Day 17 - Life is Not a Game (Part 2)

 

Continued from Day 16 on dismantling Game Theory to create the Real Win-Win-Win, a world that is best for all, starting with myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trap myself in seeing every situation as a game where either I will win or lose

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to win at all costs

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define success and winning within the context of the system instead of the common sense - winning is us working together to change and create the best outcomes where we all benefit

I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the world system is a matrix that is overlaid on life, and this system is indeed a game, where there are a handful of apparent winners, yet in reality, we are all losing because we’re missing out on the maximum potential of all of life working in coherence

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to glorify people like the billionaires, or those that appear to be winning and influential in the system by judging them as winners due to money and status, when in reality, they’re also losing.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see the obvious that we are all collectively losing out on what is possible and currently we have backed ourselves into a corner as humanity with the risk of AI takeover, nuking ourselves and a whole host of other destructive patterns we are playing out thinking that this is all a game, neglecting the fact that this is actually real life

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the pattern of war, such as it is currently seen in Israel and Gaza, or Russia and Ukraine, or countless other places that is not being reported on in the mainstream. - this is a outward manifestation of the own war I have within myself where I have different parts of myself competing and not understanding the other aspects of myself

I forget myself that I’ve not accepted and allowed myself to realize that self forgiveness is the beginning of the peace talks to establish the agreement that is the truce to have all parts of myself working with myself instead of acting against myself - and just as humanity as a whole unit, we are able to operate as one body functioning collectively, and even though we currently have a lack of coherence this can be course corrected

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allow myself to create an entire inner character of suspicion, suspicious of every person for what they might do to me and how it might affect my survival, wasting my life force on a limited view of things instead of fundamentally trusting myself, and my ability to effectively communicate with each person

To be continued tomorrow with Self-Forgiveness, Self-Realization and Self-Commitment Statements

Day 16 - Life is Not A Game (Part 1)

 Life is not a game 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the statement that life is a game 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not question my entire belief systems that are built on winning and losing 

Over the next few posts I am going to dismantle the theory of Game Theory seeing it for what it is - a con - a half-baked idea that is not rooted within life. 

It's a tendency we all have to participate in paranoia, caring about our own survival only. 

But as you and I will both see, it's a theory rooted in maximizing personal survival, missing the fact that we are literally one and equal. We are one body as humanity, and if we are divided we fail. 

For context here is a definition of the overview of Game Theory

I suggest watch The Trap by Adam Curtis to see how insane the system has become, attempting to gamify life, only to create misery for all of us. Let's be the change we want to see in the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allow myself to define winning as success in the system, missing the fact that real winning is supporting life one and equal within all

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because “game theory” is so popular amongst intellectual crowds that it must be valid

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted allow myself to believe that it’s not possible to change human nature as according to game theory all individuals are vying for their self interest, that this is just the natural state of things, and this is how it will always be

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allow myself to realize that enlightened self-interest is caring about and creating what is best for all because then one truly wins

I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allow myself to realize that as an alternative to game theory, is the fact of LIFE. I am part of LIFE. I AM NOT SEPARATE FROM LIFE. So truly living the message of ‘Give as I would like to receive’ and this is Common Sense.

I can look at each situation and figure out what is the 1+1 equation here and what is winning that is in fact best for all, thus a win-win-win. Win for me, win for you, and win for all

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize the immaturity of game theory, looking at the world as a cold lifeless place where each will only work for their own self interest and survival, not realizing that its the maturing of the human being that is the goal, starting with self, this is the way through

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can use the same process by which I became effective at raising children, I can use the same process with myself and others to educate and support the maturing of each being and this is really winning the game as life 

Really think about it – would a mature human only care about their own self interest or would they actually care - and realize that we need solutions that are actually best for all otherwise we will just loop in the consequence of half-baked solutions

To be continued 

Day 15 - Energetic Debt

We live in a world that is debt-based

Our money is printed and loaned out - and immediately interest is owed on it

But this isn't just money

From a spiritual perspective, we are 'born into sin'

On a personal level, we look for the energetic highs through experiences, having fun, relaxing, taking a trip, drinking, smoking, doing whatever we can to experience that 'peak' and release from the stress..

