about the world change we need 

I commit myself to enhance my awareness daily of what I am accepting and allowing 

I commit myself to prove that I am part of the group to change the collective consciousness 

I commit myself to prove that we are strong together and able to take on anything, and change anything, every aspect of the system both of the world and the internal systems within 

Day 36 - Subconscious Coordination

This is a continuation of the Two Pillars of the System series of blogs within the overall journey to life

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

Today I'm going to unpack and explain coordination and how it benefits us as individuals and as a group

 I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that in our world to create effective change it requires coordination, both within myself and all aspects of myself working in harmony, as well as equally on the outside, my relationships with others need to be in harmony

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the default mode of our world system is currently designed for self interest, so anyone in the system willing to play the game of the system, is fighting for their own survival and the system will reward this behavior until it is changed

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that there are enough of us operating on a higher principle, the principle of what is best for all, and as we coordinate and especially raise our children with this coordination, this is the birthing of a new world, a new world system that will be able to take what's best from the old system and discard the rest

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that an effective relationship requires the principles as agreement and also the ongoing LIVING of these principles, as when these are understood and lived, there is a coordination that happens where even when the two or more are not together and not speaking at the moment, such as going on and living their day in different areas, there is still a subconscious coordination because both parties are actively living the principles, and thus an entire new potential opens up because the principles are upheld and there is a compound effect to each moment directing oneself in alignment with life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that part of coordination requires skill, and the most important skill is the development of willpower so in each moment one can choose what is best

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as the two pillars of the system - relationships and money - both function as a result of subconscious coordination, so as I am here to change the system I must coordinate my relationships AND my money, and how these flow in a daily manner, so that the direction and outflow is that which is BEST and thus new potential emerges

I realize that subconscious coordination is a force in our world and it can either be used to our collective advantage or our collective detriment

I realize that we do not initially need everyone on the same page, we need a group of individuals coordinated and this creates a group coherence that has an effect on others who can then later on join the group

I realize that there is a 'tipping point' in the collective consciousness, where enough people standing up has a resonant effect on the whole

I realize that structural resonance is a physical aspect of our reality, and when I align myself in my own standing, my own integrity all working in harmony, this has a physical effect on those around me and thus the work I do on myself will support others to change as well

I commit myself to share more effectively, more skillfully, so more see the common sense of the purpose of creating a world that is best for all

I commit myself to coordinate and adapt to the group and seeing what collectively AND individually the group needs

I commit myself to show that my inner work, when done effectively, will have an effect on the whole group

I commit myself to share the group because the more people in alignment, the more the network effect works to our advantage 

I commit myself to identify every last point of where I have fallen out of integrity, to lay it out clearly in front of me, and to take the practical steps to rectify my life so I am in integrity and not hiding things from myself

I commit myself to show that one human, subconsciously coordinated within themselves, can have a substantial impact in reality

I commit myself to unite and coordinate those who are here to change the world, to work together and grow our community, raise our kids effectively, consistently meet and support each other, and over time get more and more people to walk their process

35 - Money Agreement

 This is a continuation of the series "The Two Pillars of the System"

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

I have been reflecting on what does INTEGRITY with MONEY look like?

For example what do I spend my money on? Is it actually aligned with what is best for my life and for all life? Or do I waste?

I realize that much like I built my relationship on agreements, part of the agreement must address MONEY, as its the lifeblood of our current system. Yet this can be done in a way that is proactive and life-giving instead of a compulsive obsession. 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not plan ahead, and in moments where I see the easy way out, like getting food out to eat, to go into 'what is easy' instead of having planned ahead to either intentionally decide to eat out, or to make a great meal at home

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to cringe at spending money even when I have a surplus of it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise my ability to be here, to be present, and preoccupy myself with focusing on income and expenses. Missing the moment of creation that is right here

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to create a money agreement within myself and with my partner, where I am clear on where our money is going

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that money reveals me to me, when I was broke, to when I make a lot of money, I see who I really am through how I choose to either manage the money in a way that's best, or give in to my impulses and have the money disappear on frivolous expenses

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is hard to make money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is hard to manage my money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to 'get off' on the idea of being massively profitable, so I am protected and thus 'safe' failing to see the reality of our world, that having money is helpful and money serves as a tool, but it is not a worthy goal within itself only

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how simple it is to actually figure out my expenses, it takes about 1 hour to look at all of my previous 3 months of bank statements and my cards that I use, to tally up the total and then average it out to get my monthly expected expenses, and within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize the essentials in terms of expenses, and the other items that are beyond the essentials