Only to feel drained again after

Yet.. unless we address the root causes underneath.. we are trapped in a cycle of debt and repayment, physically and energetically

What is the way through?
Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prioritize feeling good over anything else

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to use the concept of 'YOLO' as a justification for living in a careless way

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take actions and design my life around the 'week' and the 'weekend' time systems, where during the week I work, and on the weekend I want a break, yet by the time monday rolls around I feel drained from the weekend, wanting it again to be Friday.. not actually LIVING each day

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to build up the pressure within me of stress of daily life, of doing tasks, of thinking, of planning, but within it I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize I have my breath and I have my principles, which can serve as a filter for the stress and keep me grounded here

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to see my life as a game where I want to get 'ahead' and be 'profitable' by having positive experiences and avoiding negative experiences, but trapping myself within the very cycle I wanted to transcend

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if the experience consumes me, then its a limitation, YET if the experience or occasion - such as going on a trip, enjoying time relaxing at the end of the day, all of this is not 'good or bad' it simply matters who I am within it. Is this something actually supporting me? Or is it a delay-tactic that eventually creates even more energetic debts

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the transition to make is from a debt-based system to a creative-based system, this goes for me energetically, for our world together how the money system works, and also how I prioritize my life and what I focus on.. I am a creator, there is an entirely NEW level of what's possible, by me remaining here and clear instead of looping on the desire to build up pressure/stress and then need a 'release'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to obsess over being 'debt free' for myself only, not realizing that the actual solution is to solve the problem for everyone, not just myself

I realize that I have been conditioned from childhood to design my life, my thinking, my emotional wellbeing, my priorities, all on the system of 'work all week and enjoy the weekend off'

I realize that this is a multi-year journey of correcting myself, moment by moment to live a life where the PRESENCE in the moment is what truly matters, as the presence is me as life able to in the moment see what is best beyond my thinking or feeling

I realize that thoughts and feelings, if undirected, will be the chains by which I imprison myself and never actually change

I realize that the change happens by chaining together moments at a time of doing the BEST thing as a creator, and the more I do this, the stronger I become, until over time my entire life is a reflection of being a creator, and this is reflected back to me in the world

I realize that debt and repayment is a cycle by which we can trap ourselves as humans

I commit myself to show that the real value here is LIFE and living

I commit myself to show that together we can re-envision what's possible for the systems of our world YET it starts internally with each one and enough of us figuring this out together

I commit myself to show the common sense that each moment, whether the most 'happy' or the most challenging, each moment is an opportunity for me to show myself who I am, and that is REAL happiness.. me showing myself that I am able to stand up through anything and direct the situation to be the best it can be.. this is Real Living

I commit myself to align myself and the others who are committed to changing the system, so we can break free from the debt cycle. This is fundamental to the principle of what is best for all, is re-envisioning the system to what is possible, and getting this implemented over the current and next generation

I commit myself to show that the way through the debt trap is to realize I am a creator, I can produce value, I can share tools that are of value and be fairly compensated for it, and utilize my money and efforts to support LIFE and the growth of this new creative-based system. Over time as we accumulate enough people, resources and a coordinated network, we can implement the shift in culture, politics and law so we never again trap ourselves in the energetic/money debt-based system, rather we learn from it and grow to a level we have never before seen possible

Day 14 - Self-Forgiveness, Self-Realization and Self-Commitment

For all my blogs read them out loud

Life is giving, and living requires forgiving, being FOR GIVING

Giving as we would like to receive

And what I wish I received when I was way younger was this framework of Self-Forgiveness, then Self-Realization then Self-Commitment, all as statements, either written or spoken aloud and then LIVED

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the full power of effective self-forgiveness, pin pointed on the exact limiting beliefs/words within me that hold me back from living my best life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not use self-forgiveness to the fullest extent possible, seeing that as I read it aloud, I will have memories and related words/energies pop up within, and I can use the time dedicated to forgiving myself to also create a momentum of Self-Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to prove the power of self-forgiveness to myself and to others, where I am a living example of the change possible through letting go of the past

I realize that the framework of forgive, realize, commit, these 3 words in sequence create an opening to change

I realize that realization means to make real, to make manifest so that others can verify the validity of what the realization in fact is

I realize that through forgiveness we give/gift ourselves life

I commit myself to live my past commitments, to continue to create the best commitments, and live with the understanding of Self-Forgiveness, Self-Realization and Self-Commitment are tools I can utilize in my ongoing journey of Self-Perfection

I commit myself to speak aloud self-forgiveness daily, as I continue to remove old layers, and also prevent the accumulation of reactions and mind junk that can bombard me daily

I commit myself to engineer systems and support so that billions of people can comprehend the power of Self-Forgiveness, Self-Realization and Self-Commitment

Day 13 - Stability

 Day 13 - Stability 

Note - read this out loud

The world is getting more unstable.

Nepal overthrew their government this past week as well, that missed many of the headlines. Apparently all coordinated by Gen Z through social media.

In a world that is getting more unstable, this blog is for us to establish stability

I am talking about stability both emotionally AND on a beingness level, WHO you are coming through in each moment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not fully stabilize my life so that its all in alignment with creating a world that is best for all

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to create instability in my life and in the world as a result of my actions and inactions

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize see and understand the concept of 'second order consequences', and to use this understanding effectively - within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create consequences that cause further instability in my life and in the world

For example - I apply discipline of caring for my health - it is routine and potentially even boring or painful at times (especially if our health has been neglected) but from focusing on health, the second order consequence is a strong healthy body that opens up even more possibilities.

Now contrast this to laying on the couch all day scrolling social media, it may feel good initially but weakens me as a consequence

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to intentionally design my life, so that my actions and their consequences create more stability in my life and the world

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that stability is being grounded in reality, and as a creator I am actually grounding my intention and creation INTO reality for us all to share

We are co-creators, let's ensure our creations support the stability of the world

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the fundamental nature of our reality has forces like order and chaos, structure and energy (more about these in future blogs) yet the WORD STABILITY is not about maximizing 'order' or 'structure', it is about creating a best for all equilibrium between all extremes of our selves, between the order and the chaos of ourselves, balancing our world and this reality and amalgamating this all as stability

Just like the human heart beat is stable, it is dynamic in its stability but as long as you live, it is STABLE, always there

Stability is the baseline by which we can grow and create with proper foundation. 

Better to build a house with firm foundation than on weak foundation. Stability is the foundational strength, instability is the foundational weakness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that stability is the thing I have actually craved since being a child, a knowingness that within myself I will be OK, I will be able to direct and create

When and as I notice myself participate in instability I will stop and I will breathe

I realize that I can I forgive myself and correct myself real time

I realize that stability is the ability to direct myself in each moment regardless of what goes on outside me

I realize that stability is the the grand synthesis of reality, grounded as a clear starting point, a clear principle, where all parts actually work together instead of against each other

I realize that real stability is the principle of what is best for all

I commit myself to live the word stability effectively

I commit myself to direct my life and direct the world as stability here

I commit myself to stabilize my vision into reality, a world where everyone has the ability to live their full potential, has their needs met, and we have a baseline coordination where we realize we are one and equal, and living this in each breath is living stability

I commit myself to utilize writing and speaking self forgiveness as a way to stabilize my mind and my life so that the best of me can come through

Day 12 - Emergence

As with all my blogs its recommended read the Self-Forgiveness and Self-Correction part out loud. Read it for real. We need more self-forgiveness and self-correction collectively. I know you see this. It all starts with self.

Today is 9/11. I recall childhood, the 9/11/2001 memory that was a wake up call to me. It was one of my first moments of awareness as to seeing what is going on in the world. 

This was one of my first memories of making a decision of what I was not OK with. I made my first ever podcast episode about it, and it explains my decision as does each of my blog posts. I suggest check it out.

I am certain MANY of you have a similar moment of a decision you made, where you saw WHO YOU ARE. Are you just ok with status quo? Or do you actually give a fuck about humanity?

I know many of you personally who read this, and I know you DO give a fuck.

Yet its time we unite even more effectively, with discipline, and stop depending on a 'state of emergency' to be a wake up call.

As I look at the number 911 I have a clear embedded mnemonic program internally of '911 what's your emergency' programmed in from living for 32 years on this planet, watching movies, TV, living life, having called 911, witnessing emergencies, being part of them. Its a mess on a resonant level, and it can be converted into learning and change, so we can live the principle of prevention instead of living in reaction.

So in this context of 911 what is the emergency... 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold an energetic charge to the state of emergency

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be addicted to the state of emergency

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the numbers 911 and the phrase 9/11

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the word emergency has been linked within me to a state of instability and survival

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate the feeling of thrill with the word emergency

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that its impossible to forgive memories that have too much energetic charge to them, like the extreme moments of my life or the lives of those around me where it was traumatic

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to emerge as my best self through redefining the words and memories that hold me back, showing that through sound, through self forgiveness and self commitment, I can rewire my body and my expression, and this allows the real ME to emerge

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize the word emergence is within emergency

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress myself on a being level, like when one sees a child, it is pure beingness, innocent expression coming through, and through my life I had accepted and allowed myself to suppress this instead of letting this beingness emerge even through adulthood, so as a mature human I can fully express who I really am, being a role model of what's possible for human beings

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to comprehend that as a human being, I am a being within a body, that has a mind, and within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that collectively and individually the mind had taken over in our lives, creating a state of emergency for us together as life, this out of balance MIND is the real emergency - instead of seeing the common sense collectively that our beingness is here but its not fully coming through, it must emerge