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize the simplicity of allocating a certain amount of money for miscellaneous or spontaneous moments where I do want to enjoy a treat with my kids, or where something unexpected comes up, where I have thus planned ahead, allocated a certain amount monthly so that as things come up I do not need to 'think' about it, I just have a plan and I can keep moving and enjoying life and using money as a tool

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is simple to calculate my income, I see what the money is that is coming in, and I thus see what is my monthly profit

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to taxes, not realizing that the tax code is a vocabulary set that I can learn, and I can surround myself with smart people who can help me optimize my income and expenses

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make profit be my prophet, where I see it as the most important thing, instead of a pro-fit where I am a pro at being fit, just like I take care of my health, I take care of the numbers that run my household, my business and my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize I can easily track everything on a spreadsheet month over month, I can see the specifics of what is 'coming in' and 'going out', and I can thus focus on the creation of more money coming in, done in a way that is supportive of all life, because as I do this, I have clarity, I remove the backchat in my mind, and now I have an objective basis by which my wife and I can make decisions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold a fantasy in my mind of having $10M in my retirement account so that one day, some day, I can retire and never have to 'work again'. This is a stupid myth put on us by the elite as a carrot and a stick, dangling to keep me working as a slave in the system, failing to see the common sense that REAL willing is creating the world to be a place that supports humans to thrive, money is part of this but not the goal in itself. The real result is how many people I can support to understand this process, this journey to life, and to help each of us take responsibility to make it happen

I realize that the money agreement is simply put: for myself and my partner, I have a clear understanding of my income and my expenses, and a clear plan month over month for how to increase my income, and keep the expenses in a way that honors the expansion of the income. For example I spend money (expense) on events that support the growth of my community, which in turn benefits my business, so I realize that expense can actually support MORE income when done well

I realize I can be stable within my finances

I realize that real stability with finances means an expansion, like how a 'stable' tree is not just stunted, it is constantly growing and replenishing and optimizing, and it bears fruit (over time) in abundance where one fruit can contain 100x new seeds

I realize that I can be an example of effectively relating to money, so that others around me may also break through and have financial freedom

I realize that the goal is to change the system, to change the culture, to embed the principle of what is best for all, self responsibility, self honesty and self perfection, and my finances are a reflection of this, not the goal in themselves

I realize that with self-forgiveness I can change my money situation faster than if I didn't have this process of forgiveness and correction

I realize that finances are a vocabulary set that can be mastered, so ultimately the vocabulary of money can be redefined from being a debt-based system to a creative-based system

I commit myself to master the money agreement I have set up with my wife

I commit myself to be an example for others to break through financially

I commit myself to align my entrepreneurship with creating a world that is best for all

I commit myself to model to my children an effective relationship with money

I commit myself to wisely use each dollar I create to serve the purpose of creating a world that is best for all

I commit myself to give myself grace in the process of mastering the money agreement

I commit myself to put myself in the position where I can effect the global money system over time so that the laws can change and life can be one of dignity for all instead of a rat race of monetary enslavement

Day 34 - Love is Kindness

Day 34 - Love is Kindness 

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

In my relationships... am I nice or am I kind?

The programming I was exposed to as a child led me to believe that being loving means being NICE.

But over time I learned that the word nice literally comes from the etymology of the word 'stupid' or to 'not know'

Later on I learned that NICE and KIND are not the same thing.

Nice implies 'not knowing' and 'not saying' what needs to be said

KIND is saying what needs to be said - yet done in a way that its actually received

So as I'm unpacking the two pillars of the system of Relationships/Love and Money... the FIRST one is to clarify how an effective relationship is build, and its on TRUTH from KINDNESS

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to desire to be 'nice' in my relationships

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that niceness in relationships is based on a fear of losing the other, so I am 'nice' and 'not knowing' meaning I am ignorant to the TRUTH. This is a recipe for disaster

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that within the principle of 'give as I would like to receive' I want someone to be KIND with me, not nice

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to miss the moments that are presented where I CAN be kind, and really show love in my relationships, and to then delay the moment for the feedback thus time-looping

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that being kind requires EFFECTIVELY communicating. Its not just 'calling out' someone to call out, its calling out in a way where the other actually accepts the feedback

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to build my relationships with unclear agreements as to what its about

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base my relationships on denial, not seeing what is here and thus living in a delusion

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize the simplicity of the change, that will support all of my relationships to improve, is living the decision that LOVE is KINDNESS, speaking what needs to be said, and building on what is REAL

I realize that a relationship built on anything but kindness, is setup for limitation by its very beginning

I realize that authenticity and integrity in relationships comes from the agreement to have an effective relationship based on reality

I realize that the best relationships emerge from clear agreements and shared principle