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that our beingness is our source/life/origin, this beingness is awareness, and this beingness IS our natural state as a child, and this CAN emerge for the human again even again as an adult, but it requires walking THROUGH the mind to change the mind, the body and the beingness how we come through, it is a multi-year journey of emergence. This is the journey to life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I need emergencies to serve as a shock to test me to see if I care about life, and if I'm doing everything I can to be part of the solution

I realize the emergency of the mind being out of control is something that I can be part of the solution for, it is me in each breath directing myself, creating the best in each moment, applying common sense as what's best for all

I realize that best for all is emerging through every aligned action I take, and doing this with discipline over and over until the system is changed to reflect what's best for all

I commit myself to show I actually care about humanity

I commit myself to show I actually care about myself, equal and one as the world and humanity

I commit myself to align every last part of my mind to what is best for all humans, and to create the system of the world to honor this    

I commit myself to show the emergence that is us as human BEINGS coming through

I commit myself to help myself and everyone realize that the state of emergency can be deconditioned from our nervous systems/bodies so we stop creating emergencies in this current form, where we neglect ourselves and attack ourselves, instead of realizing that united we can stand. 

I commit myself to stand and unite as many as possible who can hear this

I commit myself to see the numbers 911 for what it is, a number that represents how to call the police in America 

I commit myself to see 9/11 as a day of the year, one where we can reflect on the past, but not be defined by it. 

The ability to redefine words, days, concepts and meanings, and align them with creating the best world and best lives possible, this is the mission that has emerged, and I commit myself to fully live it 

Day 11 - Standing Up

Today Charlie Kirk died. He was shot. Millions of people will see this clip.

I respect the fact he wanted to see America thrive - this man spoke out and stood up to create the change he wanted to see in the world. 

He had a wife and two kids.

This hit me deep. I went to the Turning Point event this past year to see the operation he had created. 

Now this seems to be a turning point for USA and for all.

People are reacting massively to it. Many saying 'a line was crossed' here.

I remember back when I was a child witnessing the footage from 9/11

Tomorrow is 9/11, 24 years later from the initial terror attacks.

We are on the brink of social upheaval, what many are calling a civil war.

The right and the left are not able to see eye-to-eye with this current paradigm.

And there are many forces at play that make it impossible to know the true story of what happened, both today and with these past events that strike terror into people.

Earlier this month there was the mass shooting at a school near me. And just today apparently there was another school shooting.

The world is currently in chaos, and its accelerating.

Yet - for myself, within ALL of this, I still choose to stand.

Stand for the change of the system, the change of the world.

Thank you Charlie for speaking out and showing what one man can do to bring awareness to important issues.

Willing to put his life on the line....

The fact now millions of people will witness him being killed..

And people reacting to it.

This is the time for stability and to be a beacon of common sense, where we can see the extent to how far things have gotten out of control.

I will continue to stand for what's best for all, creating genius children, creating the mass movement of all willing to stand up to take full self-responsibility, sort out the system and make the world be the best place it can be.

Otherwise we time loop collectively, throw ourselves into another war, destroy ourselves... I cannot allow that to happen. I know I am only one person, but I am connected with thousands worldwide, and we can be the change we want to see in the world.

Now to bring it back to self...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe acts of terror will be a normal thing in our world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to terrorize myself with my own mind, my own inner battles, harming myself holding myself back from speaking up and standing out

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that amidst all the chaos, the acceleration of the world, there IS no one person in control, we are all co-creating this, and there is opportunity here for us to reach solutions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear holding positions of leadership

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what the world has become

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that one person, well coordinated, firmly rooted in principle, can have an effect like a chain reaction to the entire world

I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to believe humans are too evil to course correct

I forgive myself that I had not accepted and allowed myself to realize that systemic change starts within myself, through self-forgiveness, and as I walk this effectively, the inner change creates the outer change

I realize that our world is not currently best, and this is all the reason I need to stand up and be the solution

I realize that though I may have moments of fear, that courage is needed now more than ever

I realize that I can breathe and live the word courage, I can share and help those around me aligned in principle to share more effectively than ever before

I commit myself to stand up and speak out for what is best for all, creating systemic solutions to education, to our culture, to our collective values, to our political system, our media and our money system, all of these areas are intertwined and its my living commitment to be the solution and walk these new systems into reality for the rest of my life

I commit myself to show myself what is possible as I apply myself and never give up

I commit myself to cherish each breath to the best of my ability

I commit myself to make the most of my life