I realize that just as I want to grow and I'm open to feedback, others are also, and this can be the structure of the new world where we have integrity amongst ourselves and others to say what needs to be said, and to collaborate for real

I commit myself to be kind to my self through effective self awareness and self perfection through self forgiveness and living my commitments to how I know I CAN live

I commit myself to be kind to my significant other, to hold them to their highest standard as I would like to be held to mine

I commit myself to develop my ability to give effective feedback, in a way the other person hears it and then is supported to change their behavior

I commit myself to be an example of the best relationship, the best love, the best living of kindness, and to do this each day as I know it will create a cumulative effect over time

I commit myself to show that love IS kindness

I commit myself to embrace kindness as who I am, being a source for realness in every relationship I am part of

Day 33 - The Two Pillars of the System

 Relationships and Money

Our mind is a structure within

The system is the external reflection of this structure 'without' meaning outside of us

And for the system.. there are two fundamental pillars

The 'two towers' of the system within, and this is an equal and one reflection in the world without

RELATIONSHIPS AND MONEY

RELATIONSHIPS meaning primarily with the significant other, procreation, sex, marriage etc

And MONEY - meaning primarily RESOURCES - for our survival, work and also to fund what we care about in the world. We vote with our dollar.

Over the next blogs to come I will unpack relationships and money more in depth

Because think about it

Our hardwired programming, our DNA is all designed for one main thing:

PROCREATE

Find a mate (relationship) and pass on your DNA

yet also you must be able to provide along the way. Your mate won't want you if you live in a cardboard box. Your mate wants enough resources to CARE for your offspring.

Yet we have so much bullshit programming on these topics

The whole music industry, the media, the movies, all of it themed around what...?

SEX AND MONEY

RELATIONSHIPS AND MONEY

Fundamentally if you look at your goals right now, you will see how it relates back to these two pillars. Either directly or these pillars being a substantial part NECESSARY to achieve your goals.

But I'm not here to just 'accept' reality as is. I'm here to change reality and make it the best...

So let's dive in - in the days to come - to purify our RELATIONSHIPS and our MONEY

Day 32 - Relationship with Money

Day 32 - Relationship with Money

Note - Each of these blogs can be read individually, or in order. Its suggested to read them out loud, it will have 1000x the benefit.

Over this past weekend I attended an event designed to educate people how to keep more of their money they make.

Over the years I have become great at creating money, I understand the fundamentals of business. But what to DO with the money has been an area requiring more clarity

I also just had to pay my taxes in the past week as well. 

All of these experiences I know we are familiar with. There's a little bit of pain when we separate ourselves from our money.

Then the backchat: 

"I want to make more money"

"I want to have financial freedom"

"I don't want to get screwed on my taxes"

But all of this 'backchat' in our heads won't serve us fundamentally if we don't even have a CLEAR relationship with money.

Thus like with any point like this ... self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto a desire for money believing it to be the solution to my problems

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that money is a fundamental part of our reality, and if I am not intentional, it will dictate my entire life

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to effectively forgive my money programming

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my mind to run rampant with fantasies of having more money and how I perceive my life will be even better

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that money is an outcome, the inputs that create it are worthy of my intention and focus

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be seduced by the idea of 'get rich and keep the wealth', without clarifying WHO I AM within it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that money is 'more' than me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that money, setting up my money strategy effectively, and my relationship with money, all of this can be purified through me walking my journey to life, where money is a tool, each dollar has a purpose to it, yet its still just a TOOL and not the end result in itself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the future will be very different with money and how society channels money, we have universal basic income on the horizon, we have trends toward entrepreneurship, and so much opportunity yet so much limitation all within this collective relationship with money

I realize that my journey as an entrepreneur is one where I can walk in awareness and make my decisions in alignment with what is best for me and what is best for all simultaneously

I realize that creating money is a result of adding value, and my focus must primarily be here

I realize that understanding the money system, taxes, banking and utilizing my profits, this can also be done in awareness

I realize that my business and purpose is aligned with making money, that can sustain the expansion of my business and purpose so it feeds itself like a flywheel, benefitting all who come in contact with it

I realize that effective business must be rooted in principle, where its a win-win-win for me, for the others and for the world

I realize that the business of education will be the most important industry on our planet in the years to come, as we are at an all time critical moment of humans being ill-equipped to deal with the world, and the necessity to learn at an all time high

I commit myself to continually unpack my relationship with money, to make it clear and to support others in this journey

I commit myself to use my money to change the system to make the system life-giving instead of life-draining

I commit myself to over the coming days, built out on the 2 fundamental pillars of our mind which is relationships and money

I commit myself to structure my business and wealth in a way that is life-giving for all